LiEbStEr... :D

It was around two weeks back that i got double packed single surprise from two fellow bloggers karanvir and divya shared their liebster blogger award with me. i was so happy reading both the posts and was inspired a lot from their experiences and their answers.

 
before i share my liebster blog award and give you the questions, i need to answer the questions that were given by the nominees

 
Answers for karanvir :

1. why blog?

    Blog is the only place where i feel myself... i can have my own space where i can share whatever my inner voice speaks.

2. One craziest thing you did at school

    Me and my friends used to listen songs with iPod without listening to classes sitting in middle benches and hiding our earphones under the collars

3. Scariest dream which haunts you everywhere

    I have dream of a pretty girl which haunts me in my dreams every night. am scared that i wont get that girl. *sweet haunt*

4. If you get one wish that will be fulfilled by god, then what will you ask for?

    God!! let my off springs for generations settle peacefully with a good job and their willing place.

5. Your favorite food

     I love chicken cheese burgers!! i can eat them everyday and in every meal! well it might be so heavy! but i don't mind!!! i want a burger

6. Your expectation from Indian government

    I'm proud to be born in land where Gandhi walked, Nehru ruled, Sachin played, Rajini acted, C.V. Raman discovered, Swaminathan fed and most importantly where 1 billion people live!! PLEASE DON'T LET OUR PRESTIGE DOWN! that's the only thing am expecting.

7. Most important person in my life

    Mom! you're so important.

8. Three things you cant live without

    My blog, My camera, My guitar (though guitar is just for strumming)

9. Your favorite blog

    I love humor.. i read this blog Humor unplugged a must read.. hey this is my most favorite pastime i read many but i love this!!

10. Do you believe in ghosts and spirits?

      Yea!! i had an experience 3 years back! f*** them!

11. Do you think blogging can change anything?

      It depends, change is something that you find it for yourself. According to me, an individual can speak whatever he like on his blog! it's his own property!!


Answers for Divya

1. What is your favorite place?

    Anjuna, Goa i will never change this in my life...

2. What would be that one wild thing you intend to do in your lifetime

    Las vegas! "whatever happens in vegas, stays in Vegas" i dont need to explain that i guess... i want this trip to Vegas to be that one real "hangover" style wild trip

3. How do you define serenity? Illustrate with examples

    Serenity is not something that can be defined, the word serene itself spells so peacefully! i apologize to answer for this, i'm still a kid


4. If you were to ask one question to an alien, what  would that be?

    Dude help me get a PhD in architectural journalism

5. Light shades or dark colors? reasons?

    Dark shades!!  Dark is what real.. everything light ends up dark someday!

6. What is your dream job

    I wanna be an architectural journalist!! i love visiting places, taking photos of their tradition and architecture

7. Describe your favorite birthday experience

    I don't remember but the one for which i got my 1st bicycle.. 2nd std I guess

8. Given a chance what will you change about planet earth?

    I would invent something that could jam all the radio signals for 6 hours everyday!! it will protect millions of birds that are dying because of that and causing imbalance!! best example : sparrow

9. What would you do when you have absolutely free time?

    I love to write poems and letters for that haunting girl..

10. What is that you don't like in someone

      Why the fuck people don't like to be in peace?! man i will do the work that you have assigned!! don't f*** the mess up with me.

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Now moving on to the 2nd part of this, which i find myself to be a very tough one 

This is an award given to new and upcoming bloggers who deserve to be out-shown in blogosphere as they are good at what they are blogging. It also creates a chance for introducing new bloggers

before i share my awards with pals, i would like to say some instructions to them

1. Post 11 facts about yourself

2. Answer the 11 questions the tagger has given you

3. Tag 11 more Bloggers (with no more than 200 followers; no tagging back)   and make 11 questions for them

4. Tell the people you tagged that you did.

Now i would like to share my award with

http://readingbreed.blogspot.in/
http://godhanaini.blogspot.in/
http://preethadatta.blogspot.in/
http://rahul-shayaris.blogspot.in/
http://echoesofmywhispers.blogspot.in/
http://sufisbubble.blogspot.in/
http://thoughtinthoughtout.blogspot.in/
http://lostpuppy28.blogspot.in/
http://the-cheesy-engineer.blogspot.in/


Now the "ChEeSy" part of the award... my 11 questions

1. What is your opinion about yourself, compare it with your favorite fictional 
   character (cartoon)

2. What do you earn by blogging? (like casual not offending)

3. What is your favorite music genre? why?

4. School or college?

5. You think someone good must come to politics? If so why? aren't you good?

6. A confession. 100% truth and unknown  :D

7. Your opinion on Indian culture

8. Worse thing about you

9. Your three unfulfilled dreams

10. Your favorite subject?

11. You happy with what you're studying?

Confession...

                                                        After some days, you might ask yourself 
       
                                                       
                                                   Did he forget me?

                                                       

                                                                           you know?
                                               

                                              you are not an incident to forget... you're my life

           



p.s:- after all this wait of ten years have taught me to survive in a hope that you'll be there someday.

                                                                   waiting for that

ChWeEt HeArT!! Listen!!!

Flew like a leaf for the breeze of west
My mind blew into the winds of unknown worlds
As I closed my eyes I laid back to rest
Peace ran in me even in a billion revolts

Emulsified like a carmel your voice is
As it went I feel as if in ecstacy
Every single word, as it reverberated
Touched my heart not my ears felt loved

P.s : - just for my sweet heart...

Love Infinity #HaikuHighTimes

Vast as abysmall
Just for you
I struggle like fall

Some times I feel like waiting years together for a person makes the difference from you to other people who just forget people as simple as that!!

P.S:- still waiting baby...

Unfocused Diwali...

#UnFocused
#Diwali

DraGon"Fly"!!

As we call them the great #DragonFlies!!

Random Lines...

Suffed the ecstacy of your love
In dreams where I landed as white as snow
Not so limerant but love in your arms
I can sing not sonnets but psalms

Never so wrong I meant about me
Neither you because half in me you I see
Might not be immotral, but my soul exist
I sing your song, my love without you cant resist

#SomeLines

fLyInG sTrOcK...

#Strock

HaiL MaRy...

Hail Mary...

#Velankanni   #Christianity

Traven(core)Throne...

Empty thrones...
#Travancore palace  #Royality  #History

Sunrise at southern tip...

Sunrise... at the southern tip...

#KanyaKumari   #CapeComorin

monochromed waves...

Arabian sea...

Aftermath of love,... #HaikuHighTimes

Suffer the pain
what you gave her
Aftermath you deserve

Malka Mahal...

Malka Mahal...

This is a stealth view point of Vijayanagar empire. located in the green valleys of the eastern ghats and surrounded by Malka lake on four sides (then),  built with granite columns and real strong interlocked structures, it is one of the most outstandingly stood structures despite of the robbers who robbed the idols, Muslims who captured it in later stages and made it into a mosque. now is in its final stage

#SaveMonuments #SaveHistory

Something in the mist...

Something in the mist...

Love #HaikuHighTimes

                                                            Occult so minute
                                                Frozen yet warm
                                               My heart beats for you

#HaikuHighTimes

ummm... crunchy

Beef patty, french fries, pint of beer... what else you need?!

One of the 1st photos of experiments of culinary photography

Prophet of Love : A review

"Prophet of Love" by Farrukh Dhondy

                                Lucullan lifestyle, rolling Rolls-Royce, Western women, sex, meditation and handmaids around. This is the lifestyle of Bhagvan Saket, A young philosopher who turned to a baba by fortune who preaches western people the sexual delusion in spiritual seclusion which he created himself.

Mr. Dhondy himself played the role of an Indian born English journalist who comes to India for an assignment regarding Bhagvan Saket. Pune being the home for both the Author and the character, The way of narration is absolutely perfect. The openness of a west returned Indian can be easily gestured in the 1st sentence of the book itself.

Rahul who was said to be cursed to death on his 7th birthday is sent to a monastery at a very small age. As he did not die on his 7th birthday, his guardian who was asked to kill the young lad, escapes the monastery along with the young lad to the hustle bustle of Delhi where they spend some years and later move to Bombay for a job. Rather to be called destined than cursed Rahul later undergoes some series of unexpected coarse which made him a Bhagvan.

Ma Shanti, Mr. Bhavnani who played a major role in the life of Rahul who already underwent a series of twists and turns right away from his birth. Both of them made a good line for Rahul after their old Guru.

Diamond, who was a twisty character in the whole story with husband and her girl child in saket and another character praful, both of them helped a lot in the investigation of the Saket.

"Sex" played a complicated role in the novel, and yea it is an "A" rated for its abusive language but a must read!

Not an on the go but a very good novel. Actually the writer mirrored the exact situation in not all but some of the Ashrams in India. the way author described the things his way of narration had gave a clear visualization for the readers and yea, yet another book completed :|

Finally i conclude that this is  especially for the people who are interested in narrative fiction. the way Dhondy narrated every small thing was really good. and the real time point of the story is a big plus and boost.

Rating : 3.2/5

Book : Prophet of Love
Author : Farrukh Dhondy
Publisher : Harper Collins
Price : 299/- (INR)
ISBN-13 : 9789350296677

P.S :- My 1st review on book. and thanking IndiBlogger and Harper Colins publications for giving the free supply of book

The ultimate breath...

Life...
Some times you may never know how much you missed your life doing useless things...
It's just the Death that is unalterable and only thing on the planet that can be bought with out money

P.S :- My first fishing experience

Carved to Perfecion...

Emperors passed so the empires confescated
The royalty remained like the virtuous soul untouched
Engraved the names on stone they preserved
Eternity they show, not the flesh its the nature undefeated

                                          Inscriptions regarding the great Maharaja palace of Mysore

GolDen ReFleCtionS....

old is of course gold! and even beautiful

A small piece of token left by our beloved ancestors...

These temple carvings can be said as one of the oldest art forms which were done with an amazing accuracy...

p.s :- Photo taken in the beautiful city of mysore

Hidden meaning

In the lands of blue and red and voilet I lie
With my eyes open so red, In happiness I cry
Laughing like a kid, in the snow so white
I set my limits and here!, I start my flight

Like the smoke from the burning plants from lands up high
Up in the clouds I could'nt see any thing, but I still fly
As I breath in clouds, the air so pure
In the lands of heaven, this made my lungs cure

Like the acid on litmus, from blue to red
Sweet in the water, my stomach got fed
Drenched in happiness, my smile never ended
25 to life, it is what all I always wanted

P.s : most of the people will understand... what I meant ;)

The beat #HaikuHighTimes

As the beat dropped
Heart beat raised
Springed like a kid, I jumped

Life is music. Blue sometimes, beat sometimes
#Haiku #DigitalArt

P.s : digital art dedicated to all the dj's who drops the beat suddenly..

A Balcony

As you see you find everything weird
People, trees and buildings all around
Its like a mothers womb, I see
Fall down... and you cry in pain
You cry.. and you'll be saved by the doctor
It heals in time... but as times pass by, you can see the scars
You laugh.. only because you're alive
You silent? Youre dead

The other time when I was sitting in my balcony and seeing all the busy world around me, I felt that mother's womb is the only safe place on the planet with no worries and tensions

#Musings

Seasons Love #HaikuHighTimes

Love start like the spring's bud
End like the frozen winter
But seasons infinity

Life is just incepting the things you see with the things you like...

Lost... #HaikuHighTimes

baffled beyond what I persuaded
Agony, like winter made me cold
death approached like mist 

Just another rumbling nothing much. :)

Haiku is a real small weapon that can make you write wonders, write a single shot sentence which Is deeper thqn the deepest ocean.

What not...

Till the last cell of mine exist
I stay in your heart till I die
Evn in the other world, for you here I await

Even a sand clock can be an element for showing love if you want too... its not about the thing... all it is about the love.

Zanjeer.. A review

Zanjeer...

Back to the early 70's where the romance played a major role, this movie had made a mark by creating a whole new genre called "ACTION PACKED FILM". And now thirty years later, The same movie was remade.

Cast
Ram Charan          as ACP Vijay Khanna
Priyanka Chopra  as Mala
Sanjay Dutt          as Sher Khan (Hindi Version)
Srihari                   as Sher Khan (Telugu Version)
Prakash Raj          as Teja
Mahie Gill              as Mona Darling
Atul Kulkarni         as Jaydev (Hindi Version)
Tanikella Bharani  as Jaydev (Telugu Version)

 Direction :    Apoorva Lakhia
 Production : Puneet & Sumeet Prakash Mehra

The movie starts as the Police officer Vijay Khanna gets transfer to the city of Mumbai after holding a record number of transfers in a very less span of 5years. Apoorva Took a very keen interest in the making of the role. of Vijay Khanna. This can be seen throughout the movie.


The plot starts when the gorgeous Mala (Priyanka Chopra) witnesses the insensate murder of an innocent and honest deputy collector in Mumbai city. This incident made Mala get introduced to Vijay as a witness and then later who becomes his life partner in the end

Sher Khan.. the famous role played by the legend Pran.. has been played by Sanjay dutt in Hindi and Sri Hari in Telugu respectively. Though it was a tough role to play, both of them played their roles in saving officer Vijay from the gang of Teja.

Jaydev who was as-plain-as-a-paper and an investigation journalist was played by Atul Kulkarni in hindi and tanikella bharani in telugu .The character plays a major role in the movie which lakhia failed to show except for a few dialogues here and there.

Teja who is a Gangster and a oil smuggler who is the main reason behind the murder of the Deputy Collector has been played by Prakash Raj who gave his full power packed performance for the movie

Last but never the least Mona Darling was played by the famous Mahie Gil gave the movie a special attraction. with her appealing and sensuous dialogues along with her beauty.

Over all the movie was just plotted in and around Mumbai except some scenes which were shot abroad. The action scenes were not given that importance when compared to the old zanjeer which were then the greatest stunts ever. Intensity of the action movie is not seen in the movie. Rather the movie was so plain and calm running. over all rating for stunts can be given as not more than   2/5 stars

The director rather focused on the "ITEM NUMBERS" more than the other songs. "Pinky" "Mumbai Ka Hero" were majorly hit songs in the movie. and music can be rated a better grade when compared to the taking 2.5/5 stars can be rated.

Director missed the concept of the formation of love bond between Vijay and Mala which is considered as a very disastrous element in the failure of the movie. expectations to reality quotient of the movie was really poor. The director tried to keep the original concept of the movie which was applause-able, but he then missed the that he is in 21st century.

Overall this movie can be seen once according to many critics and self experience and can be rated 2.1/5stars.

Childhood...

As a kid, I played
Played on the streets I roamed
Roamed on the streets with friends
Friends were the people with whom I laughed
Laughed in the parks where I ran
Ran like with my feet so small
Small was the life as I rewind
Rewinded the tape which I loved
Loved were the cartoons which I saw
Saw my 1st crush as she smiled
Smiled like a princess then so pure
Pure was when once I lived
Lived my life with no tensions
Tension was the mark card from the school
School started when summer ended
Ended was my life as a kid as college started

Sometimes, I really miss the days when my pocket money used to be 2 rupees and I still didnt know what to buy in the canteen.. in my primary school. And by the end I used to buy for a rupee and gave the other to dad as he came to pick me up on his bike in the evening.

Childhood is very awesome, very pure, very precious and very small.

The destiny...

As I moved down the lane of virtue
Looking around searching for rescue
Not from the wounds or scars from the past
From the mankind In search of last resort

Crossed the country side, I still continue
Plains and valleys, in the mist and dew
Safe I feel now, as I eluded from fear
I can feel my heart light, as the winds roar

The road ended up dividing into two
Which one to choose, left with no clue
Is this the life?, I asked my soul
Closed my eyes, I move to the goal

Walked ahead dont know left or right
Miles and miles as the sun shine bright
Fruits and water quench my hunger and thirst
Rest in the dusk, in moon's twilight

Its.. her.!!!

She is awesome.. she is tempting her curves are seductive
Her voice... her lips... they make stop my heart pumping
Her bends and her curves... they are carved from the heavens
Her hair... so thick... black like the darkness
Her eyes... that shine... they are round like pearls
Her skin... so silky.. as I hold her I feel her softness
She sings... she dances... she is my princess
Her feet.. they go pink as they touch the surface
Her appeal... surreal... cant believe its all real...
Her vibe... her spark... it ignites smallest quark
She drools... she moves... that freeze my eyes in time..
Provoke... revoke... she is now a cherokee

A love letter

Dear love,
                When I first saw you, I was really mesmerized. I never really thought I will meet you. And you know? I need to say you...

           When you were in the shop buying eggs, my senses didnt work.. I wanted to stare at you in that amazement.. say "you're s****a right?". But you know right... im very shy. And yeah I'm..

I danced, I pinched, I laughed in amazement

I really mean.. I did it!! You know? My adrenaline rushed re... really... "just
a single word.. pccchhh" but,... I saw you!! Thats enough I thought.mevery day I came near that shop... but I never found again.. I really miss you. Even now. And I love you.. dont ask me why... because, baby angels dont need a speciality to like...

"You're born likeable"

The way you speak... the way you text... everything make not me.. but my heart smile. Every time you send a hey? I just stare.

Baby, yeah.. I was bad, I was cheat, I was harmful... but now.. no way. Like every one, even Im a normal guy now. I will not booze, neither smoke nor drug (even I never did also)

I dont know how to write a loveletter with love. Im writig it rather with an element called "truth" you know why? Because im not a flirt... and everything I write is a word from my inside.

All I Wanted to say is... I LOVE YOU...

paradigm of a paradise..

Flown into the abysmal vastness
In the ocean's boisterousness
Unrestrained exsitence enclosed
As Conferred with the nature Unexposed

everything florid and lively i see
Affectionate serene fauna surrounded me
paradigm of a paradise i seasoned
In astonishment simply Was i Stargazed

Clock ticked Anti clock
heart beat still beating
oculus gazed at sight
soul locked back without facing

                                               google images

 I love diving, exploring, flying, experiencing, jumping.. may be i have that problem of "adrenaline"

P.S :- A scholar's attempt
         

The choclate RoManCe...

Nestled like a carmel around the choclate
Under the sweet sheets of love and affection
Lying on the bed like a willow of cocoa
I kiss her lips that are carved to perfection

Her skin perfect like the color of mocha
Eyes like shining jade, as she look into mine
Her curves bent like the ship of aloha
Every moment of her, I feel like a saga

Petals of rose drop tears as they see her
Her lips, her cheeks, her sight seem like a mint
Cool as I breath in the freshness of her lavender
Sprayed across her body like a jannet

Her hair soft like the cream from the coco
Black like the darkness over the forest
Blow in strands they touch my face
As I stand infront of her, forgot the rest

Evey curve of her as I touch she cries
Like a breeze she moves acroos my arms
Cuffed her hands she melt like a butter
In the warmth she breathes the romance

P.s :- posted by chatty feom the dairies of #Jay

The Red currants :)

Oh! as my cherubic little plant bear me
Not alone but a bunch of sisters around I be
Red like the lips of your darling, I blossom
From the small bud that grow in autumn

As you see, I look small like a baby's eyes
As you eat, I melt like frozen ice
Making you feel every moment of mine
Like something you can never define

                                            Image : wikipedia


So, small and red I wait for you here
In the rain i drench for freshness you require
Before i get bitten by some worm
Make me yours, in your hands i feel warm

As you eat me for sweet I feel like an angel
I give you boons, you can make me a pretzel
health I give you, as I got many things in  me
don't throw my seed, rather plant and make it a tree

P.S :- Post by chatty... from the dairy of Jay

His promise, her wait... part#3

Hours passed, nothing they did but exchanging the sight. Suddenly, broke the silence... achyuth came near her...

"How are you?!" He asked, as she looked down

"No no.. nothing     sorry! Am fine" she replied in excitement.

"Huh?! Feel free" he said as he saw her expressions in amazement

"Achyuth, how are you?" She finally spoke breaking the silence.

"So far, better. What are you doing now?" He asked in excitement

"I joined in google a week ago. Delhi campus" she said with a smile.. as she expected more from him

"That's great.." he congratulated her with a smile.

"And you achyuth? Where have you been? Why are you like this?" She
poured all her questions without hiding anything

"Im good for nothing. Im giving some home tutions to kids" he said with a low but stiff voice

"Achyuth...? Sit down. Are you joking? What happened to you? You'ee such a bright student" she said as her heart suddenly pounded in tensed state.

"When I was in my twelfth grade, I lost my parents in an accident. They were both orphans. So I got left with nothing but a willing heart to work, so I decided to work" he said, as he controled his tears

"What?" She held his hand with red eyes.. trying to control him

"Life has given me my daily wage to live for myself. It made me selfish" he said as he was about to burst in tears

"Achyuth, I waited for you" she said... as she dared to look into his eyes

"No. Dont do it anymore. Think achyuth is dead" as he said,
*slap* *slap* sanjana slapped and cried saying "achyuth is alive"

Silence filled the air... they spoke nothing for a moment...

"Will you marry me?" Sanjana asked breaking the silence

"Sorry. I cant. Im not even in a position to afford myself. Marrying someone like you? Not even for an hour I cant be" his tears bursted out.

"I love you, sanjana. But I can never ever say you this. I dont have anything to show it to you. But a mouth to express. I cant make your dreams come true" he spoke in affliction

"Achyuth... say yes or no" "will you marry me?" She said as she broke into tears...

              He walked out... silently. No word... no answer...

They never met again... neither they never responded to anyone later.

Is it good what achyuth did?
Did he cheat sanjana?
You think achyuth broke his promise or life made him break?

What do you feel?

Not all love stories have a happy ending.

P.s : the wait ended...
        Love till you die till you love
#Jay'sDiary

Post by chatty on behalf of jay

His promise, her wait... part #2

As she typed the words, her head stormed with questions. But she finally wrote a small "3 liner" for him.

Achyuth,
              It's me sanjana, how are you? What are you doing? Where are you? Its been 6 years and where did you graduate?
Hope everything is fine with you, have a happy day ahead. And evrything is fine with and around me.

Awaiting your reply
Sanjana.

As she clicked "send" she saw an error... which broke her heart into a million peices.

         "The email user you are trying to connect does not exist"

But somewhere she forgot something. "school alumni day" the main reason why she came back from delhi saying them that she will join the next week.
As she waited for "day after tomorrow" to come, she forgot everything.

She got a small gift for him. And waited every single moment for him. Just for him.

seeing sanjana's weird behaviour, her parets were so confused and began to worry about her. But sanjana decided to say everything to her parents and went near her best friend.. her dad,

"Pappa?" As she sat beside her dad she said in a low voice
"Is there any thing wrong sanjana?" Asked her dad
"Dad, I need to say you a thing. About a guy" she replied
"A guy?" "Are you in love with a guy?" "Who is that?" Her dad poured questions on her
"Dad, this guy said he will marry me, before 6 years. And he wont talk till then. And I really am amazed that he didnt even speak till now from then" she replied
"Your future is in your hands, not mine. But take right decisions" her dad said.
As she hugged her dad, her dad took her into his arms and said "never be wrong and make us go low"
She replied "I never did pappa, and I wont I promise"

Day passed so slow... sanjana spent the whole night looking at the stars, listening to some good old music..

Finally the alumni day has come. And sanjana wore the blue dress. Blue was achyuth's favourite color which made her look like an angel.

As she walked slowly in her school corridor, her eyes filled with memories,
Her feet tapped the floor, her hands touched those old walls
As she took a deep breath, the old school memories started buzzing in her ears. Her uniform dress, her lunch spot, her assembly presence rolled a film infront of her eyes

As she met her old friends she was a kid back again.. but some where in her mind, achyuth achyuth achyuth said her inner voice.

"Achyuth?" One of sanjana's friend said in a low voice.

Suddenly sanjana turned back in excitement, love, happiness what not a mixed expression covered her face. And a blush on her pink cheeks.

A lean 6 foot fair guy with a down to earth clothing entered the place where all were sitting down.
"Hey guys, how are you all?" In a husky voice said the guy
"Achyuth, you changed.." "achyuth you looking great" "is it really you?"
As everyone commented on him... his ees stopped at someone.
Someone who was waiting for him.
Someone whom he wanted forever
Someone who he loved all the time.
But, he turned his face away... not in shy, but with tears, Grief and agony.

Why? Is achyuth already married?

p.s : next post next half ;)
       Posted on behalf of jay... its chatty

Its the 2nd part... here is the 1st

Appangal embadum, A song to Listen

3rd, August
2013

Some songs are good
Some are favourite
And some rock our hearts

And this song from "ustaad hotel" was one among the songs "that rock"

Appangal embadum ottakku chuttammayi
Ammayi chuttathu marumonukkayi

Search on google for its translation! "No!! You cant find a translation"

Ask your malayali friend for translation "his eyes wil turn wide and expression less"

But listen to song.... you wont leave it.

One good song that I will keep on my playlist forever.

A song that says about the "mother in law"!!
Her love towards "son in law"!!
Her "appam making business"!!

Even writing this I hav looped through that song for nearly 15 times. A real ear catching song!

P.s : posted by chatty.
        Even I loved the way the song was composed and the music.

Friendship, A tribute.

Fish without the water may survive
Rain without the rainbow may arrive
In the dark woods in the solace you be with me
Every time, every where around me
No possession, not even a diamond what so ever
Dont mean any thing, 'cz you are my friend forever

P.S: dated august 4th, 2013
       Dedicated to abhilash sharaf, chatty and all others

Post by chatty...
#TearBurstingMemories

R.I.P

Couple of hours back, I got a courier from a friend who was dead a week ago. And shocked.

It was a letter enclosed in his personal dairy. Stating that it was the thing he has as his own property. And his letter was like this

Chatty,
             Bro, you have been the best buddy all through my life. And I ignored you. I hurted you and I was not honest to you. But you never gave a damn to all those, rather you gave me hope in everything. But you know all through my life I wanted someone to love me. It came like  stroke to my heart. But went like a wind passing bh. I cant take this life any more. And I want all these poems and stories I wrote on my blog. And hope she reads it once.
          Hope all the best for your success. And I know you'l come to see me once before I will be buried. Thanks in advance for that.

Jay

Jay, il fulfill all of your dreams. Bro your's is mine. And I love you bro. I will blog for you daily, fulfill your dreams and make your soul rest in peace. Be with me all the time...helping me, protecting me.

He didnt ask me to post this one. But hope jay's things will be forever. Chatty.

His promise, Her wait....

*Jet airways, flight no 1793 from delhi to hyderabad is scheduled to depart from the 3rd gate in 15minutes*

As she boarded the flight back home from her first interview in delhi, with a success sanjana buckled up her seat belt and started to deeam. Some where in her dreams, came a secret guy. As she looked at r0the sky so high, she repeatedly heard some words spoken by that secret guy.

"Where ever you go, whatever you do, I will be there with you. And today is 3rd april, 2007. And in 6 more years after graduation, I will come to you and ask you to marry me. By then I will get a good job and a settled life. Till then, take care"

As the clouds passed by, she asked herself "Does he remember me? Will he really come? Where is he now? What is he doing?", lost her self in a million of "con-questions" she finally reached her home town. The place where she spent all her life. All her memories, and all her foot prints.

On reaching home she got a grand welcome for the success of her interview. She now is a proud employee of "Google Inc.,". But more than the happiness her mind just revolved searching for the answers that her contravening logic left her. As she thought for a moment, suddenly something struck her mind...

she went near her mom and asked "Mom, where did you keep all my school books?", in excitement. As her mom siad that they were in the old cup board, she rushed into it and opened the cup board.

She started looking out for all the books, and finally Her eyes looked at something... her eyes opened wide... her breathe slowed down and her heart started to pound.

              "Persons may leave, memories wont... slam book"

As she opened the slam book, her memories started to blink, each page she turned out for that secret guy her heart body went cold and numb. Her eyes stopped at a page, she started to touch every single letter that the guy wrote
   Achyuth... 30th march, 2007 was signatured on the last line of the page... as she read the whole thing, she found his email id in it. Thought for a moment, she decided to mail some thing special to him. But her negative thoughts stopped her from typing the mail.

As we know, always the upper hand goes to heart, feelings and emotions. But in sanjana's case, lets see what happens...

P.s : lets hope for a happy ending.

What should I say? Ambi Pur made my day!!

Every thing was fine, kept clean and tidy in the home. 

As mom and dad went for a business trip and I was left alone and planned for some thing big... I called up my girl friend and ask her to come for a day-out.

Everything was ready... and I waited for her arrival   

"Honey, i wil be there in 15minutes" texted my girl friend  

With all my excitement, I remembered that I forgot one thing...

The room freshner!!!

I searched all the cup boards and found nothing... Screwed up... I didnt get what to do.  

Rushed down to the store near by and I got "Ambi Pur Air Effects Sweet Citrus & Zest Aerosol Air Freshener"

Thank god... in just a minute, I can smell the sweetness of citrus in the air... all around

As I was feeling the freshness in the air, someone rang the bell It was my girl!! 

As she entered, "wow! Why is it so good, pleasant and sweet in your home jay?" Were the true words that were that she spoke...

What should I say? "Ambi Pur, you made my day!!!"

P.s : post was written under IndiBlogger contest for "Ambi pur Smelly to Smiley" contest

Sonnet to my jannet

Rushed my blood in the veins like a storm
In this cold winter night, looking into your eyes
As I hold you with my hands, take u in my arm
love filled the air, and silence broke the ice
Like the pearl in the shell, I protect you and I will
Seize you in my love forever, as long as it exist
Like the rainbow for the sky, in your life I fill
Colors of joy, happiness and for every thing you do to me I resist
Beyond the skies, in to the oceans I dive
For you to show that I love you till I die
Hold my hands, il make your deeams come alive
Not a word, not a promise, but just a sigh
Like a princess of athens, and the godess of heavens
You live in my heart and my soul, which are immortal
For you I shall live, for thee you are my greatest of possessions
in this silence and solace, here I commit as my heart babel

P.S : Do comment critics...

Who am I?!

As I changed hands, you were destined to be born
As you passed away, I made your doom
Days you worked hard for me, I lived near your heart
Days you slept lazy, from your life I went apart
Made you cry when i'm lost
And smile when i'm found in the frost
In my dreams you spent a lot
Without me you cant even depart
For your love, love me too than it does to you
Your dad earns you that it belongs to you
A day without me can make you frown
And the day with me can take you to throne

P.S :- who am I.... any guess...
          Yea, money.

Nothing is there wihout money...
People say "smile costs nothing" its not true...
You were here on this planet because your parents paid money to the doctor. :)

Trust, belief and love made them one...

"Hey, is it you?", called a voice as I answered it with that dizzy voice. I was awestruck, and in a moment all the tonnes of sleep that was pounded on my eyelids has vanished and I asked "who is that?"
"Jay?" Answered the voice
"Yea miss, who are you?" I answered
*beep beep beep* as the phone got disconnected, in excitement I called it back. And she lifted the call.
"What happened? Who are you?" I went to the point directly without the initial starting
"You forgot my voice jay?!" Replied her with a low voice
"Sweetheart, is that you? Where are you?" I said, as it was my love who called me up after an year.
"Jay, 6pm at the same old under bridge I cant speak any more for now. Bye" as I saw heard struggling voice, tears rolled down my eyes

As the dawn turned dusk, I started to the under bridge which reminded me of the moments that we spent together

"Scars remind that the past is real"

A moment later, my senses worked and I realised that I was in tears remembering them. And finally it was 6pm.
And from a distance, her fragrance filled the air... I can see her at a distance, walking towards me. As she approached me I stood numb breathless and silence filled the air. The abandoned under bridge was now again with two souls meeting after an year...

Silence... nothing but silence filled the air, as she stood infront of me.. tears rolled down her beautiful eyes.. I went near her, and wiped her tears. But they kept on rolling down... till now.. not even a single word we spoke.Other than the phone conversation the day morning...

"Am sorry" said our voices... breaking the silence at a time.
As we exchanged our glances we lost ourselves in it.
"Its been an year and 3 months that you spoke to me" I said
"And you forgot that today was the day that I 1st saw you in the football match" she exclaimed
As the silence broke... she slapped me
Once, twice, thrice and hugged me
So tight she cried and she pulled me
So near that my love finally surrounded me

You ever regained any one back in your life.. your first love that too... after an year that too...
I took her into my arms and I started caressing her. I wiped away her tears and I said, I waited as I promised.. and you came back as I said.
"I love you" I whispered into her ears.
As the moments passed we struggled fighting against emotions.
"Dad said to bring you home" she said
"What?" I exclaimed in amazement
"Someone asked me to marry me an year ago..." she replied
"Will you marry me?" I knelt down in the same position as I said an year ago... and the last day, that we met, spoke and departed...
"Yes" she whispered with those rosy red lips that made me go outta control...
As I stood up and came closer, she closed her eyes. We kissed each other and nothing meant to me more than that...
"I will never let you go away from my life, angel. Never ever again" I said her hugging her tightly.
"And the moment you let me go I die..."
I didnt let her complete the sentence because, she meant the whole world to me...

As we crossed our fingers, I felt as if im dreaming the whole thing.
"Jay, I love you" she said
The smelly turned to smiley...
Worst turned to best
Nd my heart finally started its life again..

"If you love someone, leave them to hell. If they come back to you, be with them because they were your's at the first moment. If they dont come back, they never belong to you"

Here, jaynth would'av asked many questions... but he trusted her. So he agreed everything. And even aishwarya never doubted him. So they never rather fought... rather this TRUST is more important. And BELIEF in their love made them successful in love.

P.s : this is how the story of jaynth and aishwarya ended

Haiku TaTtOo...

Every one of those million needles
That tore and filled the ink in my skin,
I felt happy thinking of you my princess

 

#HaikuForYou 

The blue angel...

Like an angel you drag me into your trance

With the eyes blue like the amazing sky

My soul from the bottom started to dance

In happiness my heart, here fly

Abided places in the valley you take me to

Deep down lnto the oceans you let me dive through

As I see the beneath thats un explored its blue

Serenity hence forth is all what I saw through

Like the waves of of a stormy sea

Your hair curls down till the end

Seeing it I shall forever be

Like a knight to you I shall defend

Forever I shall be in your dreams

Forever I shall be in your dreams

P.s : My first ever sonnet atrempt

I FlY...

Looking down in amazement I see
From up the edge of the cliff I set myself free
I jump like a grasshoper in to the endless sea
With my wings wide open from now I be me

Up in the clouds up so high
Like a shooting star here I fly
With my tail as a rudder
To the left in the ocean so far
And the endless winds that roar

To the future that I see
I fly to the land thats unseen
To find a new identity called me
Peace, love and affection is what I need

In the summer I fly like a blaze
And the rains wet like a drizzle
Snow make me white like a flake
spring gave me hope for the new

There were empires under me as I look down
Filled with the trees so lush green
Soon I enter the land of un known
And here I proclaim im the king of my own

P.S : a small attempt

When she said I too… it was 2am..!

                  When she said I too…..Well I think I experienced the most romantic and lovely “I too” experience on this earth! 

                   

                  I saw her for the first time in our college playground while playing football. She was cheering my team for no reason. After the match I was a bit attracted to her and asked her the name. 

She silently said “I’m Aishwarya”. 

I was awestruck listening to her voice and then I said "am Jaynth".

Then she said me “you defended well”. 

I was totally blank and said “that’s my job” and went away from her. 

                             

               I don’t know what she thought about me but I was totally blank thinking of her.“Love at first sight” I think it was perfect sentence in my case.

                            Nearly a week passed by and then suddenly I saw her again in the college canteen. I was nervous at that time. I went near her and asked her for a cup of tea.

She said “I can’t come with a person whom I don’t know much”.

I said “what if we are friends” 

She smiled and said “I just joked Mr. Defender”

I was like OMG..!! And replied “am Jaynth not defender”

She laughed and said “whatever time is running out I should go in an hour so, make it fast”

                          

                       We went to the canteen and had a conversation along with a sip of tea. the clocked ticked so fast that an hour passed like a minute for me...

she said, “nice to have a conversation with you”.

I ran out of words and said “yeah my pleasure to have you”.

                              

                       I took her bag and accompanied her till the bus stop and headed back to my room. Suddenly I noticed that she forgot her bag with me. I took that bag with me. And I thought of opening that bag several times initially but didn’t open till night. My roommate came to the room and said me “Jaynth people are gossiping about your new girl”

                                    

                          I was shocked to hear that news and said nothing like that and covered that matter. 

Suddenly he asked “whose bag is that?” 

I said the whole thing and asked him to keep it secret.

                                  

                         And I opened her bag finally. I first opened her math notebook! Lol! There was nothing in that except a fairy’s scribbling!! 

Suddenly I found out a scrapbook. I know it’s wrong to read others personal but I was not able to resist myself! And I saw the first page of it…

                         It contained following lines

 “Aishwarya the insane princess born in the merry month of July the 9th 199*”. 

                         I said myself “oh my god this girl is a year elder than you”. But another part reminded me of a Tamil movie “vinnaithandi varruvaiyya” in which the heroine is elder than the hero.

                        

                        I Saw her phone number of her in that and then kept all the books including that scrapbook inside and called her number. She lifted the call and asked “who is that?”

I answered “Jaynth”

She in a very struggling voice asked “Jaynth I lost my bag”

I said “you gave it to me, did you forget?”

She said “really! Omg thank you so, much really I was scared”

I said “am sorry I opened your bag to find some contact of you and took your number”

She said “Are you mad saying sorry! You made my day and Never mind it’s ok if you have my number”

               

                       We continued talking for some 15 minutes and then my balance got over! And finally I came to know that she trust’s me!! I was so happy that I didn’t even sleep that night.

                      Next day she asked me to come to canteen for giving the bag back to her. I went there and she got a beautiful red M.U.F.C cap for me!! I was shocked and out of words. 

                     

                     From then we became good friends and then holidays came in between. I went back to home for vacation of 7days.though I spoke to her just for a day, something made me very far from her. On the 2nd day she said she is leaving off to her cousin’s place.

I asked her “where is it?”

She said “secret”

                  

                 I thought she wanted to stay away from me. But the next night I took my mobile and went on to terrace for talking to my friends. And then suddenly I found her in the balcony of my neighbor’s house!!

                 I was shocked, excited and awestruck seeing her.! And then said myself “Jaynth you are the luckiest brat on the planet”

I called her mobile and she lifted and said “am in your town”

I said her “you are in my neighborhood, right next to my house and am seeing you”

She said “what? Unbelievable and Jaynth I want to see you”

I said her unintentionally “I love you aishwarya”

She said “don’t lie, am not sure about what you are saying”

I said “am sorry it was by accident. Don’t take it”

She said “hmm… ok I know leave it”

                    Then I kept the phone side and kept on seeing her for five more minutes till my mom started yelling from ground floor. I went to my room and said myself “you did it”

                   I got a text from her saying “come to college before one day”

I replied “ok. Am sorry”

                  She texted me for the whole night! And finally said “you’re interesting” I was so happy that I waited for the holidays to get over. And finally on the 6th day I was back to the college hostel. That day I called her up and took my surprise to her and said her sincerely"

aishwarya now am sure I’m in love with you”

She exclaimed “what the hell is wrong with you?”

I started my plan according to my roommate (he really helped me)I started singing “vanilla twilight”.

In between I saw her eyes started getting wet with tears. She said “I need rest for today Jaynth I will say I too tomorrow”

(may be unintentionally but I think she said intentionally)

I said “ok” in a Godzilla voice!!

She was shocked and took that gift and said “bye”.

I said myself “tomorrow is gonna be the biggest day in your life be ready jerk”

then I texted her later that night. She said “tomorrow, sleep early good night”

I replied “ok”

          

                  It was nearly 2am in the morning and I was playing counterstrike on my laptop with some friends. Suddenly she called me. I was shocked. Everyone started yelling at me “all the best”

I said "we are just friends". 

                 Everyone asked me to switch on the speaker and talk in front of them.I lifted the call and said 

“hi, what happened”

She said "propose me now"

“everyone started seeing me like an alien”

I said “I’m struck I can’t do it now”

She said “what? Ok then bye”

I took all my gut together and said “I love you”

                Everyone is getting ready to here the verdict, and then suddenly she asked me to sing that song again. I started to sing that song slowly and finally completed singing it and said “I love you” again.

                All started whispering in each other’s ears.Then in a very low voice

she said “am afraid to say I too to your proposal”

I said “why?”

She said “I too…”

               Everyone yelled for a minute and asked me for a treat. She was still on phone and started asking me who are they.

I said her “I already said that I will talk to you later because all these people are here”

She said “that’s ok good night..”

              This is how the story of Jaynth and aishwarya started. Hope it went on well till the end...

P.S :- Just an attempt