22 days... edge of beark up... and whispers of love made us live together.... It's "US"

well.....

Yesterday i.e., 28th nov, 2011 was the 22nd day of my relationship... and it's the most wonderful night I've ever experienced as a teen with his girl friend on phone...

The reality went like this...

day before yesterday we had a really long night together texting on phone and slept at 4am i guess...
We were normal till the afternoon... she texted "am having luch now break.. did you have?"
I said "Am shopping with cousin and had some chicken"
I got no reply...

In the evening something suddenly went on my mind and all of a while she suddenly said "catcha after a while"

I was literally to say PISSED OFF...!!

Then after an hour she texted me back saying "sorry :( mom was on phone :("
I was so mad(went nuts) that i texted her "call or catch me after every thing gets over. may be we can talk tomorrow or day after, good night"

She texted me back saying "what can i do if dad was on phone with mom?"
I said her "ok listen am not pissed off... am sick, am damn busy. i'll catcha tomorrow. good night. love you(i didn't feel anything while i wrote the above love you. am sorry)"

After 10 minutes i got a text... "you didn't feel what?"

In the mean time i scolded myself for short temper.. wept a while and to forget i made a cut on my palm... it started bleeding...

I replied her "wait a min. hand is bleeding. feeling vertigo"

I really felt loosing her at that instant... i loved her so much and am so stupid to get such angry for such small issue....

Then i called her... she was like crying... i said "am realy sorry for what had happened... and for the 1st time on phone with lottza guts i whispered I LOVE YOU... she said "Po da"(which meant get lost) i again said her sorry and then she said ok.. we'll text... let's not talk now

She texted me back "listen it's just 22nd day of our relationship and you were angry on me? we still have 3000days to get together.. are you sure you can make up with me? im sure i can give up anything...be frank. can you?"

we got together really well... and finally it's 12am.. everyone is sleeping in our both the places...
she sleeps with her mom and i sleep alone in my room... so i got some privacy to whisper something.. rather than talking....

She texted me "hey i'll call you and i wont speak... please sing a song for me"
I said i can just whisper...she was like "ok.. whisper i love you... i will call"

Frankly i thought Jeez... what the hell is wrong with us...!! we are alright now...

She called me... i said "i love you"
... then she whispered slowly "say some thing.."
i said "i love you" again...
then she asked me to kiss her through the phone...
i said ok and kissed my phone...
she laughed and said "po da" again...!!
Then she said "love you too..." in such a sweet voice that tears rolled out of my eyes
i said "fuck you" to my self in a low voice and disconnected the call...
and then we texted for some time

She said me that " your voice is ...y"(guess you people know that word :p :p :p)
I said "thank you and your 'love you too...' made my day :p"


We again called and dared whispering on phone...!! we don't know what we spoke... because we spoke something that only love knows...


I love you kutty... i'll never leave you and make you cry...! muahh muuahhh.....!


P.S :- this is just a beginning... I'll let you know what ever happens in my relationship my blog...!! because after my girl friend i love you so much...! :p

My love....

Who are you?

How will you be?

Every night in my dream you make me see

You’re beautiful eyes and that honey dew lips

But never show your beautiful face intact and free

I know you’ll some day

But when and how? Is it going to be my last day?

Want you here right now before me

Your beautiful hair with curls like whirls

With those eyes bright like the blue skies

Holding my hands tight and soft

And you’re voice like a morning breeze

So cool touching my heart

I feel like melting butter

It’s very sad when I think of you

Because I’m missing every moment without you

My bed is lost in sleep and I’m feeling insomniac

Seeing the seasons pass by from past 3years

Am still waiting for you

Searching in every possible way

On the planet and in eternal dreams that I dream

Even in the silence just to here your voice

I stand still here now and forever…

nature91:- Mosquito alive and dead... now R.I.P ....(day#51 &52 of 91)

Alive and dead..... R.I.P mosiquito....
Mosquitoes are also from the family of animalia and of the order dipthera..
Pic 1 :-
Camera :- Canon EOS10d with 50mm lens
 F-Stop :- f/1.8
Exposure time :- 1/60sec.
ISO Speed :- ISO 800
Focal length :- 7mm
Max aperture :- 3.81
Color representation :- sRGB
Resolution :- 180dpi(horizontal) / 180dpi(vertical)
Depth :- 24bit

P.S :- Post posted under Nature 91

Pic 2 :-
Camera :- Canon EOS10d with 50mm lens
 F-Stop :- f/1.8
Exposure time :- 1/60sec.
ISO Speed :- ISO 800
Focal length :- 7mm
Max aperture :- 3.81
Color representation :- sRGB
Resolution :- 180dpi(horizontal) / 180dpi(vertical)
Depth :- 24bit

P.S :- Post posted under Nature 91

Cross or key chain....?! o.O

Just  a Key chain...
It doesn't mean am too religious... Am an atheist...

Parameters :-
Camera :- Canon EOS10d with 50mm lens
 F-Stop :- f/1.8
Exposure time :- 1/60sec.
ISO Speed :- ISO 200
Focal length :- 7.12mm
Max aperture :- 3.20
Color representation :- sRGB
Resolution :- 180dpi(horizontal) / 180dpi(vertical)
Depth :- 24bit

nature91 :- Spider....(day#50 of 91)

These spiders are divided inyo twotypws the jumping spiders and web spiders...
The jumping spiders are the one which makes a single string and then hang on that and jump whenever needed..
The web spiders are the one which makes web for both prey and protection...
These spiders also belong to the kingdom of Animalia and phylum of arthropoda
Actually there are 109 families and 40,000 species of the spiders still existing....


Parameters :-
Camera :- Canon EOS10d with 50mm lens
 F-Stop :- f/1.8
Exposure time :- 1/60sec.
ISO Speed :- ISO 200
Focal length :- 7mm
Max aperture :- 3.15
Color representation :- sRGB
Resolution :- 180dpi(horizontal) / 180dpi(vertical)
Depth :- 24bit

P.S :- Post posted under Nature 91

nature91 :- Rice a.k.a Chaaval.....(day#49 of 91)

Indian rice( Oryza sativa Indica )
It is staple food to nearly half of the India...
Even though in a country with 1.1billion population i really am very sad to say that not even half of the population in our country is starving for the food...
But am proud to say that my country India's backbone is nothing but farming....

P.S :-  For the people who did'nt eat rice anytime eat Rice with Dried lentils curry along with some ghee...!! umm... you'll forget the world for a minute..!!

Parameters :-
Camera :- Canon E1000d
F-Stop :- f/2
Exposure time :- 1/7.3sec.
ISO Speed :- ISO 1200
Focal length :- 7mm
Max aperture :- 3.75
Representation :- sRGB
Resolution :- 180dpi(horizontal) / 180dpi(vertical)


P.S :- Post posted under Nature91

nature91 :- Dragonfly...!!!(day#48 of 91)

Dragonfly..!!
Dragonfly is an arthropod of class insecta... there are 11families
 Actually this is an insect belonging to the Order Odonata.. it is charecterized by large and multifaceted eyes...
Parameters :- 
Camera :- Canon E1000d
F-Stop :- f/3
Exposure time :- 1/7sec.
ISO Speed :- ISO 1800
Focal length :- 9mm
Max aperture :- 3.75
Representation :- sRGB
Resolution :- 180dpi(horizontal) / 180dpi(vertical)


P.S :- Post posted under Nature91

5 days and 60,000/- rupees .....!!!

Hi guys...!
How are you all?

Am bit busy with my life...

Yes, After a long time i'm enjoying my life...
Also now i'm going to write an incident in my life that happened 20days ago...

My college ANUCAP got chance for hosting Zonal-NASA(National Association of Students of Architecture)
For that convention i was really exicted and really proud to be a student of a host college

But that convention made me more sad than happy.. guess why?
It's just due to my mistake... I know people have SHORT TEMPER, MEMORY  LOSS and LAZINESS
But these three things taught me a lesson in my life that i can never forget

I can't say in words when i 1st reacted when my brother used my laptop when i said him not to... he didn't listen... The short temper thing suddenly made me mad... i jst closed my laptop with dirty speed.. "F***... the screen got cracked... My 1st laptop, my 1st crush to gadgets... and now insane" were the words that were in my mind at that time... totally 5000/-

In 10mins while taking my camera out in that angry mood it dropped....! tears drpopped from my eyes... i cried... i literally cried...!! " Jesus WTF! is going on with me" My canon EOS1000d with 18-55 lens 22,000/-

Next i got camera from my well wisher and took it to the convention...! along with that i took all the essentials of mine... like iPod, Sprints, etc., etc.,

The convention finished my girl friend said break up...! i said OK..!
i forgot my Bag containing all essentials in the college...

Afet 3 days when i took my bag i realised that  lost my iPod... " third time in the month, I'm again in tears"20,000/-
Removed all the clothes and found that another bag of me is missing... " The bag that contains my Sprints... jesus christ i hate my life" 5000/-
Slowly i found that i forgot my DSLR carrier and it's charger in Auto rickshaw...!! "FML!!"5000/-

Now lately i understood that i lost stuff worth 60,000/- in just 5 fucking days..!!

i'm really in dire need of concentration and some other medical shit...!!

Hating my life.....                                                                                                   -Jaynth busi