MADHU MATHI………………(A suspense till the moment)






                     Listening to this name I still feel very sad.  I met this girl on Facebook. In the first meet itself I found that girl too interesting. And I said that girl the same thing that I’m interested in you.
   
                     I still don’t know why mark zukerberg started Facebook. Its too weird for you all but I took that girl very seriously. And on the first chat itself I said her that “madhu don’t mind me saying that I have a fb crush on you”
She replied me “haha….. thanx but keep it on fb only”
From that day onwards I literally  tried to talk to her everyday on fb. For no reason I used to wish her thrice a day trying to impress her. She was by my side for many days. In between suddenly entered another guy Ch****.
            

                      One day it was nearly 10pm in the night and as usually I’m on fb commenting with friends in our secret group. Suddenly ch**** asked me “do you like madhu” to change the topic I said “what else”. The topic became worse so,much worse that I cant control my tears… I was into tears when he said “I love madhu and even she likes me”.. I didn’t get any word to talk to him… I cried the whole night. I mailed her at 3am in the morning that

“madhu understand me please. I don’t think what chetan said is true. I believe in you. And guess why would I mail you at this time in the night for no reason. I need to talk to you I LOVE YOU. I cant live without you. And I think you can understand me. I wont sleep eat till you reply
If you really love ch**** then I’m out. If any problem I’ll help you guys. Trust me +919963***197 is my number. Call me if you have any problem
Miss you madhu
Awaiting your reply ******”

                     Then I cried and cried and cried for the rest of the day till 5pm in the evening of the next day. Then madhu replied me


****** what happened to you ;0 ?? I’m not in love with an one. Whatever ch**** said is false. And I’m sorry on behalf of him.please go and eat something please
Also once again give your number. Am sorrie if have done anything wrong with you
Miss you too
~madhu mathi~ “


Right at 6pm she called me up saying “eat something please I’m sorry”
I replied “whos dis?” (as I don’t know that its madhu)
She replied “stupid it’s me madhu”
We had a conversation for like 3hours from then….
After that the days passed and a day came which I was provoked again by ch****.
Then I texted her “ madhu I LOVE YOU and I don’t want to leave you in my life “
She replied me “ thank you for loving me ******. But really its not possible for me now as I don’t have feelings on any one right now”
I said “ok”

And then days passed again for nearly 2 weeks and a day came 
That day I asked her “will you marry me”
She said “well I don’t know”
I asked her what are the qualities you want in your dream boy !!
She said 11 secrets to me (night at 10:30pm)
And then she said I’ll say the rest next time
I said “please don’t say these to anyone”
She said “ok”
Guess what ??
It was her last text……………………….
Next day I tried to call her and I called her up exactly 54 times. She didn’t lift the call.

At that time ch**** texted me that “madhu gave her mobile to her dad”
he have no words……………….. (It’s nearly 6:30pm)
he cried in the church(it’s lent season). I got no words for anyone to say.
he waited the whole night for the text reply, mail, call.
And after some time I called her up and the phone started saying “the number is unavailable”
I cried the whole night thinking of her, her fun, her surround, her texts.
Whatever, even now I’m writing with my wet eyes

                                                                                                         -yours ******


LESSON - from this incident did he really understood that he should’nt take everything to heart… but no use in my case. he really love her and he can’t really leave her in the middle.
Guys please suggest me what should he do now ?
Do you think am he correct or wrong ?
Do you think Madhu will call me back ?
I sincerely think she won’t………….. but some day or the other she will…

should i leave... :/

Well.. guys it's been many months that i've written a post in this blog.

yea things change.. but in my life things change "drastically"!!

Fine ok... lets come to point.. listen i'm now in a situation to leave or to hang on!

My girl X have an ex-boy friend Y.

And here that Y is a friend of mine in college. when i say X to forget Y she says i cant!!

What should i do now? should i leave her? how to make her forget him?

hanging water...



Water on web...

It really shows how strong is the web designed... not only the web which you are surfing now!
even the spider web is a marvel! and the weight it can take is just awesome...

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Jaguarrrrrrr..............!!

It's been months that i clicked a picture... and now i'm back to the profession.. : )
now my fever went to street photography..
will be uploading many soon... : )

My poem to my angel....


The dusk rises everyday
And the sun sets every night
But the love for u never ends
like the earth that keeps turning around…

in may we met and june we spoke
but it will never ends like a virtuous soul
so pure and so fragile
like the elements that we need to survive

You’re my wind, my cloth, my bread
My everything that I do to live

When am in ashes you blew like a wind
Threw me back to this poisonous world
Its hard I thought to make again
But your words like a fairy tale
Made my world bliss and blush
Like the spring with the greener lush

May be hard may be soft
Your words gave me life
To dance and rejoice
In your name im still alive
Thank you angel for your boons

Dedicated to you....   Mansa.. :) <3

The 1st meet…



Am dreaming sitting in the metro bus till the conductor came and asked me "baabu ticket... Ticket baabu ticket".... 

Suddenly I woke up and saw... Ha just a minute "oka ticket anna Benz circle"(one ticket to benz circle)

ufff...... it’s over I said my mind and started to act normal… *fingers crossed*

The next day on my way to no where I again came to that spot.. where I got lost the earlier day… 
And suddenly it started raining… 
a day in the mid of may.. scorching sun has become a cloudy black…


Sitting in the bakery in started writing something like this…

*Trrrriiiiinnngg trrriiiinnngg* rang the alaram clock on 26th of May, 2011 at 5:30am…

I was awake suddenly and started rubbing my eyes.. and prayed god for the 1st time in years….

I crossed my fingers and said myself "Hope it’s going to be a success…" 
I called up my friend Krishna and said the matter… he said he’ll be there by 8:00am in the bus stand…

In the mean time I got ready… made up myself like a messy brat and started to the bus stand…

It’s 8 and Krishna is not there… I called him up and started yelling at him…

Finally we were there near the college by 9am sharp… sun was raising and the students standing and preparing for the exam that’s gonna take place in more 30min…


It’s INDIA, here people go often more to temple than library during exam times.. And we started searching for something that we came…

5minutes have passed… 
we are already like lost… Day wasted... :(
and we started for drinking some water… 

suddenly A girl with a green top and a blue jeans... 
Glossy lips... black eyes... sharp looks... nice hair... coffee beauty...

Wow i said myself and hoped it must the one i was looking for...
It was her... Really her...!!!

sitting in the car and looking at me…
Wooo…. Here is it..! I got it.. I was so damn happy seeing her… I mean so so so happy!
She was blushing in happiness and stopped preparing for exam.. finally we just saw…

because for every girl in india there is either a father or a brother beside her all the time.. this time it’s her father…. And he saw us exchanging our glances…

3 Hours passed… 12:30pm…


Me and Krishna sat in the bakery right beside the college in which she was writing the exam… 
it’s over and students started to come out...
we thought of leaving that place… I was about to stand up and leave…
suddenly a girl rushed into the bakery and smiled at me.. 

so sweet that I can still remember in front of my eyes.. followed by her father’s fierce looks I was like “GOD! Why this happens only to me”

Krishna was awestruck by seeing her suddenly… I didn’t care anyone in the bakery.. I just got my eyes fixed to her…
He was like “chutiye, she is staring at you whenever she turned back… she’s in love with you I guess”

I was talking not even a single word.. she went off… and then we paid the bill and even we went out to see her…
By the time she left… 
it’s over…
god a day so so so special to me is over? Am I dreaming?

There is a movie in telgu “ye maaya chesave” (what magic did you do?) I was saying the same in my mind… 
and “aaromale” song was playing so hard in my mind…

After a day the next morning...
 I mean today morning she texted me… a day was over.. as I liked..

Tahnk you so much Mansa…
P.S :- you’re my bestest friend… more than it…

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