Sonnet to my jannet

Rushed my blood in the veins like a storm
In this cold winter night, looking into your eyes
As I hold you with my hands, take u in my arm
love filled the air, and silence broke the ice
Like the pearl in the shell, I protect you and I will
Seize you in my love forever, as long as it exist
Like the rainbow for the sky, in your life I fill
Colors of joy, happiness and for every thing you do to me I resist
Beyond the skies, in to the oceans I dive
For you to show that I love you till I die
Hold my hands, il make your deeams come alive
Not a word, not a promise, but just a sigh
Like a princess of athens, and the godess of heavens
You live in my heart and my soul, which are immortal
For you I shall live, for thee you are my greatest of possessions
in this silence and solace, here I commit as my heart babel

P.S : Do comment critics...

Who am I?!

As I changed hands, you were destined to be born
As you passed away, I made your doom
Days you worked hard for me, I lived near your heart
Days you slept lazy, from your life I went apart
Made you cry when i'm lost
And smile when i'm found in the frost
In my dreams you spent a lot
Without me you cant even depart
For your love, love me too than it does to you
Your dad earns you that it belongs to you
A day without me can make you frown
And the day with me can take you to throne

P.S :- who am I.... any guess...
          Yea, money.

Nothing is there wihout money...
People say "smile costs nothing" its not true...
You were here on this planet because your parents paid money to the doctor. :)

Trust, belief and love made them one...

"Hey, is it you?", called a voice as I answered it with that dizzy voice. I was awestruck, and in a moment all the tonnes of sleep that was pounded on my eyelids has vanished and I asked "who is that?"
"Jay?" Answered the voice
"Yea miss, who are you?" I answered
*beep beep beep* as the phone got disconnected, in excitement I called it back. And she lifted the call.
"What happened? Who are you?" I went to the point directly without the initial starting
"You forgot my voice jay?!" Replied her with a low voice
"Sweetheart, is that you? Where are you?" I said, as it was my love who called me up after an year.
"Jay, 6pm at the same old under bridge I cant speak any more for now. Bye" as I saw heard struggling voice, tears rolled down my eyes

As the dawn turned dusk, I started to the under bridge which reminded me of the moments that we spent together

"Scars remind that the past is real"

A moment later, my senses worked and I realised that I was in tears remembering them. And finally it was 6pm.
And from a distance, her fragrance filled the air... I can see her at a distance, walking towards me. As she approached me I stood numb breathless and silence filled the air. The abandoned under bridge was now again with two souls meeting after an year...

Silence... nothing but silence filled the air, as she stood infront of me.. tears rolled down her beautiful eyes.. I went near her, and wiped her tears. But they kept on rolling down... till now.. not even a single word we spoke.Other than the phone conversation the day morning...

"Am sorry" said our voices... breaking the silence at a time.
As we exchanged our glances we lost ourselves in it.
"Its been an year and 3 months that you spoke to me" I said
"And you forgot that today was the day that I 1st saw you in the football match" she exclaimed
As the silence broke... she slapped me
Once, twice, thrice and hugged me
So tight she cried and she pulled me
So near that my love finally surrounded me

You ever regained any one back in your life.. your first love that too... after an year that too...
I took her into my arms and I started caressing her. I wiped away her tears and I said, I waited as I promised.. and you came back as I said.
"I love you" I whispered into her ears.
As the moments passed we struggled fighting against emotions.
"Dad said to bring you home" she said
"What?" I exclaimed in amazement
"Someone asked me to marry me an year ago..." she replied
"Will you marry me?" I knelt down in the same position as I said an year ago... and the last day, that we met, spoke and departed...
"Yes" she whispered with those rosy red lips that made me go outta control...
As I stood up and came closer, she closed her eyes. We kissed each other and nothing meant to me more than that...
"I will never let you go away from my life, angel. Never ever again" I said her hugging her tightly.
"And the moment you let me go I die..."
I didnt let her complete the sentence because, she meant the whole world to me...

As we crossed our fingers, I felt as if im dreaming the whole thing.
"Jay, I love you" she said
The smelly turned to smiley...
Worst turned to best
Nd my heart finally started its life again..

"If you love someone, leave them to hell. If they come back to you, be with them because they were your's at the first moment. If they dont come back, they never belong to you"

Here, jaynth would'av asked many questions... but he trusted her. So he agreed everything. And even aishwarya never doubted him. So they never rather fought... rather this TRUST is more important. And BELIEF in their love made them successful in love.

P.s : this is how the story of jaynth and aishwarya ended

Haiku TaTtOo...

Every one of those million needles
That tore and filled the ink in my skin,
I felt happy thinking of you my princess


#HaikuForYou 

The blue angel...

Like an angel you drag me into your trance

With the eyes blue like the amazing sky

My soul from the bottom started to dance

In happiness my heart, here fly

Abided places in the valley you take me to

Deep down lnto the oceans you let me dive through

As I see the beneath thats un explored its blue

Serenity hence forth is all what I saw through

Like the waves of of a stormy sea

Your hair curls down till the end

Seeing it I shall forever be

Like a knight to you I shall defend

Forever I shall be in your dreams

Forever I shall be in your dreams

P.s : My first ever sonnet atrempt

I FlY...

Looking down in amazement I see
From up the edge of the cliff I set myself free
I jump like a grasshoper in to the endless sea
With my wings wide open from now I be me

Up in the clouds up so high
Like a shooting star here I fly
With my tail as a rudder
To the left in the ocean so far
And the endless winds that roar

To the future that I see
I fly to the land thats unseen
To find a new identity called me
Peace, love and affection is what I need



In the summer I fly like a blaze
And the rains wet like a drizzle
Snow make me white like a flake
spring gave me hope for the new

There were empires under me as I look down
Filled with the trees so lush green
Soon I enter the land of un known
And here I proclaim im the king of my own


P.S : a small attempt

When she said I too… it was 2am..!


                  When she said I too…..Well I think I experienced the most romantic and lovely “I too” experience on this earth! 
                   

                  I saw her for the first time in our college playground while playing football. She was cheering my team for no reason. After the match I was a bit attracted to her and asked her the name. 

She silently said “I’m Aishwarya”. 
I was awestruck listening to her voice and then I said "am Jaynth".
Then she said me “you defended well”. 
I was totally blank and said “that’s my job” and went away from her. 
                             

               I don’t know what she thought about me but I was totally blank thinking of her.“Love at first sight” I think it was perfect sentence in my case.
                            Nearly a week passed by and then suddenly I saw her again in the college canteen. I was nervous at that time. I went near her and asked her for a cup of tea.
She said “I can’t come with a person whom I don’t know much”.
I said “what if we are friends” 
She smiled and said “I just joked Mr. Defender
I was like OMG..!! And replied “am Jaynth not defender
She laughed and said “whatever time is running out I should go in an hour so, make it fast
                          
                       We went to the canteen and had a conversation along with a sip of tea. the clocked ticked so fast that an hour passed like a minute for me...
she said, “nice to have a conversation with you”.
I ran out of words and said “yeah my pleasure to have you”.
                              
                       I took her bag and accompanied her till the bus stop and headed back to my room. Suddenly I noticed that she forgot her bag with me. I took that bag with me. And I thought of opening that bag several times initially but didn’t open till night. My roommate came to the room and said me “Jaynth people are gossiping about your new girl
                                    
                          I was shocked to hear that news and said nothing like that and covered that matter. 
Suddenly he asked “whose bag is that?” 
I said the whole thing and asked him to keep it secret.
                                  
                         And I opened her bag finally. I first opened her math notebook! Lol! There was nothing in that except a fairy’s scribbling!! 

Suddenly I found out a scrapbook. I know it’s wrong to read others personal but I was not able to resist myself! And I saw the first page of it…
                         It contained following lines
 “Aishwarya the insane princess born in the merry month of July the 9th 199*”. 

                         I said myself “oh my god this girl is a year elder than you”. But another part reminded me of a Tamil movie “vinnaithandi varruvaiyya” in which the heroine is elder than the hero.
                        
                        I Saw her phone number of her in that and then kept all the books including that scrapbook inside and called her number. She lifted the call and asked “who is that?”

I answered “Jaynth
She in a very struggling voice asked “Jaynth I lost my bag
I said “you gave it to me, did you forget?
She said “really! Omg thank you so, much really I was scared
I said “am sorry I opened your bag to find some contact of you and took your number
She said “Are you mad saying sorry! You made my day and Never mind it’s ok if you have my number
               
                       We continued talking for some 15 minutes and then my balance got over! And finally I came to know that she trust’s me!! I was so happy that I didn’t even sleep that night.

                      Next day she asked me to come to canteen for giving the bag back to her. I went there and she got a beautiful red M.U.F.C cap for me!! I was shocked and out of words. 
                     
                     From then we became good friends and then holidays came in between. I went back to home for vacation of 7days.though I spoke to her just for a day, something made me very far from her. On the 2nd day she said she is leaving off to her cousin’s place.

I asked her “where is it?”
She said “secret”
                  
                 I thought she wanted to stay away from me. But the next night I took my mobile and went on to terrace for talking to my friends. And then suddenly I found her in the balcony of my neighbor’s house!!

                 I was shocked, excited and awestruck seeing her.! And then said myself “Jaynth you are the luckiest brat on the planet

I called her mobile and she lifted and said “am in your town
I said her “you are in my neighborhood, right next to my house and am seeing you
She said “what? Unbelievable and Jaynth I want to see you
I said her unintentionally “I love you aishwarya
She said “don’t lie, am not sure about what you are saying
I said “am sorry it was by accident. Don’t take it”
She said “hmm… ok I know leave it

                    Then I kept the phone side and kept on seeing her for five more minutes till my mom started yelling from ground floor. I went to my room and said myself “you did it
                   I got a text from her saying “come to college before one day
I replied “ok. Am sorry
                  She texted me for the whole night! And finally said “you’re interesting” I was so happy that I waited for the holidays to get over. And finally on the 6th day I was back to the college hostel. That day I called her up and took my surprise to her and said her sincerely"

aishwarya now am sure I’m in love with you
She exclaimed “what the hell is wrong with you?
I started my plan according to my roommate (he really helped me)I started singing “vanilla twilight”.
In between I saw her eyes started getting wet with tears. She said “I need rest for today Jaynth I will say I too tomorrow
(may be unintentionally but I think she said intentionally)
I said “ok” in a Godzilla voice!!
She was shocked and took that gift and said “bye”.
I said myself “tomorrow is gonna be the biggest day in your life be ready jerk
then I texted her later that night. She said “tomorrow, sleep early good night
I replied “ok
          

                  It was nearly 2am in the morning and I was playing counterstrike on my laptop with some friends. Suddenly she called me. I was shocked. Everyone started yelling at me “all the best

I said "we are just friends". 

                 Everyone asked me to switch on the speaker and talk in front of them.I lifted the call and said 
hi, what happened
She said "propose me now"
everyone started seeing me like an alien
I said “I’m struck I can’t do it now
She said “what? Ok then bye
I took all my gut together and said “I love you

                Everyone is getting ready to here the verdict, and then suddenly she asked me to sing that song again. I started to sing that song slowly and finally completed singing it and said “I love you” again.

                All started whispering in each other’s ears.Then in a very low voice
she said “am afraid to say I too to your proposal
I said “why?
She said “I too…

               Everyone yelled for a minute and asked me for a treat. She was still on phone and started asking me who are they.

I said her “I already said that I will talk to you later because all these people are here
She said “that’s ok good night..

              This is how the story of Jaynth and aishwarya started. Hope it went on well till the end...

P.S :- Just an attempt

The RomAnCe...

26th dec, 2012..

         Every single moment was heart pounding, embarrasing, dreamy, what not to say it was everything. I mean it was something called LIFE.
The moment I saw myself with her in the mirror, it was a dream come true.
The moment I entered my home with our right legs 1st, it was incredible feeling
The moment I entered now so called "our" room, it was a life time for me
The moment which we were together, there was nothing but love in the air
  The moment of 'us', finally happened... and it lasts forever and ever.

        Her presence filled up the entire home which was empty. Rejoiced with her presence, my became our's... I became us... and everything became silent...
       The girl of my dreams, the love of my heart, the princess of my world and the soul of our's is finally in my arms. Hugged her tightly she dropped tears on my arms which made me hold her more firm. And the smile she smiled in the happiness can not be bought even with the entire universe sold.
      Her fragnace spread the whole of OUR room. She stood infront of the mirror in curiosity.
I asked, "what happened baby?"
She replied "I feel myself incomplete" looking into it with a sad face.
I went beside her saw her in the mirror..
She said "yea, jay im complete now. This is what I look like"

What else in the world can make a guy more happy than that?

I hugged her from back and whispered into her ears "I love you" and that hug made the whole air in the room Romantic... Sensuous... Love... every inch of our bodies were born again. Every cell of us rejuvenated and every atom that was there in our presence felt jealous.

Turned towards me she made me lost in myself. The air was filled with romance. And the moment my lips touched her's... felt like enchanted with love. The clock started ticking slow, the room which was set at arcitic temperature seemed to be 40celcius as we hugged tightly. Holding her soft cheeks in my hands, I felt like holding a just born infant with such an innocent smile.

Hearts pounded, veins over flew, adrenaline rushed, and that limerent bond between us opened up. As we started to feel each other, our bodies were numb. As I kissed her curves, she started to hold me tight. And her every single touch made me feel alive. Like a whisky on the rocks the fluids in our bodies started to pump involutarly. As we cuddled on the bed, with our fingers exactly interlocked perfectly without any space, our souls rejoiced in happiness. Every moment ended up perfectly. The silence seized every thing around us.

As she moved her body closer to mine, it felt like a soft rose with blossomed petals. With her fragrance, she made me feel as if it was a mid summer night's dream. As me moved passionatley, the love filled the whole atmosphere. Curatins started to swing and with her silky body lying on mine, oh love! What to say... you're unexpressible..

Love is something not only a feeling, it comprises of bonding, physically, mentally and whole heartedly. And romance is such a part of love where exactly you can show the love, the emotions, the passion and the feeling you have towards her. Most importantly, love is to be shown, ts to be felt and it should be experienced. Its not something to think or its not something to hide.

P.s : My first attempt

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