As the night fell down misty and cold
I woke up as the time was running bold
In the dreams as I woke up, I was alive
But every dusk has a dawn, and thats not a lie
Quick like a second it vanished through the head
And I forgot where I lost myself in that heavenly shed
Here I wanna show that I forgot the dream completely... and nothing is there left to make poetic.... :)
As I moved down the lane of virtue
Looking around searching for rescue
Not from the wounds or scars from the past
From the mankind In search of last resort
Crossed the country side, I still continue
Plains and valleys, in the mist and dew
Safe I feel now, as I eluded from fear
I can feel my heart light, as the winds roar
The road ended up dividing into two
Which one to choose, left with no clue
Is this the life?, I asked my soul
Closed my eyes, I move to the goal
Walked ahead dont know left or right
Miles and miles as the sun shine bright
Fruits and water quench my hunger and thirst
Rest in the dusk, in moon's twilight
3rd, August
2013
Some songs are good
Some are favourite
And some rock our hearts
And this song from "ustaad hotel" was one among the songs "that rock"
Appangal embadum ottakku chuttammayi
Ammayi chuttathu marumonukkayi
Search on google for its translation! "No!! You cant find a translation"
Ask your malayali friend for translation "his eyes wil turn wide and expression less"
But listen to song.... you wont leave it.
One good song that I will keep on my playlist forever.
A song that says about the "mother in law"!!
Her love towards "son in law"!!
Her "appam making business"!!
Even writing this I hav looped through that song for nearly 15 times. A real ear catching song!
P.s : posted by chatty.
Even I loved the way the song was composed and the music.
Couple of hours back, I got a courier from a friend who was dead a week ago. And shocked.
It was a letter enclosed in his personal dairy. Stating that it was the thing he has as his own property. And his letter was like this
Chatty,
Bro, you have been the best buddy all through my life. And I ignored you. I hurted you and I was not honest to you. But you never gave a damn to all those, rather you gave me hope in everything. But you know all through my life I wanted someone to love me. It came like stroke to my heart. But went like a wind passing bh. I cant take this life any more. And I want all these poems and stories I wrote on my blog. And hope she reads it once.
Hope all the best for your success. And I know you'l come to see me once before I will be buried. Thanks in advance for that.
Jay
Jay, il fulfill all of your dreams. Bro your's is mine. And I love you bro. I will blog for you daily, fulfill your dreams and make your soul rest in peace. Be with me all the time...helping me, protecting me.
He didnt ask me to post this one. But hope jay's things will be forever. Chatty.
*Jet airways, flight no 1793 from delhi to hyderabad is scheduled to depart from the 3rd gate in 15minutes*
As she boarded the flight back home from her first interview in delhi, with a success sanjana buckled up her seat belt and started to deeam. Some where in her dreams, came a secret guy. As she looked at r0the sky so high, she repeatedly heard some words spoken by that secret guy.
"Where ever you go, whatever you do, I will be there with you. And today is 3rd april, 2007. And in 6 more years after graduation, I will come to you and ask you to marry me. By then I will get a good job and a settled life. Till then, take care"
As the clouds passed by, she asked herself "Does he remember me? Will he really come? Where is he now? What is he doing?", lost her self in a million of "con-questions" she finally reached her home town. The place where she spent all her life. All her memories, and all her foot prints.
On reaching home she got a grand welcome for the success of her interview. She now is a proud employee of "Google Inc.,". But more than the happiness her mind just revolved searching for the answers that her contravening logic left her. As she thought for a moment, suddenly something struck her mind...
she went near her mom and asked "Mom, where did you keep all my school books?", in excitement. As her mom siad that they were in the old cup board, she rushed into it and opened the cup board.
She started looking out for all the books, and finally Her eyes looked at something... her eyes opened wide... her breathe slowed down and her heart started to pound.
"Persons may leave, memories wont... slam book"
As she opened the slam book, her memories started to blink, each page she turned out for that secret guy her heart body went cold and numb. Her eyes stopped at a page, she started to touch every single letter that the guy wrote
Achyuth... 30th march, 2007 was signatured on the last line of the page... as she read the whole thing, she found his email id in it. Thought for a moment, she decided to mail some thing special to him. But her negative thoughts stopped her from typing the mail.
As we know, always the upper hand goes to heart, feelings and emotions. But in sanjana's case, lets see what happens...
P.s : lets hope for a happy ending.
"Hey, is it you?", called a voice as I answered it with that dizzy voice. I was awestruck, and in a moment all the tonnes of sleep that was pounded on my eyelids has vanished and I asked "who is that?"
"Jay?" Answered the voice
"Yea miss, who are you?" I answered
*beep beep beep* as the phone got disconnected, in excitement I called it back. And she lifted the call.
"What happened? Who are you?" I went to the point directly without the initial starting
"You forgot my voice jay?!" Replied her with a low voice
"Sweetheart, is that you? Where are you?" I said, as it was my love who called me up after an year.
"Jay, 6pm at the same old under bridge I cant speak any more for now. Bye" as I saw heard struggling voice, tears rolled down my eyes
As the dawn turned dusk, I started to the under bridge which reminded me of the moments that we spent together
"Scars remind that the past is real"
A moment later, my senses worked and I realised that I was in tears remembering them. And finally it was 6pm.
And from a distance, her fragrance filled the air... I can see her at a distance, walking towards me. As she approached me I stood numb breathless and silence filled the air. The abandoned under bridge was now again with two souls meeting after an year...
Silence... nothing but silence filled the air, as she stood infront of me.. tears rolled down her beautiful eyes.. I went near her, and wiped her tears. But they kept on rolling down... till now.. not even a single word we spoke.Other than the phone conversation the day morning...
"Am sorry" said our voices... breaking the silence at a time.
As we exchanged our glances we lost ourselves in it.
"Its been an year and 3 months that you spoke to me" I said
"And you forgot that today was the day that I 1st saw you in the football match" she exclaimed
As the silence broke... she slapped me
Once, twice, thrice and hugged me
So tight she cried and she pulled me
So near that my love finally surrounded me
You ever regained any one back in your life.. your first love that too... after an year that too...
I took her into my arms and I started caressing her. I wiped away her tears and I said, I waited as I promised.. and you came back as I said.
"I love you" I whispered into her ears.
As the moments passed we struggled fighting against emotions.
"Dad said to bring you home" she said
"What?" I exclaimed in amazement
"Someone asked me to marry me an year ago..." she replied
"Will you marry me?" I knelt down in the same position as I said an year ago... and the last day, that we met, spoke and departed...
"Yes" she whispered with those rosy red lips that made me go outta control...
As I stood up and came closer, she closed her eyes. We kissed each other and nothing meant to me more than that...
"I will never let you go away from my life, angel. Never ever again" I said her hugging her tightly.
"And the moment you let me go I die..."
I didnt let her complete the sentence because, she meant the whole world to me...
As we crossed our fingers, I felt as if im dreaming the whole thing.
"Jay, I love you" she said
The smelly turned to smiley...
Worst turned to best
Nd my heart finally started its life again..
"If you love someone, leave them to hell. If they come back to you, be with them because they were your's at the first moment. If they dont come back, they never belong to you"
Here, jaynth would'av asked many questions... but he trusted her. So he agreed everything. And even aishwarya never doubted him. So they never rather fought... rather this TRUST is more important. And BELIEF in their love made them successful in love.
P.s : this is how the story of jaynth and aishwarya ended
After a long time being in a heart break.. I decided to write this... with the idea of my friend aditya...
When he was born, there was a war...
When he started schooling there was an earth quake...
And when he grew up, the whole world became a play ground.
"Mr. Harsha,
we are so sorry to inform you that we could not select you into final round of our photo competition due to your emptiness on pen drive that was submitted by you. please, participate again
J.j photo contest
Contact : *************"
As he woke up and saw that, harsha frowned and called up the photo contest people, and finds out that the pendrive that he gave is nothing but a bunch of virus..
Fate... fate is what we hate no jo.. not everyone, but harsha. Definitley he is one of many who hates his own fate.
Walkin on the road he applied for many random jobs that came on our "jobs.com" and started out to the beach for relaxing. Suddenly he gets a call from his childhood friend "sanjana".
With a heavy heart he lifted the call and said "hey"...
"its, sanjana... how are you harsha?" Said her.
"Yea.. how are you? Its so good to get you back" said him...
Going back to memories, in his school days harsha had a very big crush on sanjana which he kept as memory
Now with the call.. his heart started pounding with love
Suddenly.. water sprinkled back on his legs.. looking down.. what already has gone has gone.. his phone fell into the water in the beach..
"wtf!!" Wil you ever give me a coreect moment? He sshowed all the anger on himself and walked back to his bike and then he realised his about his keys...
Ps : its a 3 part story..
Il heel the wound your heart faced
Il make your every cell rejuvenate
Cry with tears of sweat in happiness
I lie beside to protect you my princess
Il kiss you like a prince of heaven
Make you the princess of my heart thats barren
Let you be the queen of your world
If you want me the prince you dreamed
Il awake every inch of your body
Il make your heart rejoice like no body
Lost in your love, I spread my arm
wide for you to come and fill it firm
Every instinct of your's make me alive
Like a new born fish in waters below
Tickling all the way from top to bottom
You make me happy more than a ton
