Suffer the pain
what you gave her
Aftermath you deserve
Malka Mahal...
This is a stealth view point of Vijayanagar empire. located in the green valleys of the eastern ghats and surrounded by Malka lake on four sides (then), built with granite columns and real strong interlocked structures, it is one of the most outstandingly stood structures despite of the robbers who robbed the idols, Muslims who captured it in later stages and made it into a mosque. now is in its final stage
#SaveMonuments #SaveHistory
ummm... crunchy
Beef patty, french fries, pint of beer... what else you need?!
One of the 1st photos of experiments of culinary photography
Prophet of Love : A review
"Prophet of Love" by Farrukh Dhondy
Lucullan lifestyle, rolling Rolls-Royce, Western women, sex, meditation and handmaids around. This is the lifestyle of Bhagvan Saket, A young philosopher who turned to a baba by fortune who preaches western people the sexual delusion in spiritual seclusion which he created himself.
Mr. Dhondy himself played the role of an Indian born English journalist who comes to India for an assignment regarding Bhagvan Saket. Pune being the home for both the Author and the character, The way of narration is absolutely perfect. The openness of a west returned Indian can be easily gestured in the 1st sentence of the book itself.
Rahul who was said to be cursed to death on his 7th birthday is sent to a monastery at a very small age. As he did not die on his 7th birthday, his guardian who was asked to kill the young lad, escapes the monastery along with the young lad to the hustle bustle of Delhi where they spend some years and later move to Bombay for a job. Rather to be called destined than cursed Rahul later undergoes some series of unexpected coarse which made him a Bhagvan.
Ma Shanti, Mr. Bhavnani who played a major role in the life of Rahul who already underwent a series of twists and turns right away from his birth. Both of them made a good line for Rahul after their old Guru.
Diamond, who was a twisty character in the whole story with husband and her girl child in saket and another character praful, both of them helped a lot in the investigation of the Saket.
"Sex" played a complicated role in the novel, and yea it is an "A" rated for its abusive language but a must read!
Not an on the go but a very good novel. Actually the writer mirrored the exact situation in not all but some of the Ashrams in India. the way author described the things his way of narration had gave a clear visualization for the readers and yea, yet another book completed :|
Finally i conclude that this is especially for the people who are interested in narrative fiction. the way Dhondy narrated every small thing was really good. and the real time point of the story is a big plus and boost.
Rating : 3.2/5
Book : Prophet of Love
Author : Farrukh Dhondy
Publisher : Harper Collins
Price : 299/- (INR)
ISBN-13 : 9789350296677
P.S :- My 1st review on book. and thanking IndiBlogger and Harper Colins publications for giving the free supply of book
Lucullan lifestyle, rolling Rolls-Royce, Western women, sex, meditation and handmaids around. This is the lifestyle of Bhagvan Saket, A young philosopher who turned to a baba by fortune who preaches western people the sexual delusion in spiritual seclusion which he created himself.
Mr. Dhondy himself played the role of an Indian born English journalist who comes to India for an assignment regarding Bhagvan Saket. Pune being the home for both the Author and the character, The way of narration is absolutely perfect. The openness of a west returned Indian can be easily gestured in the 1st sentence of the book itself.
Rahul who was said to be cursed to death on his 7th birthday is sent to a monastery at a very small age. As he did not die on his 7th birthday, his guardian who was asked to kill the young lad, escapes the monastery along with the young lad to the hustle bustle of Delhi where they spend some years and later move to Bombay for a job. Rather to be called destined than cursed Rahul later undergoes some series of unexpected coarse which made him a Bhagvan.
Ma Shanti, Mr. Bhavnani who played a major role in the life of Rahul who already underwent a series of twists and turns right away from his birth. Both of them made a good line for Rahul after their old Guru.
Diamond, who was a twisty character in the whole story with husband and her girl child in saket and another character praful, both of them helped a lot in the investigation of the Saket.
"Sex" played a complicated role in the novel, and yea it is an "A" rated for its abusive language but a must read!
Not an on the go but a very good novel. Actually the writer mirrored the exact situation in not all but some of the Ashrams in India. the way author described the things his way of narration had gave a clear visualization for the readers and yea, yet another book completed :|
Finally i conclude that this is especially for the people who are interested in narrative fiction. the way Dhondy narrated every small thing was really good. and the real time point of the story is a big plus and boost.
Rating : 3.2/5
Book : Prophet of Love
Author : Farrukh Dhondy
Publisher : Harper Collins
Price : 299/- (INR)
ISBN-13 : 9789350296677
P.S :- My 1st review on book. and thanking IndiBlogger and Harper Colins publications for giving the free supply of book
The ultimate breath...
Some times you may never know how much you missed your life doing useless things...
It's just the Death that is unalterable and only thing on the planet that can be bought with out money
P.S :- My first fishing experience
Carved to Perfecion...
Emperors passed so the empires confescated
The royalty remained like the virtuous soul untouched
Engraved the names on stone they preserved
Eternity they show, not the flesh its the nature undefeated
GolDen ReFleCtionS....
 |
| old is of course gold! and even beautiful |
A small piece of token left by our beloved ancestors...
These temple carvings can be said as one of the oldest art forms which were done with an amazing accuracy...
p.s :- Photo taken in the beautiful city of mysore
Hidden meaning
In the lands of blue and red and voilet I lie
With my eyes open so red, In happiness I cry
Laughing like a kid, in the snow so white
I set my limits and here!, I start my flight
Like the smoke from the burning plants from lands up high
Up in the clouds I could'nt see any thing, but I still fly
As I breath in clouds, the air so pure
In the lands of heaven, this made my lungs cure
Like the acid on litmus, from blue to red
Sweet in the water, my stomach got fed
Drenched in happiness, my smile never ended
25 to life, it is what all I always wanted
P.s : most of the people will understand... what I meant ;)
The beat #HaikuHighTimes
As the beat dropped
Heart beat raised
Springed like a kid, I jumped
Life is music. Blue sometimes, beat sometimes
#Haiku #DigitalArt
P.s : digital art dedicated to all the dj's who drops the beat suddenly..
A Balcony
As you see you find everything weird
People, trees and buildings all around
Its like a mothers womb, I see
Fall down... and you cry in pain
You cry.. and you'll be saved by the doctor
It heals in time... but as times pass by, you can see the scars
You laugh.. only because you're alive
You silent? Youre dead
The other time when I was sitting in my balcony and seeing all the busy world around me, I felt that mother's womb is the only safe place on the planet with no worries and tensions
#Musings
Seasons Love #HaikuHighTimes
Love start like the spring's bud
End like the frozen winter
But seasons infinity
Life is just incepting the things you see with the things you like...
Lost... #HaikuHighTimes
baffled beyond what I persuaded
Agony, like winter made me cold
death approached like mist
Just another rumbling nothing much. :)
Haiku is a real small weapon that can make you write wonders, write a single shot sentence which Is deeper thqn the deepest ocean.
What not...
Till the last cell of mine exist
I stay in your heart till I die
Evn in the other world, for you here I await
Even a sand clock can be an element for showing love if you want too... its not about the thing... all it is about the love.
Zanjeer.. A review
Zanjeer...
Back to the early 70's where the romance played a major role, this movie had made a mark by creating a whole new genre called "ACTION PACKED FILM". And now thirty years later, The same movie was remade.
Cast
Ram Charan as ACP Vijay Khanna
Priyanka Chopra as Mala
Sanjay Dutt as Sher Khan (Hindi Version)
Srihari as Sher Khan (Telugu Version)
Prakash Raj as Teja
Mahie Gill as Mona Darling
Atul Kulkarni as Jaydev (Hindi Version)
Tanikella Bharani as Jaydev (Telugu Version)
Direction : Apoorva Lakhia
Production : Puneet & Sumeet Prakash Mehra
The movie starts as the Police officer Vijay Khanna gets transfer to the city of Mumbai after holding a record number of transfers in a very less span of 5years. Apoorva Took a very keen interest in the making of the role. of Vijay Khanna. This can be seen throughout the movie.
The plot starts when the gorgeous Mala (Priyanka Chopra) witnesses the insensate murder of an innocent and honest deputy collector in Mumbai city. This incident made Mala get introduced to Vijay as a witness and then later who becomes his life partner in the end
Sher Khan.. the famous role played by the legend Pran.. has been played by Sanjay dutt in Hindi and Sri Hari in Telugu respectively. Though it was a tough role to play, both of them played their roles in saving officer Vijay from the gang of Teja.
Jaydev who was as-plain-as-a-paper and an investigation journalist was played by Atul Kulkarni in hindi and tanikella bharani in telugu .The character plays a major role in the movie which lakhia failed to show except for a few dialogues here and there.
Teja who is a Gangster and a oil smuggler who is the main reason behind the murder of the Deputy Collector has been played by Prakash Raj who gave his full power packed performance for the movie
Last but never the least Mona Darling was played by the famous Mahie Gil gave the movie a special attraction. with her appealing and sensuous dialogues along with her beauty.
Over all the movie was just plotted in and around Mumbai except some scenes which were shot abroad. The action scenes were not given that importance when compared to the old zanjeer which were then the greatest stunts ever. Intensity of the action movie is not seen in the movie. Rather the movie was so plain and calm running. over all rating for stunts can be given as not more than 2/5 stars
The director rather focused on the "ITEM NUMBERS" more than the other songs. "Pinky" "Mumbai Ka Hero" were majorly hit songs in the movie. and music can be rated a better grade when compared to the taking 2.5/5 stars can be rated.
Director missed the concept of the formation of love bond between Vijay and Mala which is considered as a very disastrous element in the failure of the movie. expectations to reality quotient of the movie was really poor. The director tried to keep the original concept of the movie which was applause-able, but he then missed the that he is in 21st century.
Overall this movie can be seen once according to many critics and self experience and can be rated 2.1/5stars.
Back to the early 70's where the romance played a major role, this movie had made a mark by creating a whole new genre called "ACTION PACKED FILM". And now thirty years later, The same movie was remade.
CastRam Charan as ACP Vijay Khanna
Priyanka Chopra as Mala
Sanjay Dutt as Sher Khan (Hindi Version)
Srihari as Sher Khan (Telugu Version)
Prakash Raj as Teja
Mahie Gill as Mona Darling
Atul Kulkarni as Jaydev (Hindi Version)
Tanikella Bharani as Jaydev (Telugu Version)
Direction : Apoorva Lakhia
Production : Puneet & Sumeet Prakash Mehra
The movie starts as the Police officer Vijay Khanna gets transfer to the city of Mumbai after holding a record number of transfers in a very less span of 5years. Apoorva Took a very keen interest in the making of the role. of Vijay Khanna. This can be seen throughout the movie.
The plot starts when the gorgeous Mala (Priyanka Chopra) witnesses the insensate murder of an innocent and honest deputy collector in Mumbai city. This incident made Mala get introduced to Vijay as a witness and then later who becomes his life partner in the end
Sher Khan.. the famous role played by the legend Pran.. has been played by Sanjay dutt in Hindi and Sri Hari in Telugu respectively. Though it was a tough role to play, both of them played their roles in saving officer Vijay from the gang of Teja.
Jaydev who was as-plain-as-a-paper and an investigation journalist was played by Atul Kulkarni in hindi and tanikella bharani in telugu .The character plays a major role in the movie which lakhia failed to show except for a few dialogues here and there.
Teja who is a Gangster and a oil smuggler who is the main reason behind the murder of the Deputy Collector has been played by Prakash Raj who gave his full power packed performance for the movie
Last but never the least Mona Darling was played by the famous Mahie Gil gave the movie a special attraction. with her appealing and sensuous dialogues along with her beauty.
Over all the movie was just plotted in and around Mumbai except some scenes which were shot abroad. The action scenes were not given that importance when compared to the old zanjeer which were then the greatest stunts ever. Intensity of the action movie is not seen in the movie. Rather the movie was so plain and calm running. over all rating for stunts can be given as not more than 2/5 stars
The director rather focused on the "ITEM NUMBERS" more than the other songs. "Pinky" "Mumbai Ka Hero" were majorly hit songs in the movie. and music can be rated a better grade when compared to the taking 2.5/5 stars can be rated.
Director missed the concept of the formation of love bond between Vijay and Mala which is considered as a very disastrous element in the failure of the movie. expectations to reality quotient of the movie was really poor. The director tried to keep the original concept of the movie which was applause-able, but he then missed the that he is in 21st century.
Overall this movie can be seen once according to many critics and self experience and can be rated 2.1/5stars.
Childhood...
As a kid, I played
Played on the streets I roamed
Roamed on the streets with friends
Friends were the people with whom I laughed
Laughed in the parks where I ran
Ran like with my feet so small
Small was the life as I rewind
Rewinded the tape which I loved
Loved were the cartoons which I saw
Saw my 1st crush as she smiled
Smiled like a princess then so pure
Pure was when once I lived
Lived my life with no tensions
Tension was the mark card from the school
School started when summer ended
Ended was my life as a kid as college started
Sometimes, I really miss the days when my pocket money used to be 2 rupees and I still didnt know what to buy in the canteen.. in my primary school. And by the end I used to buy for a rupee and gave the other to dad as he came to pick me up on his bike in the evening.
Childhood is very awesome, very pure, very precious and very small.
The destiny...
As I moved down the lane of virtue
Looking around searching for rescue
Not from the wounds or scars from the past
From the mankind In search of last resort
Crossed the country side, I still continue
Plains and valleys, in the mist and dew
Safe I feel now, as I eluded from fear
I can feel my heart light, as the winds roar
The road ended up dividing into two
Which one to choose, left with no clue
Is this the life?, I asked my soul
Closed my eyes, I move to the goal
Walked ahead dont know left or right
Miles and miles as the sun shine bright
Fruits and water quench my hunger and thirst
Rest in the dusk, in moon's twilight
Its.. her.!!!
She is awesome.. she is tempting her curves are seductive
Her voice... her lips... they make stop my heart pumping
Her bends and her curves... they are carved from the heavens
Her hair... so thick... black like the darkness
Her eyes... that shine... they are round like pearls
Her skin... so silky.. as I hold her I feel her softness
She sings... she dances... she is my princess
Her feet.. they go pink as they touch the surface
Her appeal... surreal... cant believe its all real...
Her vibe... her spark... it ignites smallest quark
She drools... she moves... that freeze my eyes in time..
Provoke... revoke... she is now a cherokee
A love letter
Dear love,
When I first saw you, I was really mesmerized. I never really thought I will meet you. And you know? I need to say you...
When you were in the shop buying eggs, my senses didnt work.. I wanted to stare at you in that amazement.. say "you're s****a right?". But you know right... im very shy. And yeah I'm..
I danced, I pinched, I laughed in amazement
I really mean.. I did it!! You know? My adrenaline rushed re... really... "just
a single word.. pccchhh" but,... I saw you!! Thats enough I thought.mevery day I came near that shop... but I never found again.. I really miss you. Even now. And I love you.. dont ask me why... because, baby angels dont need a speciality to like...
"You're born likeable"
The way you speak... the way you text... everything make not me.. but my heart smile. Every time you send a hey? I just stare.
Baby, yeah.. I was bad, I was cheat, I was harmful... but now.. no way. Like every one, even Im a normal guy now. I will not booze, neither smoke nor drug (even I never did also)
I dont know how to write a loveletter with love. Im writig it rather with an element called "truth" you know why? Because im not a flirt... and everything I write is a word from my inside.
All I Wanted to say is... I LOVE YOU...
paradigm of a paradise..
Flown into the abysmal vastness
In the ocean's boisterousness
Unrestrained exsitence enclosed
As Conferred with the nature Unexposed
everything florid and lively i see
Affectionate serene fauna surrounded me
paradigm of a paradise i seasoned
In astonishment simply Was i Stargazed
Clock ticked Anti clock
heart beat still beating
oculus gazed at sight
soul locked back without facing
google images
I love diving, exploring, flying, experiencing, jumping.. may be i have that problem of "adrenaline"
P.S :- A scholar's attempt
In the ocean's boisterousness
Unrestrained exsitence enclosed
As Conferred with the nature Unexposed
everything florid and lively i see
Affectionate serene fauna surrounded me
paradigm of a paradise i seasoned
In astonishment simply Was i Stargazed
Clock ticked Anti clock
heart beat still beating
oculus gazed at sight
soul locked back without facing
google images
I love diving, exploring, flying, experiencing, jumping.. may be i have that problem of "adrenaline"
P.S :- A scholar's attempt
The choclate RoManCe...
Nestled like a carmel around the choclate
Under the sweet sheets of love and affection
Lying on the bed like a willow of cocoa
I kiss her lips that are carved to perfection
Her skin perfect like the color of mocha
Eyes like shining jade, as she look into mine
Her curves bent like the ship of aloha
Every moment of her, I feel like a saga
Petals of rose drop tears as they see her
Her lips, her cheeks, her sight seem like a mint
Cool as I breath in the freshness of her lavender
Sprayed across her body like a jannet
Her hair soft like the cream from the coco
Black like the darkness over the forest
Blow in strands they touch my face
As I stand infront of her, forgot the rest
Evey curve of her as I touch she cries
Like a breeze she moves acroos my arms
Cuffed her hands she melt like a butter
In the warmth she breathes the romance
P.s :- posted by chatty feom the dairies of #Jay
The Red currants :)
Oh! as my cherubic little plant bear me
Not alone but a bunch of sisters around I be
Red like the lips of your darling, I blossom
From the small bud that grow in autumn
As you see, I look small like a baby's eyes
As you eat, I melt like frozen ice
Making you feel every moment of mine
Like something you can never define
Image : wikipedia
So, small and red I wait for you here
In the rain i drench for freshness you require
Before i get bitten by some worm
Make me yours, in your hands i feel warm
As you eat me for sweet I feel like an angel
I give you boons, you can make me a pretzel
health I give you, as I got many things in me
don't throw my seed, rather plant and make it a tree
P.S :- Post by chatty... from the dairy of Jay
Not alone but a bunch of sisters around I be
Red like the lips of your darling, I blossom
From the small bud that grow in autumn
As you see, I look small like a baby's eyes
As you eat, I melt like frozen ice
Making you feel every moment of mine
Like something you can never define
So, small and red I wait for you here
In the rain i drench for freshness you require
Before i get bitten by some worm
Make me yours, in your hands i feel warm
As you eat me for sweet I feel like an angel
I give you boons, you can make me a pretzel
health I give you, as I got many things in me
don't throw my seed, rather plant and make it a tree
P.S :- Post by chatty... from the dairy of Jay
His promise, her wait... part#3
Hours passed, nothing they did but exchanging the sight. Suddenly, broke the silence... achyuth came near her...
"How are you?!" He asked, as she looked down
"No no.. nothing sorry! Am fine" she replied in excitement.
"Huh?! Feel free" he said as he saw her expressions in amazement
"Achyuth, how are you?" She finally spoke breaking the silence.
"So far, better. What are you doing now?" He asked in excitement
"I joined in google a week ago. Delhi campus" she said with a smile.. as she expected more from him
"That's great.." he congratulated her with a smile.
"And you achyuth? Where have you been? Why are you like this?" She
poured all her questions without hiding anything
"Im good for nothing. Im giving some home tutions to kids" he said with a low but stiff voice
"Achyuth...? Sit down. Are you joking? What happened to you? You'ee such a bright student" she said as her heart suddenly pounded in tensed state.
"When I was in my twelfth grade, I lost my parents in an accident. They were both orphans. So I got left with nothing but a willing heart to work, so I decided to work" he said, as he controled his tears
"What?" She held his hand with red eyes.. trying to control him
"Life has given me my daily wage to live for myself. It made me selfish" he said as he was about to burst in tears
"Achyuth, I waited for you" she said... as she dared to look into his eyes
"No. Dont do it anymore. Think achyuth is dead" as he said,
*slap* *slap* sanjana slapped and cried saying "achyuth is alive"
Silence filled the air... they spoke nothing for a moment...
"Will you marry me?" Sanjana asked breaking the silence
"Sorry. I cant. Im not even in a position to afford myself. Marrying someone like you? Not even for an hour I cant be" his tears bursted out.
"I love you, sanjana. But I can never ever say you this. I dont have anything to show it to you. But a mouth to express. I cant make your dreams come true" he spoke in affliction
"Achyuth... say yes or no" "will you marry me?" She said as she broke into tears...
He walked out... silently. No word... no answer...
They never met again... neither they never responded to anyone later.
Is it good what achyuth did?
Did he cheat sanjana?
You think achyuth broke his promise or life made him break?
What do you feel?
Not all love stories have a happy ending.
P.s : the wait ended...
Love till you die till you love
#Jay'sDiary
Post by chatty on behalf of jay
His promise, her wait... part #2
As she typed the words, her head stormed with questions. But she finally wrote a small "3 liner" for him.
Achyuth,
It's me sanjana, how are you? What are you doing? Where are you? Its been 6 years and where did you graduate?
Hope everything is fine with you, have a happy day ahead. And evrything is fine with and around me.
Awaiting your reply
Sanjana.
As she clicked "send" she saw an error... which broke her heart into a million peices.
"The email user you are trying to connect does not exist"
But somewhere she forgot something. "school alumni day" the main reason why she came back from delhi saying them that she will join the next week.
As she waited for "day after tomorrow" to come, she forgot everything.
She got a small gift for him. And waited every single moment for him. Just for him.
seeing sanjana's weird behaviour, her parets were so confused and began to worry about her. But sanjana decided to say everything to her parents and went near her best friend.. her dad,
"Pappa?" As she sat beside her dad she said in a low voice
"Is there any thing wrong sanjana?" Asked her dad
"Dad, I need to say you a thing. About a guy" she replied
"A guy?" "Are you in love with a guy?" "Who is that?" Her dad poured questions on her
"Dad, this guy said he will marry me, before 6 years. And he wont talk till then. And I really am amazed that he didnt even speak till now from then" she replied
"Your future is in your hands, not mine. But take right decisions" her dad said.
As she hugged her dad, her dad took her into his arms and said "never be wrong and make us go low"
She replied "I never did pappa, and I wont I promise"
Day passed so slow... sanjana spent the whole night looking at the stars, listening to some good old music..
Finally the alumni day has come. And sanjana wore the blue dress. Blue was achyuth's favourite color which made her look like an angel.
As she walked slowly in her school corridor, her eyes filled with memories,
Her feet tapped the floor, her hands touched those old walls
As she took a deep breath, the old school memories started buzzing in her ears. Her uniform dress, her lunch spot, her assembly presence rolled a film infront of her eyes
As she met her old friends she was a kid back again.. but some where in her mind, achyuth achyuth achyuth said her inner voice.
"Achyuth?" One of sanjana's friend said in a low voice.
Suddenly sanjana turned back in excitement, love, happiness what not a mixed expression covered her face. And a blush on her pink cheeks.
A lean 6 foot fair guy with a down to earth clothing entered the place where all were sitting down.
"Hey guys, how are you all?" In a husky voice said the guy
"Achyuth, you changed.." "achyuth you looking great" "is it really you?"
As everyone commented on him... his ees stopped at someone.
Someone who was waiting for him.
Someone whom he wanted forever
Someone who he loved all the time.
But, he turned his face away... not in shy, but with tears, Grief and agony.
Why? Is achyuth already married?
p.s : next post next half ;)
Posted on behalf of jay... its chatty
Its the 2nd part... here is the 1st
Appangal embadum, A song to Listen
3rd, August
2013
Some songs are good
Some are favourite
And some rock our hearts
And this song from "ustaad hotel" was one among the songs "that rock"
Appangal embadum ottakku chuttammayi
Ammayi chuttathu marumonukkayi
Search on google for its translation! "No!! You cant find a translation"
Ask your malayali friend for translation "his eyes wil turn wide and expression less"
But listen to song.... you wont leave it.
One good song that I will keep on my playlist forever.
A song that says about the "mother in law"!!
Her love towards "son in law"!!
Her "appam making business"!!
Even writing this I hav looped through that song for nearly 15 times. A real ear catching song!
P.s : posted by chatty.
Even I loved the way the song was composed and the music.
Friendship, A tribute.
Fish without the water may survive
Rain without the rainbow may arrive
In the dark woods in the solace you be with me
Every time, every where around me
No possession, not even a diamond what so ever
Dont mean any thing, 'cz you are my friend forever
P.S: dated august 4th, 2013
Dedicated to abhilash sharaf, chatty and all others
Post by chatty...
#TearBurstingMemories
R.I.P
Couple of hours back, I got a courier from a friend who was dead a week ago. And shocked.
It was a letter enclosed in his personal dairy. Stating that it was the thing he has as his own property. And his letter was like this
Chatty,
Bro, you have been the best buddy all through my life. And I ignored you. I hurted you and I was not honest to you. But you never gave a damn to all those, rather you gave me hope in everything. But you know all through my life I wanted someone to love me. It came like stroke to my heart. But went like a wind passing bh. I cant take this life any more. And I want all these poems and stories I wrote on my blog. And hope she reads it once.
Hope all the best for your success. And I know you'l come to see me once before I will be buried. Thanks in advance for that.
Jay
Jay, il fulfill all of your dreams. Bro your's is mine. And I love you bro. I will blog for you daily, fulfill your dreams and make your soul rest in peace. Be with me all the time...helping me, protecting me.
He didnt ask me to post this one. But hope jay's things will be forever. Chatty.
His promise, Her wait....
*Jet airways, flight no 1793 from delhi to hyderabad is scheduled to depart from the 3rd gate in 15minutes*
As she boarded the flight back home from her first interview in delhi, with a success sanjana buckled up her seat belt and started to deeam. Some where in her dreams, came a secret guy. As she looked at r0the sky so high, she repeatedly heard some words spoken by that secret guy.
"Where ever you go, whatever you do, I will be there with you. And today is 3rd april, 2007. And in 6 more years after graduation, I will come to you and ask you to marry me. By then I will get a good job and a settled life. Till then, take care"
As the clouds passed by, she asked herself "Does he remember me? Will he really come? Where is he now? What is he doing?", lost her self in a million of "con-questions" she finally reached her home town. The place where she spent all her life. All her memories, and all her foot prints.
On reaching home she got a grand welcome for the success of her interview. She now is a proud employee of "Google Inc.,". But more than the happiness her mind just revolved searching for the answers that her contravening logic left her. As she thought for a moment, suddenly something struck her mind...
she went near her mom and asked "Mom, where did you keep all my school books?", in excitement. As her mom siad that they were in the old cup board, she rushed into it and opened the cup board.
She started looking out for all the books, and finally Her eyes looked at something... her eyes opened wide... her breathe slowed down and her heart started to pound.
"Persons may leave, memories wont... slam book"
As she opened the slam book, her memories started to blink, each page she turned out for that secret guy her heart body went cold and numb. Her eyes stopped at a page, she started to touch every single letter that the guy wrote
Achyuth... 30th march, 2007 was signatured on the last line of the page... as she read the whole thing, she found his email id in it. Thought for a moment, she decided to mail some thing special to him. But her negative thoughts stopped her from typing the mail.
As we know, always the upper hand goes to heart, feelings and emotions. But in sanjana's case, lets see what happens...
P.s : lets hope for a happy ending.
What should I say? Ambi Pur made my day!!
Every thing was fine, kept clean and tidy in the home.
As mom and dad went for a business trip and I was left alone and planned for some thing big... I called up my girl friend and ask her to come for a day-out.
Everything was ready... and I waited for her arrival
"Honey, i wil be there in 15minutes" texted my girl friend
As mom and dad went for a business trip and I was left alone and planned for some thing big... I called up my girl friend and ask her to come for a day-out.
Everything was ready... and I waited for her arrival
"Honey, i wil be there in 15minutes" texted my girl friend
With all my excitement, I remembered that I forgot one thing...
The room freshner!!!
I searched all the cup boards and found nothing...
Screwed up... I didnt get what to do.
Rushed down to the store near by and I got "Ambi Pur Air Effects Sweet Citrus & Zest Aerosol Air Freshener"
Thank god... in just a minute, I can smell the sweetness of citrus in the air... all around
As I was feeling the freshness in the air, someone rang the bell
It was my girl!!
As she entered, "wow! Why is it so good, pleasant and sweet in your home jay?" Were the true words that were that she spoke...
As she entered, "wow! Why is it so good, pleasant and sweet in your home jay?" Were the true words that were that she spoke...
What should I say? "Ambi Pur, you made my day!!!"
P.s : post was written under IndiBlogger contest for "Ambi pur Smelly to Smiley" contest
Sonnet to my jannet
Rushed my blood in the veins like a storm
In this cold winter night, looking into your eyes
As I hold you with my hands, take u in my arm
love filled the air, and silence broke the ice
Like the pearl in the shell, I protect you and I will
Seize you in my love forever, as long as it exist
Like the rainbow for the sky, in your life I fill
Colors of joy, happiness and for every thing you do to me I resist
Beyond the skies, in to the oceans I dive
For you to show that I love you till I die
Hold my hands, il make your deeams come alive
Not a word, not a promise, but just a sigh
Like a princess of athens, and the godess of heavens
You live in my heart and my soul, which are immortal
For you I shall live, for thee you are my greatest of possessions
in this silence and solace, here I commit as my heart babel
P.S : Do comment critics...
Who am I?!
As I changed hands, you were destined to be born
As you passed away, I made your doom
Days you worked hard for me, I lived near your heart
Days you slept lazy, from your life I went apart
Made you cry when i'm lost
And smile when i'm found in the frost
In my dreams you spent a lot
Without me you cant even depart
For your love, love me too than it does to you
Your dad earns you that it belongs to you
A day without me can make you frown
And the day with me can take you to throne
P.S :- who am I.... any guess...
Yea, money.
Nothing is there wihout money...
People say "smile costs nothing" its not true...
You were here on this planet because your parents paid money to the doctor. :)
Trust, belief and love made them one...
"Hey, is it you?", called a voice as I answered it with that dizzy voice. I was awestruck, and in a moment all the tonnes of sleep that was pounded on my eyelids has vanished and I asked "who is that?"
"Jay?" Answered the voice
"Yea miss, who are you?" I answered
*beep beep beep* as the phone got disconnected, in excitement I called it back. And she lifted the call.
"What happened? Who are you?" I went to the point directly without the initial starting
"You forgot my voice jay?!" Replied her with a low voice
"Sweetheart, is that you? Where are you?" I said, as it was my love who called me up after an year.
"Jay, 6pm at the same old under bridge I cant speak any more for now. Bye" as I saw heard struggling voice, tears rolled down my eyes
As the dawn turned dusk, I started to the under bridge which reminded me of the moments that we spent together
"Scars remind that the past is real"
A moment later, my senses worked and I realised that I was in tears remembering them. And finally it was 6pm.
And from a distance, her fragrance filled the air... I can see her at a distance, walking towards me. As she approached me I stood numb breathless and silence filled the air. The abandoned under bridge was now again with two souls meeting after an year...
Silence... nothing but silence filled the air, as she stood infront of me.. tears rolled down her beautiful eyes.. I went near her, and wiped her tears. But they kept on rolling down... till now.. not even a single word we spoke.Other than the phone conversation the day morning...
"Am sorry" said our voices... breaking the silence at a time.
As we exchanged our glances we lost ourselves in it.
"Its been an year and 3 months that you spoke to me" I said
"And you forgot that today was the day that I 1st saw you in the football match" she exclaimed
As the silence broke... she slapped me
Once, twice, thrice and hugged me
So tight she cried and she pulled me
So near that my love finally surrounded me
You ever regained any one back in your life.. your first love that too... after an year that too...
I took her into my arms and I started caressing her. I wiped away her tears and I said, I waited as I promised.. and you came back as I said.
"I love you" I whispered into her ears.
As the moments passed we struggled fighting against emotions.
"Dad said to bring you home" she said
"What?" I exclaimed in amazement
"Someone asked me to marry me an year ago..." she replied
"Will you marry me?" I knelt down in the same position as I said an year ago... and the last day, that we met, spoke and departed...
"Yes" she whispered with those rosy red lips that made me go outta control...
As I stood up and came closer, she closed her eyes. We kissed each other and nothing meant to me more than that...
"I will never let you go away from my life, angel. Never ever again" I said her hugging her tightly.
"And the moment you let me go I die..."
I didnt let her complete the sentence because, she meant the whole world to me...
As we crossed our fingers, I felt as if im dreaming the whole thing.
"Jay, I love you" she said
The smelly turned to smiley...
Worst turned to best
Nd my heart finally started its life again..
"If you love someone, leave them to hell. If they come back to you, be with them because they were your's at the first moment. If they dont come back, they never belong to you"
Here, jaynth would'av asked many questions... but he trusted her. So he agreed everything. And even aishwarya never doubted him. So they never rather fought... rather this TRUST is more important. And BELIEF in their love made them successful in love.
P.s : this is how the story of jaynth and aishwarya ended
Haiku TaTtOo...
Every one of those million needles
That tore and filled the ink in my skin,
I felt happy thinking of you my princess
That tore and filled the ink in my skin,
I felt happy thinking of you my princess
#HaikuForYou
The blue angel...
Like an angel you drag me into your trance
With the eyes blue like the amazing sky
My soul from the bottom started to dance
In happiness my heart, here fly
Abided places in the valley you take me to
Deep down lnto the oceans you let me dive through
As I see the beneath thats un explored its blue
Serenity hence forth is all what I saw through
Like the waves of of a stormy sea
Your hair curls down till the end
Seeing it I shall forever be
Like a knight to you I shall defend
Forever I shall be in your dreams
Forever I shall be in your dreams
P.s : My first ever sonnet atrempt
I FlY...
Looking down in amazement I see
From up the edge of the cliff I set myself free
I jump like a grasshoper in to the endless sea
With my wings wide open from now I be me
From up the edge of the cliff I set myself free
I jump like a grasshoper in to the endless sea
With my wings wide open from now I be me
Up in the clouds up so high
Like a shooting star here I fly
With my tail as a rudder
To the left in the ocean so far
And the endless winds that roar
Like a shooting star here I fly
With my tail as a rudder
To the left in the ocean so far
And the endless winds that roar
To the future that I see
I fly to the land thats unseen
To find a new identity called me
Peace, love and affection is what I need
I fly to the land thats unseen
To find a new identity called me
Peace, love and affection is what I need
In the summer I fly like a blaze
And the rains wet like a drizzle
Snow make me white like a flake
spring gave me hope for the new
And the rains wet like a drizzle
Snow make me white like a flake
spring gave me hope for the new
There were empires under me as I look down
Filled with the trees so lush green
Soon I enter the land of un known
And here I proclaim im the king of my own
Filled with the trees so lush green
Soon I enter the land of un known
And here I proclaim im the king of my own
P.S : a small attempt
When she said I too… it was 2am..!
When she said I too…..Well I think I experienced the most romantic and lovely “I too” experience on this earth!
I saw her for the first time in our college playground while playing football. She was cheering my team for no reason. After the match I was a bit attracted to her and asked her the name.
She silently said “I’m Aishwarya”.
I was awestruck listening to her voice and then I said "am Jaynth".
Then she said me “you defended well”.
I was totally blank and said “that’s my job” and went away from her.
I don’t know what she thought about me but I was totally blank thinking of her.“Love at first sight” I think it was perfect sentence in my case.
Nearly a week passed by and then suddenly I saw her again in the college canteen. I was nervous at that time. I went near her and asked her for a cup of tea.
She said “I can’t come with a person whom I don’t know much”.
I said “what if we are friends”
She smiled and said “I just joked Mr. Defender”
I was like OMG..!! And replied “am Jaynth not defender”
She laughed and said “whatever time is running out I should go in an hour so, make it fast”
We went to the canteen and had a conversation along with a sip of tea. the clocked ticked so fast that an hour passed like a minute for me...
she said, “nice to have a conversation with you”.
I ran out of words and said “yeah my pleasure to have you”.
I took her bag and accompanied her till the bus stop and headed back to my room. Suddenly I noticed that she forgot her bag with me. I took that bag with me. And I thought of opening that bag several times initially but didn’t open till night. My roommate came to the room and said me “Jaynth people are gossiping about your new girl”
I was shocked to hear that news and said nothing like that and covered that matter.
Suddenly he asked “whose bag is that?”
I said the whole thing and asked him to keep it secret.
And I opened her bag finally. I first opened her math notebook! Lol! There was nothing in that except a fairy’s scribbling!!
Suddenly I found out a scrapbook. I know it’s wrong to read others personal but I was not able to resist myself! And I saw the first page of it…
It contained following lines
“Aishwarya the insane princess born in the merry month of July the 9th 199*”.
I said myself “oh my god this girl is a year elder than you”. But another part reminded me of a Tamil movie “vinnaithandi varruvaiyya” in which the heroine is elder than the hero.
I Saw her phone number of her in that and then kept all the books including that scrapbook inside and called her number. She lifted the call and asked “who is that?”
I answered “Jaynth”
She in a very struggling voice asked “Jaynth I lost my bag”
I said “you gave it to me, did you forget?”
She said “really! Omg thank you so, much really I was scared”
I said “am sorry I opened your bag to find some contact of you and took your number”
She said “Are you mad saying sorry! You made my day and Never mind it’s ok if you have my number”
We continued talking for some 15 minutes and then my balance got over! And finally I came to know that she trust’s me!! I was so happy that I didn’t even sleep that night.
Next day she asked me to come to canteen for giving the bag back to her. I went there and she got a beautiful red M.U.F.C cap for me!! I was shocked and out of words.
From then we became good friends and then holidays came in between. I went back to home for vacation of 7days.though I spoke to her just for a day, something made me very far from her. On the 2nd day she said she is leaving off to her cousin’s place.
I asked her “where is it?”
She said “secret”
I thought she wanted to stay away from me. But the next night I took my mobile and went on to terrace for talking to my friends. And then suddenly I found her in the balcony of my neighbor’s house!!
I was shocked, excited and awestruck seeing her.! And then said myself “Jaynth you are the luckiest brat on the planet”
I called her mobile and she lifted and said “am in your town”
I said her “you are in my neighborhood, right next to my house and am seeing you”
She said “what? Unbelievable and Jaynth I want to see you”
I said her unintentionally “I love you aishwarya”
She said “don’t lie, am not sure about what you are saying”
I said “am sorry it was by accident. Don’t take it”
She said “hmm… ok I know leave it”
Then I kept the phone side and kept on seeing her for five more minutes till my mom started yelling from ground floor. I went to my room and said myself “you did it”
I got a text from her saying “come to college before one day”
I replied “ok. Am sorry”
She texted me for the whole night! And finally said “you’re interesting” I was so happy that I waited for the holidays to get over. And finally on the 6th day I was back to the college hostel. That day I called her up and took my surprise to her and said her sincerely"
aishwarya now am sure I’m in love with you”
She exclaimed “what the hell is wrong with you?”
I started my plan according to my roommate (he really helped me)I started singing “vanilla twilight”.
In between I saw her eyes started getting wet with tears. She said “I need rest for today Jaynth I will say I too tomorrow”
(may be unintentionally but I think she said intentionally)
I said “ok” in a Godzilla voice!!
She was shocked and took that gift and said “bye”.
I said myself “tomorrow is gonna be the biggest day in your life be ready jerk”
then I texted her later that night. She said “tomorrow, sleep early good night”
I replied “ok”
It was nearly 2am in the morning and I was playing counterstrike on my laptop with some friends. Suddenly she called me. I was shocked. Everyone started yelling at me “all the best”
I said "we are just friends".
Everyone asked me to switch on the speaker and talk in front of them.I lifted the call and said
“hi, what happened”
She said "propose me now"
“everyone started seeing me like an alien”
I said “I’m struck I can’t do it now”
She said “what? Ok then bye”
I took all my gut together and said “I love you”
Everyone is getting ready to here the verdict, and then suddenly she asked me to sing that song again. I started to sing that song slowly and finally completed singing it and said “I love you” again.
All started whispering in each other’s ears.Then in a very low voice
she said “am afraid to say I too to your proposal”
I said “why?”
She said “I too…”
Everyone yelled for a minute and asked me for a treat. She was still on phone and started asking me who are they.
I said her “I already said that I will talk to you later because all these people are here”
She said “that’s ok good night..”
This is how the story of Jaynth and aishwarya started. Hope it went on well till the end...
P.S :- Just an attempt
The RomAnCe...
26th dec, 2012..
Every single moment was heart pounding, embarrasing, dreamy, what not to say it was everything. I mean it was something called LIFE.
The moment I saw myself with her in the mirror, it was a dream come true.
The moment I entered my home with our right legs 1st, it was incredible feeling
The moment I entered now so called "our" room, it was a life time for me
The moment which we were together, there was nothing but love in the air
The moment of 'us', finally happened... and it lasts forever and ever.
Her presence filled up the entire home which was empty. Rejoiced with her presence, my became our's... I became us... and everything became silent...
The girl of my dreams, the love of my heart, the princess of my world and the soul of our's is finally in my arms. Hugged her tightly she dropped tears on my arms which made me hold her more firm. And the smile she smiled in the happiness can not be bought even with the entire universe sold.
Her fragnace spread the whole of OUR room. She stood infront of the mirror in curiosity.
I asked, "what happened baby?"
She replied "I feel myself incomplete" looking into it with a sad face.
I went beside her saw her in the mirror..
She said "yea, jay im complete now. This is what I look like"
What else in the world can make a guy more happy than that?
I hugged her from back and whispered into her ears "I love you" and that hug made the whole air in the room Romantic... Sensuous... Love... every inch of our bodies were born again. Every cell of us rejuvenated and every atom that was there in our presence felt jealous.
Turned towards me she made me lost in myself. The air was filled with romance. And the moment my lips touched her's... felt like enchanted with love. The clock started ticking slow, the room which was set at arcitic temperature seemed to be 40celcius as we hugged tightly. Holding her soft cheeks in my hands, I felt like holding a just born infant with such an innocent smile.
Hearts pounded, veins over flew, adrenaline rushed, and that limerent bond between us opened up. As we started to feel each other, our bodies were numb. As I kissed her curves, she started to hold me tight. And her every single touch made me feel alive. Like a whisky on the rocks the fluids in our bodies started to pump involutarly. As we cuddled on the bed, with our fingers exactly interlocked perfectly without any space, our souls rejoiced in happiness. Every moment ended up perfectly. The silence seized every thing around us.
As she moved her body closer to mine, it felt like a soft rose with blossomed petals. With her fragrance, she made me feel as if it was a mid summer night's dream. As me moved passionatley, the love filled the whole atmosphere. Curatins started to swing and with her silky body lying on mine, oh love! What to say... you're unexpressible..
Love is something not only a feeling, it comprises of bonding, physically, mentally and whole heartedly. And romance is such a part of love where exactly you can show the love, the emotions, the passion and the feeling you have towards her. Most importantly, love is to be shown, ts to be felt and it should be experienced. Its not something to think or its not something to hide.
P.s : My first attempt
Fate of a faltu #1 (part 2)
He then realised, his bike keys were in his hand when he dropped his phone.
Have you ever experienced something called "atyachaar?" Yea... life does it to us every day...
Finding an auto harsha came back to his room and took the spare key and came back to take his bike. As he kicked that heavy bullet 350 with his heavy calf muscles, it refused to start. Bending near to the fuel tank he finds out that someone emptied the tank
With his heavy built body.. harsha pushes the bike to the gas station and gets the tank filled. Went back to the room our hunk feels so bad about himself and decides to have a beer. Checked the wallet wh finds out that he forgot to take the change at the gas station and now was left with just some money.
He waited for his friend to come. Bit later he found that he has gone home. So he came back and started to read the book that owner uncle's daughter gave.. as he turned pages, harsha found a hundred note in the book.. finally he was happy and started to the bar. He got high with beer. And half way back, he was stuck in the alcohol test.
Police seized the bike and he has to walk half distance back. When he finally reached his room back he fell on the bed and woke up the next afternoon. He called his dad to send some money and his dad in humour said "its not hero, but producer who is loosing". Wih the money he got, harsha went straight to the police and got his bike back. But the happiness of getting the bike....
P.s :- it is the continution of the part1 of the 3 part series
Hasta la victoria siempre...
Started oozing the love of mine
I lay here with nothing but pain
As I keep on remembering all my life
There were nothing but tears and grief
Some more minutes and I know am gonna leave this world
Fly like an angel to the heavens which cant be sold
Pushing myself free from this planet of uncertainity
Let my death make you confirm that I love you till that infinity
You made my heart rupture with a thorn
And I made my soul free so that I can again be born
Not like a looser the next time I will be
But like a knight with a sharp sword il let you free
Blood you see in this and love I see
Desperate you say and for respect I say
Not all the dreams come true what so ever
But till victory I live forever
Now me, may be you tomorrow
But let there be one for you that can be in sorrow
Seizing this moment here I close my eyes
Think again before you open my dairy once
Oh my dear, here im invisible
Always by your side seeing you I cremble
Played and lost the game of love thats inevitable
Accepted the loss im undenaiable
P.s :- This post is dedicated to all the people who couldnt get their love and suicided... R.I.P your souls
Yea.. Am M.A.D..
After years and years... i played like a kid, i smiled like a kid, i felt like a kid
now you may think.. "Is he mad?"
Yea... am mad... M part of MAD "Make A Difference"
To be true i really went to recruitment drive keeping three things on mind
1. Socialise
2. Help
3. Learn
And this is a perfect platform for you if you want to socialize with youth around you and help the poor kids around while you learn something out of it.
It's perfect.
As i blogged previously about many things in our society like politics, drugs, people, etc., now i decided to change my country till the maximum extent i can. and now i got a platform. which lets me do it like MAD...
As a student mad really can make a difference in your student life. i can say that not just studies guys.. just open your eyes and go into streets.. not opening your wallets and going into some pubs..!!
Be a bit useful to society just one thing. and you can see how happy you can really be.. M saying am happy with MAD
P.S :- I really mean it :)
Last haiku...
You cant get back what you want
Join me in heaven
Because it is what I really mean for my love
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