The Decision That Changed Everything : A Sonnet

I decided to put myself in a very different situation nearly three years ago... and learnt every part of adulting from scratch..

New country, new people, new job, responsibilities of household, protecting my wife and a whole array of sudden and emergency events involving money...

This piece of sonnet that I scribbled last night is a true reflection of my current phase

Three winters past, I cast my lot aside

And stepped through stranger gates to unknown shores,

Where every stone of adult life I tried

To learn by hand—its weight, its hidden doors.

New skies, new tongues, a job that claimed the days,

A hearth to keep, its rhythms mine to chart;

I stood between my wife and tempests’ rage,

A shield of will when fortune pierced the heart.

Sudden the bills like arrows in the night,

Emergencies that drained both purse and nerve

Yet in each trial we kindled inner light,

And built a home where courage learned to serve.

                                                   A pic from my balcony in  Leeds, UK

Do I Re start my blog?

 The words dancing in my mind,

They knew my breath, they knew my stand.
Now dust collects where dreams once grew
But whispers call, “We’re not yet through.”

Old pages hum with ghostly rhyme,
Soft echoes from another time.
Do I dare wake what once was still,
And trust the spark to find me still?

The world moved on, yet here I stay
A poet paused, mid-thought, mid-way
The silence taught me how to hear
The heart that beats when none are near

So should I start again, you ask?
Perhaps the joy’s within the task
Not chasing crowds, nor fame, nor trend,
But meeting words, my oldest friend

A Crucial Day

Where can i start this post?

Life is very un expected.

Whats the cost?

Leaving behind everything loved

After 30 years of living a life king size with my parents, tonight is going to be a last one before i set my wings free.

As i remember 12 years ago moving into this room in our flat as an 18 year old guy with a lot of dreams and ambitions about life. May be life is awesome, because the last night in this room i somehow ended up sleeping alone on the floor just as i did on the first one.

Only thing is that, this thinking about life this time its an oblivion, full of insecurity, lot of expectations, and an unimaginable thought that i will forever not be the same am im now. I would miss being with my loved parents and my little brother. My loved home, my memories and everything.

Lucky me, im taking my wife along. Hope the life change for good.

Life, after 7 years

 It's been 7 years since I posted for the last time

I was a teen, a grumpy head, an emotion less fool addicted to substances

I'm now juggling life with twists and turns with a lemon on my nose, trying to balance the work and family

Only thing that haven't left the life and surely won't leave are the tears of sadness that lasts for days and laughter of joy that lasts a mere minute

Life is hard my dear, life is hard..

Mask yourself and keep a smile,

because you can't cry out and this life will fly!