A Crucial Day

Where can i start this post?

Life is very un expected.

Whats the cost?

Leaving behind everything loved

After 30 years of living a life king size with my parents, tonight is going to be a last one before i set my wings free.

As i remember 12 years ago moving into this room in our flat as an 18 year old guy with a lot of dreams and ambitions about life. May be life is awesome, because the last night in this room i somehow ended up sleeping alone on the floor just as i did on the first one.

Only thing is that, this thinking about life this time its an oblivion, full of insecurity, lot of expectations, and an unimaginable thought that i will forever not be the same am im now. I would miss being with my loved parents and my little brother. My loved home, my memories and everything.

Lucky me, im taking my wife along. Hope the life change for good.

Life, after 7 years

 It's been 7 years since I posted for the last time

I was a teen, a grumpy head, an emotion less fool addicted to substances

I'm now juggling life with twists and turns with a lemon on my nose, trying to balance the work and family

Only thing that haven't left the life and surely won't leave are the tears of sadness that lasts for days and laughter of joy that lasts a mere minute

Life is hard my dear, life is hard..

Mask yourself and keep a smile,

because you can't cry out and this life will fly!

23, jan...

It was 6.30am, all I thought was to get out...

Nothing felt right to me... i was struck in a school ive never liked and I never liked from from there after...  "IT RUINED MY LIFE"

As the time flew by 6.45, I finally took a 100 and started cycling towards the railway station.

As I pedelled, sweat showered my face like if it is real
Everything wasnt fine as I thought, it was heart breaking!
Life aint gonna be easy, but infront there was a goal
Parked my bicycle, I knew I never will be regretting!

"A ticket to hyderabad, please" as I asked, the woman in the seat felt quite amazed seeing a child buying such a long journey ticket!
"78 and the change!" As she was busy with her work!
As I waited for the train to arrive, hours passed and I sat on the bench till 1pm in the afternoon..

As I entered the train, I really started wanting to get back to home and cry as loud as possible... I never wanted to go to that shool again... but the thought of showing world, my success... though I never had a clarity on what im going to do from the very night itself...!

As I sat by a window, there were a family sitting opposite me and an old man beside me.. I had all y books in the school bag and im traveling to a place, 5 hours away! It felt really bad for me as everyone saw the bag which I never wanted them to. I was left with nothing by evenig and as the train reached the town, I started asking myself why did I even do that! I travelled somewhere in city bus and I was lost..

As the hunger fed my brain, it felt like vertigo... and as I paused for a moment, I was left with a rupee and infront was a coin box...

"Daddy?"

Isnt it an apt ending? Rather ending up in roads?
Why will it even happen to someone...!

#25ToLife
#BackBlogging

SpRinG! OnCe AgaIn

As the doom turned dawn
Everything seemed calm
But with a broken heart
Turned the history into an art

As the ink flew down the paper
The words became a choir
Like a painting, pristine and old
Memories flooded the entire board

And there entered a beauty sublime
Not yet again, the inside started to scream
Never again, kept and calm and broken
Yet never knew, it happened once again
Once, and promised it will never repeat the same

As they say "ship can sail without crew"
Niether the mind nor soul is true
Only the heart, As it took time to recover
Like the firmament above, its forever

For the one who care, waited so long
Time has come and here I sing a song

P.S :- To someone who finally exisit! :D
          Dwell in the city of thrones my princess!
After a long time!

double trifle in the melanine which is aweful!

god gave us some lime, some rum, some strawberries, sweet sugar and vanilla. along with some borosil's melanine, we can make this dish quiver!

As, the de stalked strawberries release their juices along with the melted sugar under the gentle heat of a pan, take a bowl and whip some snow white cream along with some vanilla seeds 
as the aroma begin, stir the cream with some yogurt.
now take out the limoncello dipped rum babas 
As we put the juicy strawberries over the rum babas in the borosil's melamine, the cream be filled around along with custard and a dash of mint  our mouth watering trifle will end perfectly in this rain!

that's it! do try this double trifle in the borosil's melanine which is aweful!

p.s :- post written for borosil indiblogger contest  http://www.myborosil.com/

A waIt FoR lOve...

As she opened her book of love, petals of roses flew with the breeze outside.
Her eyes filled with emotions
Memories stormed her mind
Happiness tingled her instincts
Love spread the sweet fragrance
Hatred squeezed her wrist

As she turned the pages, she felt that affection... she gently touched every word... every letter
People she lost but not their words
Time she lost but not the memories
Love she lost but not the heart
Hate she left but not the impact

As the wind stopped blowing, she closed her treasure and stood still in the nature...

The clouds went dark, her eyes filled with tears

She opened her arms, she was hugged by the dry leaves

She turned around fast, she experienced vertigo
Fell on her knees, her nerves went breaking

It rained.... and no one could see her crying...

P.s :- Some stories are so awesome that we think about them
        Some are so beautiful that we dream about them
       Some are so related that we involve in them

p.c : google

FeAr...

Deep inside burried was a sorrow of mine
Not even the medicine couldnt treat it fine
Been to the finest doctors in town
But surgery was the only option they have known

25 days of hell they said in advance
Pleaded to everyone but there is not a chance
Seeing my parents cry for me was the scene now
Now i feel somethings cant be made with millions of dough

God why have you choosen me for this?
because i wanted to be in peace?
Take my soul rather than this month of hell
Im not ready for this. Better take me as well

Been three months already and still a month more?
My studies, my future all are broken down four..
And now another month of intense pain?
Trust me im more ready to lay lame

Tears come as I write these lines
Not in agony but in fear thats extended miles...

P.s : with pain power zillion
        Needed some prayers :(

A cHanCe oNcE AgAiN!!!

Reclaimed the glory, my land
Once prosper enough to be a country
Yet withstood in the shameless terriory
Where money claimed to be the power not the people
Now that we got our territory back to rest
Lets rule! Lets build! Lets prosper our divine past
R.I.P the souls of our brothers who sacrificed
The day has come, we got our freedom back from the doomed

#Telangana
#EveryOtherTerritoryThatGotFreeToday

I truly respect the people of telangana for getting their own state...