Haiku TaTtOo...

Every one of those million needles
That tore and filled the ink in my skin,
I felt happy thinking of you my princess

 

#HaikuForYou 

The blue angel...

Like an angel you drag me into your trance

With the eyes blue like the amazing sky

My soul from the bottom started to dance

In happiness my heart, here fly

Abided places in the valley you take me to

Deep down lnto the oceans you let me dive through

As I see the beneath thats un explored its blue

Serenity hence forth is all what I saw through

Like the waves of of a stormy sea

Your hair curls down till the end

Seeing it I shall forever be

Like a knight to you I shall defend

Forever I shall be in your dreams

Forever I shall be in your dreams

P.s : My first ever sonnet atrempt

I FlY...

Looking down in amazement I see
From up the edge of the cliff I set myself free
I jump like a grasshoper in to the endless sea
With my wings wide open from now I be me

Up in the clouds up so high
Like a shooting star here I fly
With my tail as a rudder
To the left in the ocean so far
And the endless winds that roar

To the future that I see
I fly to the land thats unseen
To find a new identity called me
Peace, love and affection is what I need

In the summer I fly like a blaze
And the rains wet like a drizzle
Snow make me white like a flake
spring gave me hope for the new

There were empires under me as I look down
Filled with the trees so lush green
Soon I enter the land of un known
And here I proclaim im the king of my own

P.S : a small attempt

When she said I too… it was 2am..!

                  When she said I too…..Well I think I experienced the most romantic and lovely “I too” experience on this earth! 

                   

                  I saw her for the first time in our college playground while playing football. She was cheering my team for no reason. After the match I was a bit attracted to her and asked her the name. 

She silently said “I’m Aishwarya”. 

I was awestruck listening to her voice and then I said "am Jaynth".

Then she said me “you defended well”. 

I was totally blank and said “that’s my job” and went away from her. 

                             

               I don’t know what she thought about me but I was totally blank thinking of her.“Love at first sight” I think it was perfect sentence in my case.

                            Nearly a week passed by and then suddenly I saw her again in the college canteen. I was nervous at that time. I went near her and asked her for a cup of tea.

She said “I can’t come with a person whom I don’t know much”.

I said “what if we are friends” 

She smiled and said “I just joked Mr. Defender”

I was like OMG..!! And replied “am Jaynth not defender”

She laughed and said “whatever time is running out I should go in an hour so, make it fast”

                          

                       We went to the canteen and had a conversation along with a sip of tea. the clocked ticked so fast that an hour passed like a minute for me...

she said, “nice to have a conversation with you”.

I ran out of words and said “yeah my pleasure to have you”.

                              

                       I took her bag and accompanied her till the bus stop and headed back to my room. Suddenly I noticed that she forgot her bag with me. I took that bag with me. And I thought of opening that bag several times initially but didn’t open till night. My roommate came to the room and said me “Jaynth people are gossiping about your new girl”

                                    

                          I was shocked to hear that news and said nothing like that and covered that matter. 

Suddenly he asked “whose bag is that?” 

I said the whole thing and asked him to keep it secret.

                                  

                         And I opened her bag finally. I first opened her math notebook! Lol! There was nothing in that except a fairy’s scribbling!! 

Suddenly I found out a scrapbook. I know it’s wrong to read others personal but I was not able to resist myself! And I saw the first page of it…

                         It contained following lines

 “Aishwarya the insane princess born in the merry month of July the 9th 199*”. 

                         I said myself “oh my god this girl is a year elder than you”. But another part reminded me of a Tamil movie “vinnaithandi varruvaiyya” in which the heroine is elder than the hero.

                        

                        I Saw her phone number of her in that and then kept all the books including that scrapbook inside and called her number. She lifted the call and asked “who is that?”

I answered “Jaynth”

She in a very struggling voice asked “Jaynth I lost my bag”

I said “you gave it to me, did you forget?”

She said “really! Omg thank you so, much really I was scared”

I said “am sorry I opened your bag to find some contact of you and took your number”

She said “Are you mad saying sorry! You made my day and Never mind it’s ok if you have my number”

               

                       We continued talking for some 15 minutes and then my balance got over! And finally I came to know that she trust’s me!! I was so happy that I didn’t even sleep that night.

                      Next day she asked me to come to canteen for giving the bag back to her. I went there and she got a beautiful red M.U.F.C cap for me!! I was shocked and out of words. 

                     

                     From then we became good friends and then holidays came in between. I went back to home for vacation of 7days.though I spoke to her just for a day, something made me very far from her. On the 2nd day she said she is leaving off to her cousin’s place.

I asked her “where is it?”

She said “secret”

                  

                 I thought she wanted to stay away from me. But the next night I took my mobile and went on to terrace for talking to my friends. And then suddenly I found her in the balcony of my neighbor’s house!!

                 I was shocked, excited and awestruck seeing her.! And then said myself “Jaynth you are the luckiest brat on the planet”

I called her mobile and she lifted and said “am in your town”

I said her “you are in my neighborhood, right next to my house and am seeing you”

She said “what? Unbelievable and Jaynth I want to see you”

I said her unintentionally “I love you aishwarya”

She said “don’t lie, am not sure about what you are saying”

I said “am sorry it was by accident. Don’t take it”

She said “hmm… ok I know leave it”

                    Then I kept the phone side and kept on seeing her for five more minutes till my mom started yelling from ground floor. I went to my room and said myself “you did it”

                   I got a text from her saying “come to college before one day”

I replied “ok. Am sorry”

                  She texted me for the whole night! And finally said “you’re interesting” I was so happy that I waited for the holidays to get over. And finally on the 6th day I was back to the college hostel. That day I called her up and took my surprise to her and said her sincerely"

aishwarya now am sure I’m in love with you”

She exclaimed “what the hell is wrong with you?”

I started my plan according to my roommate (he really helped me)I started singing “vanilla twilight”.

In between I saw her eyes started getting wet with tears. She said “I need rest for today Jaynth I will say I too tomorrow”

(may be unintentionally but I think she said intentionally)

I said “ok” in a Godzilla voice!!

She was shocked and took that gift and said “bye”.

I said myself “tomorrow is gonna be the biggest day in your life be ready jerk”

then I texted her later that night. She said “tomorrow, sleep early good night”

I replied “ok”

          

                  It was nearly 2am in the morning and I was playing counterstrike on my laptop with some friends. Suddenly she called me. I was shocked. Everyone started yelling at me “all the best”

I said "we are just friends". 

                 Everyone asked me to switch on the speaker and talk in front of them.I lifted the call and said 

“hi, what happened”

She said "propose me now"

“everyone started seeing me like an alien”

I said “I’m struck I can’t do it now”

She said “what? Ok then bye”

I took all my gut together and said “I love you”

                Everyone is getting ready to here the verdict, and then suddenly she asked me to sing that song again. I started to sing that song slowly and finally completed singing it and said “I love you” again.

                All started whispering in each other’s ears.Then in a very low voice

she said “am afraid to say I too to your proposal”

I said “why?”

She said “I too…”

               Everyone yelled for a minute and asked me for a treat. She was still on phone and started asking me who are they.

I said her “I already said that I will talk to you later because all these people are here”

She said “that’s ok good night..”

              This is how the story of Jaynth and aishwarya started. Hope it went on well till the end...

P.S :- Just an attempt

The RomAnCe...

26th dec, 2012..

         Every single moment was heart pounding, embarrasing, dreamy, what not to say it was everything. I mean it was something called LIFE.
The moment I saw myself with her in the mirror, it was a dream come true.
The moment I entered my home with our right legs 1st, it was incredible feeling
The moment I entered now so called "our" room, it was a life time for me
The moment which we were together, there was nothing but love in the air
  The moment of 'us', finally happened... and it lasts forever and ever.

        Her presence filled up the entire home which was empty. Rejoiced with her presence, my became our's... I became us... and everything became silent...
       The girl of my dreams, the love of my heart, the princess of my world and the soul of our's is finally in my arms. Hugged her tightly she dropped tears on my arms which made me hold her more firm. And the smile she smiled in the happiness can not be bought even with the entire universe sold.
      Her fragnace spread the whole of OUR room. She stood infront of the mirror in curiosity.
I asked, "what happened baby?"
She replied "I feel myself incomplete" looking into it with a sad face.
I went beside her saw her in the mirror..
She said "yea, jay im complete now. This is what I look like"

What else in the world can make a guy more happy than that?

I hugged her from back and whispered into her ears "I love you" and that hug made the whole air in the room Romantic... Sensuous... Love... every inch of our bodies were born again. Every cell of us rejuvenated and every atom that was there in our presence felt jealous.

Turned towards me she made me lost in myself. The air was filled with romance. And the moment my lips touched her's... felt like enchanted with love. The clock started ticking slow, the room which was set at arcitic temperature seemed to be 40celcius as we hugged tightly. Holding her soft cheeks in my hands, I felt like holding a just born infant with such an innocent smile.

Hearts pounded, veins over flew, adrenaline rushed, and that limerent bond between us opened up. As we started to feel each other, our bodies were numb. As I kissed her curves, she started to hold me tight. And her every single touch made me feel alive. Like a whisky on the rocks the fluids in our bodies started to pump involutarly. As we cuddled on the bed, with our fingers exactly interlocked perfectly without any space, our souls rejoiced in happiness. Every moment ended up perfectly. The silence seized every thing around us.

As she moved her body closer to mine, it felt like a soft rose with blossomed petals. With her fragrance, she made me feel as if it was a mid summer night's dream. As me moved passionatley, the love filled the whole atmosphere. Curatins started to swing and with her silky body lying on mine, oh love! What to say... you're unexpressible..

Love is something not only a feeling, it comprises of bonding, physically, mentally and whole heartedly. And romance is such a part of love where exactly you can show the love, the emotions, the passion and the feeling you have towards her. Most importantly, love is to be shown, ts to be felt and it should be experienced. Its not something to think or its not something to hide.

P.s : My first attempt

Fate of a faltu #1 (part 2)

He then realised, his bike keys were in his hand when he dropped his phone.

Have you ever experienced something called "atyachaar?" Yea... life does it to us every day...

        Finding an auto harsha came back to his room and took the spare key and came back to take his bike. As he kicked that heavy bullet 350 with his heavy calf muscles, it refused to start. Bending near to the fuel tank he finds out that someone emptied the tank

         With his heavy built body.. harsha pushes the bike to the gas station and gets the tank filled. Went back to the room our hunk feels so bad about himself and decides to have a beer. Checked the wallet wh finds out that he forgot to take the change at the gas station and now was left with just some money.
       He waited for his friend to come. Bit later he found that he has gone home. So he came back and started to read the book that owner uncle's daughter gave.. as he turned pages, harsha found a hundred note in the book.. finally he was happy and started to the bar. He got high with beer. And half way back, he was stuck in the alcohol test.
    
        Police seized the bike and he has to walk half distance back. When he finally reached his room back he fell on the bed and woke up the next afternoon. He called his dad to send some money and his dad in humour said "its not hero, but producer who is loosing". Wih the money he got, harsha went straight to the police and got his bike back. But the happiness of getting the bike....

P.s :- it is the continution of the part1 of the 3 part series

Hasta la victoria siempre...

Started oozing the love of mine
I lay here with nothing but pain
As I keep on remembering all my life
There were nothing but tears and grief

Some more minutes and I know am gonna leave this world
Fly like an angel to the heavens which cant be sold
Pushing myself free from this planet of uncertainity
Let my death make you confirm that I love you till that infinity

You made my heart rupture with a thorn
And I made my soul free so that I can again be born
Not like a looser the next time I will be
But like a knight with a sharp sword il let you free

Blood you see in this and love I see
Desperate you say and for respect I say
Not all the dreams come true what so ever
But till victory I live forever

Now me, may be you tomorrow
But let there be one for you that can be in sorrow
Seizing this moment here I close my eyes
Think again before you open my dairy once

Oh my dear, here im invisible
Always by your side seeing you I cremble
Played and lost the game of love thats inevitable
Accepted the loss im undenaiable

P.s :- This post is dedicated to all the people who couldnt get their love and suicided... R.I.P your souls

Yea.. Am M.A.D..

After years and years... i played like a kid, i smiled like a kid, i felt like a kid

now you may think.. "Is he mad?"

Yea... am mad... M part of MAD "Make A Difference"

To be true i really went to recruitment drive keeping three things on mind

1. Socialise
2. Help
3. Learn

And this is a perfect platform for you if you want to socialize with youth around you and help the poor kids around while you learn something out of it.
It's perfect.

As i blogged previously about many things in our society like politics, drugs, people, etc., now i decided to change my country till the maximum extent i can. and now i got a platform. which lets me do it like MAD...

As a student mad really can make a difference in your student life. i can say that not just studies guys.. just open your eyes and go into streets.. not opening your wallets and going into some pubs..!!
Be a bit useful to society just one thing. and you can see how happy you can really be.. M saying am happy with MAD

P.S :- I really mean it :)