The blue angel...

Like an angel you drag me into your trance

With the eyes blue like the amazing sky

My soul from the bottom started to dance

In happiness my heart, here fly

Abided places in the valley you take me to

Deep down lnto the oceans you let me dive through

As I see the beneath thats un explored its blue

Serenity hence forth is all what I saw through

Like the waves of of a stormy sea

Your hair curls down till the end

Seeing it I shall forever be

Like a knight to you I shall defend

Forever I shall be in your dreams

Forever I shall be in your dreams

P.s : My first ever sonnet atrempt

I FlY...

Looking down in amazement I see
From up the edge of the cliff I set myself free
I jump like a grasshoper in to the endless sea
With my wings wide open from now I be me

Up in the clouds up so high
Like a shooting star here I fly
With my tail as a rudder
To the left in the ocean so far
And the endless winds that roar

To the future that I see
I fly to the land thats unseen
To find a new identity called me
Peace, love and affection is what I need



In the summer I fly like a blaze
And the rains wet like a drizzle
Snow make me white like a flake
spring gave me hope for the new

There were empires under me as I look down
Filled with the trees so lush green
Soon I enter the land of un known
And here I proclaim im the king of my own


P.S : a small attempt

When she said I too… it was 2am..!


                  When she said I too…..Well I think I experienced the most romantic and lovely “I too” experience on this earth! 
                   

                  I saw her for the first time in our college playground while playing football. She was cheering my team for no reason. After the match I was a bit attracted to her and asked her the name. 

She silently said “I’m Aishwarya”. 
I was awestruck listening to her voice and then I said "am Jaynth".
Then she said me “you defended well”. 
I was totally blank and said “that’s my job” and went away from her. 
                             

               I don’t know what she thought about me but I was totally blank thinking of her.“Love at first sight” I think it was perfect sentence in my case.
                            Nearly a week passed by and then suddenly I saw her again in the college canteen. I was nervous at that time. I went near her and asked her for a cup of tea.
She said “I can’t come with a person whom I don’t know much”.
I said “what if we are friends” 
She smiled and said “I just joked Mr. Defender
I was like OMG..!! And replied “am Jaynth not defender
She laughed and said “whatever time is running out I should go in an hour so, make it fast
                          
                       We went to the canteen and had a conversation along with a sip of tea. the clocked ticked so fast that an hour passed like a minute for me...
she said, “nice to have a conversation with you”.
I ran out of words and said “yeah my pleasure to have you”.
                              
                       I took her bag and accompanied her till the bus stop and headed back to my room. Suddenly I noticed that she forgot her bag with me. I took that bag with me. And I thought of opening that bag several times initially but didn’t open till night. My roommate came to the room and said me “Jaynth people are gossiping about your new girl
                                    
                          I was shocked to hear that news and said nothing like that and covered that matter. 
Suddenly he asked “whose bag is that?” 
I said the whole thing and asked him to keep it secret.
                                  
                         And I opened her bag finally. I first opened her math notebook! Lol! There was nothing in that except a fairy’s scribbling!! 

Suddenly I found out a scrapbook. I know it’s wrong to read others personal but I was not able to resist myself! And I saw the first page of it…
                         It contained following lines
 “Aishwarya the insane princess born in the merry month of July the 9th 199*”. 

                         I said myself “oh my god this girl is a year elder than you”. But another part reminded me of a Tamil movie “vinnaithandi varruvaiyya” in which the heroine is elder than the hero.
                        
                        I Saw her phone number of her in that and then kept all the books including that scrapbook inside and called her number. She lifted the call and asked “who is that?”

I answered “Jaynth
She in a very struggling voice asked “Jaynth I lost my bag
I said “you gave it to me, did you forget?
She said “really! Omg thank you so, much really I was scared
I said “am sorry I opened your bag to find some contact of you and took your number
She said “Are you mad saying sorry! You made my day and Never mind it’s ok if you have my number
               
                       We continued talking for some 15 minutes and then my balance got over! And finally I came to know that she trust’s me!! I was so happy that I didn’t even sleep that night.

                      Next day she asked me to come to canteen for giving the bag back to her. I went there and she got a beautiful red M.U.F.C cap for me!! I was shocked and out of words. 
                     
                     From then we became good friends and then holidays came in between. I went back to home for vacation of 7days.though I spoke to her just for a day, something made me very far from her. On the 2nd day she said she is leaving off to her cousin’s place.

I asked her “where is it?”
She said “secret”
                  
                 I thought she wanted to stay away from me. But the next night I took my mobile and went on to terrace for talking to my friends. And then suddenly I found her in the balcony of my neighbor’s house!!

                 I was shocked, excited and awestruck seeing her.! And then said myself “Jaynth you are the luckiest brat on the planet

I called her mobile and she lifted and said “am in your town
I said her “you are in my neighborhood, right next to my house and am seeing you
She said “what? Unbelievable and Jaynth I want to see you
I said her unintentionally “I love you aishwarya
She said “don’t lie, am not sure about what you are saying
I said “am sorry it was by accident. Don’t take it”
She said “hmm… ok I know leave it

                    Then I kept the phone side and kept on seeing her for five more minutes till my mom started yelling from ground floor. I went to my room and said myself “you did it
                   I got a text from her saying “come to college before one day
I replied “ok. Am sorry
                  She texted me for the whole night! And finally said “you’re interesting” I was so happy that I waited for the holidays to get over. And finally on the 6th day I was back to the college hostel. That day I called her up and took my surprise to her and said her sincerely"

aishwarya now am sure I’m in love with you
She exclaimed “what the hell is wrong with you?
I started my plan according to my roommate (he really helped me)I started singing “vanilla twilight”.
In between I saw her eyes started getting wet with tears. She said “I need rest for today Jaynth I will say I too tomorrow
(may be unintentionally but I think she said intentionally)
I said “ok” in a Godzilla voice!!
She was shocked and took that gift and said “bye”.
I said myself “tomorrow is gonna be the biggest day in your life be ready jerk
then I texted her later that night. She said “tomorrow, sleep early good night
I replied “ok
          

                  It was nearly 2am in the morning and I was playing counterstrike on my laptop with some friends. Suddenly she called me. I was shocked. Everyone started yelling at me “all the best

I said "we are just friends". 

                 Everyone asked me to switch on the speaker and talk in front of them.I lifted the call and said 
hi, what happened
She said "propose me now"
everyone started seeing me like an alien
I said “I’m struck I can’t do it now
She said “what? Ok then bye
I took all my gut together and said “I love you

                Everyone is getting ready to here the verdict, and then suddenly she asked me to sing that song again. I started to sing that song slowly and finally completed singing it and said “I love you” again.

                All started whispering in each other’s ears.Then in a very low voice
she said “am afraid to say I too to your proposal
I said “why?
She said “I too…

               Everyone yelled for a minute and asked me for a treat. She was still on phone and started asking me who are they.

I said her “I already said that I will talk to you later because all these people are here
She said “that’s ok good night..

              This is how the story of Jaynth and aishwarya started. Hope it went on well till the end...

P.S :- Just an attempt

The RomAnCe...

26th dec, 2012..

         Every single moment was heart pounding, embarrasing, dreamy, what not to say it was everything. I mean it was something called LIFE.
The moment I saw myself with her in the mirror, it was a dream come true.
The moment I entered my home with our right legs 1st, it was incredible feeling
The moment I entered now so called "our" room, it was a life time for me
The moment which we were together, there was nothing but love in the air
  The moment of 'us', finally happened... and it lasts forever and ever.

        Her presence filled up the entire home which was empty. Rejoiced with her presence, my became our's... I became us... and everything became silent...
       The girl of my dreams, the love of my heart, the princess of my world and the soul of our's is finally in my arms. Hugged her tightly she dropped tears on my arms which made me hold her more firm. And the smile she smiled in the happiness can not be bought even with the entire universe sold.
      Her fragnace spread the whole of OUR room. She stood infront of the mirror in curiosity.
I asked, "what happened baby?"
She replied "I feel myself incomplete" looking into it with a sad face.
I went beside her saw her in the mirror..
She said "yea, jay im complete now. This is what I look like"

What else in the world can make a guy more happy than that?

I hugged her from back and whispered into her ears "I love you" and that hug made the whole air in the room Romantic... Sensuous... Love... every inch of our bodies were born again. Every cell of us rejuvenated and every atom that was there in our presence felt jealous.

Turned towards me she made me lost in myself. The air was filled with romance. And the moment my lips touched her's... felt like enchanted with love. The clock started ticking slow, the room which was set at arcitic temperature seemed to be 40celcius as we hugged tightly. Holding her soft cheeks in my hands, I felt like holding a just born infant with such an innocent smile.

Hearts pounded, veins over flew, adrenaline rushed, and that limerent bond between us opened up. As we started to feel each other, our bodies were numb. As I kissed her curves, she started to hold me tight. And her every single touch made me feel alive. Like a whisky on the rocks the fluids in our bodies started to pump involutarly. As we cuddled on the bed, with our fingers exactly interlocked perfectly without any space, our souls rejoiced in happiness. Every moment ended up perfectly. The silence seized every thing around us.

As she moved her body closer to mine, it felt like a soft rose with blossomed petals. With her fragrance, she made me feel as if it was a mid summer night's dream. As me moved passionatley, the love filled the whole atmosphere. Curatins started to swing and with her silky body lying on mine, oh love! What to say... you're unexpressible..

Love is something not only a feeling, it comprises of bonding, physically, mentally and whole heartedly. And romance is such a part of love where exactly you can show the love, the emotions, the passion and the feeling you have towards her. Most importantly, love is to be shown, ts to be felt and it should be experienced. Its not something to think or its not something to hide.

P.s : My first attempt

Fate of a faltu #1 (part 2)

He then realised, his bike keys were in his hand when he dropped his phone.

Have you ever experienced something called "atyachaar?" Yea... life does it to us every day...

        Finding an auto harsha came back to his room and took the spare key and came back to take his bike. As he kicked that heavy bullet 350 with his heavy calf muscles, it refused to start. Bending near to the fuel tank he finds out that someone emptied the tank

         With his heavy built body.. harsha pushes the bike to the gas station and gets the tank filled. Went back to the room our hunk feels so bad about himself and decides to have a beer. Checked the wallet wh finds out that he forgot to take the change at the gas station and now was left with just some money.
       He waited for his friend to come. Bit later he found that he has gone home. So he came back and started to read the book that owner uncle's daughter gave.. as he turned pages, harsha found a hundred note in the book.. finally he was happy and started to the bar. He got high with beer. And half way back, he was stuck in the alcohol test.
    
        Police seized the bike and he has to walk half distance back. When he finally reached his room back he fell on the bed and woke up the next afternoon. He called his dad to send some money and his dad in humour said "its not hero, but producer who is loosing". Wih the money he got, harsha went straight to the police and got his bike back. But the happiness of getting the bike....

P.s :- it is the continution of the part1 of the 3 part series

Hasta la victoria siempre...

Started oozing the love of mine
I lay here with nothing but pain
As I keep on remembering all my life
There were nothing but tears and grief

Some more minutes and I know am gonna leave this world
Fly like an angel to the heavens which cant be sold
Pushing myself free from this planet of uncertainity
Let my death make you confirm that I love you till that infinity

You made my heart rupture with a thorn
And I made my soul free so that I can again be born
Not like a looser the next time I will be
But like a knight with a sharp sword il let you free

Blood you see in this and love I see
Desperate you say and for respect I say
Not all the dreams come true what so ever
But till victory I live forever

Now me, may be you tomorrow
But let there be one for you that can be in sorrow
Seizing this moment here I close my eyes
Think again before you open my dairy once

Oh my dear, here im invisible
Always by your side seeing you I cremble
Played and lost the game of love thats inevitable
Accepted the loss im undenaiable

P.s :- This post is dedicated to all the people who couldnt get their love and suicided... R.I.P your souls

Yea.. Am M.A.D..


After years and years... i played like a kid, i smiled like a kid, i felt like a kid

now you may think.. "Is he mad?"

Yea... am mad... M part of MAD "Make A Difference"

To be true i really went to recruitment drive keeping three things on mind

1. Socialise
2. Help
3. Learn

And this is a perfect platform for you if you want to socialize with youth around you and help the poor kids around while you learn something out of it.
It's perfect.

As i blogged previously about many things in our society like politics, drugs, people, etc., now i decided to change my country till the maximum extent i can. and now i got a platform. which lets me do it like MAD...

As a student mad really can make a difference in your student life. i can say that not just studies guys.. just open your eyes and go into streets.. not opening your wallets and going into some pubs..!!
Be a bit useful to society just one thing. and you can see how happy you can really be.. M saying am happy with MAD

P.S :- I really mean it :) 

Last haiku...

You cant get back what you want
Join me in heaven
Because it is what I really mean for my love

CANceR...

                Some where around mid may of 1978, a man took his wife to a doctor.. and seeing that single "X-Ray" the doctor said stumbling six words that would change his family forever "Cancer"... In less than 20 days... she was dead. Her 14 year olsd son then decided to become an "oncologist"
      Not all the dreams come true.. 20 years later, it was now that man's turn.. to lie on the same cancer bed.. and with his 30 year old son grown up. No one couldn't stop his tears from seeing his grandson's innocent eyes.
      Finally even he died after a few days....
   
           Days passed, his grandson never forgot that face of his grandpa... Days turned to years and years to decade.. but his grandson couldnt forget it.. evn at the age of 16. He lost his opportunity of getting into the medicine school...
   
          Depressed for that he decided to do something for the people suffering from cancer. Something something something.. no he was lost... he never got a chance till now except dreaming.
     
         Yea, me.. it was my story of my grandparents.. Both my grand parents were victims of cancer. So from the childhood I have a dream of "cancer free world". I don't want to see any other kid loosing their loved ones because of cancer.
    
         I always dreamed of starting an organization which fights for the prevention of cancer from this world.. which is a voluntary organization.
Being in a country with 1.2billion population, every one donating a rupee can cure cancer victims all over the country...
        
        The time has come for us to change.. for us to think.. from our college we are going to start this campaign in a week or so.. wish all of us... you and me all the best to create a "cancer free world" 

here are some of our initiatives of our organization


1. Stop smoking. Consuming tobacco.
Lets make our country a tobacco free country, lets force our government to ban tobacco for a change..

2. Medical campaigns
You might say no.. but I definitely say a big YES to all the doctors who you say wont come for medical campaigns. Leave those fat bum doctors who cant lift their own weights.. but our friends? Yea.. they will... take them to rural areas.. conduct free camps.. and say them about the PHC's and their uses instead of going to cities and loosing money they've earned for the whole life...

3. Collect fee according to their financial status
Yea!! This is what we should we do. A rich man can afford all the treatment cost.. but as a middle class man cant, our organization will help him with the other money, and will be taking care of the poor and destitute cancer victims for free.


p.s : I am sharing what 'I Saw and I Learnt' at BlogAdda.com in association with DoRight.in.


SoMe RanDom WorDs...

I trust you, and I still trust you
Though you ignore me I still love you
I wanna be with you, I still wanna be with you
Even you call me a nerd I still love you

You know it makes me cry so hard
When you ignore and still say I don't
My heart loves, but my logic think
May be logic wins, but my heart lives!!



                                                                 google images

May be I will speak to you with heart
But remember its already hurt
May be for now I stopped speaking
Doesn't mean that I will stop loving

I love you till I die
And that's what I can say til I'm alive
Believe  it or not go to hell
But its true as deep as a deepest well

P.S :- some of lines with my coffee mug...

THe leFt pOeM....

Sitting under this tree I speak to myself
Rumblings of the storm can portray my life
Every drop of it reminds me of a tear
Every second is moving like its an year

Drenched in the rain so lonley I cry
Left my heart away I let it to fly
Lost its wings and fell in thorns
Killed itself it couldnt take pain upon

Groped like a satans claw, came the solitariness
Tore my soul apart, draged me into emptiness
In my dear's dream I live
As long as my soul survive

Worse grew to worst
And my heart became hard
As long as you hate
Grows my love

An unfilled or... rather to be said.. when am in trance.. :)

HDR of wet petals.,.

When the rain falls on my skin
And make me blossom beautifully..
I wil be a flower...

Fate of a faltu #1 (part 1)

After a long time being in a heart break.. I decided to write this... with the idea of my friend aditya...

When he was born, there was a war...
When he started schooling there was an earth quake...
And when he grew up, the whole world became a play ground.

"Mr. Harsha,
             we are so sorry to inform you that we could not select you into final round of our photo competition due to your emptiness on pen drive that was submitted by you. please, participate again
J.j photo contest
Contact : *************"

As he woke up and saw that, harsha frowned and called up the photo contest people, and finds out that the pendrive that he gave is nothing but a bunch of virus..

Fate... fate is what we hate no jo.. not everyone, but harsha. Definitley he is one of many who hates his own fate.

Walkin on the road he applied for many random jobs that came on our "jobs.com" and started out to the beach for relaxing. Suddenly he gets a call from his childhood friend "sanjana".
With a heavy heart he lifted the call and said "hey"...
"its, sanjana... how are you harsha?" Said her.
"Yea.. how are you? Its so good to get you back" said him...

Going back to memories, in his school days harsha had a very big crush on sanjana which he kept as memory
Now with the call.. his heart started pounding with love

Suddenly.. water sprinkled back on his legs.. looking down.. what already has gone has gone.. his phone fell into the water in the beach..

"wtf!!" Wil you ever give me a coreect moment? He sshowed all the anger on himself and walked back to his bike and then he realised his about his keys...

Ps : its a 3 part story..

IgNore... #Haiku

If ignoring is the only thing you feel
Do that atleast, because I will be happy
For you have atleast that, and it is real

#Haiku

AliVe In yOuR aRmZzZzZ....

Il heel the wound your heart faced
Il make your every cell  rejuvenate
Cry with tears of sweat in happiness
I lie beside to protect you my princess

Il kiss you like a prince of heaven
Make you the princess of my heart thats barren
Let you be the queen of your world
If you want me the prince you dreamed

Il awake every inch of your body
Il make your heart rejoice like no body
Lost in your love, I spread my arm
wide for you to come and fill it firm

Every instinct of your's make me alive
Like a new born fish in waters below
Tickling all the way from top to bottom
You make me happy more than a ton

I LoVe mY bLoG... <3

No poem or no post to write
Stuck with no idea, I sit
Seeing my empty blog is killing my sight
Something or the other therfore I decided to write

No idea what am writing
No idea what am thinking
No idea what am reading
But still my hands kept moving

Wrote two paragraphs already I stare
Not so meaningful but bizzare
I never thought this will happen I swear
As my blog keeps on saying "you look at me rare"

Dont know what my blog kept me till now
Dont know why it attracts me more than my llve
But one thing I can say for now
I gave birth, made it see this world till now

I have been its father, mother a brother and a sister
I have seen it as starved and a star
I have lived woth it hours together
Made my smile, which I will never forget forever

India...

Like a necklace on the neck of a woman
Like a sword of god from heaven
Is our india in the vast oceans..

#Haiku

The choclate lips...

Your choclate lips
Soft like butter, sweet like sugar
Make go crazy, my sweetheart daisy    <3

#Haiku

The regret...

Linked like a chain, my life is
So hard that I couldnt bear this
Not a single day I can say I lived
Not a single moment I can say I was dead

Fought my battle of life like a soilder
Built my house of heart like a labour
But as it was told nothing lasts forever
I lay down with everything with my arms open wider

Scars remind me that I have a past to remember
To my destiny here by I want to surender
Thought I would shape my future
But the but my past keeps on running like a hunter

Clouded was my life like storm in hunger
Struck was my life in web of a spider
Harder I try more I loose
Deeper the thought more I ooze

Controlling my tears from the past 20years
Cant any more so crying like a looser
The more I push the more I got pulled
The more I tried the more it hurted

Left everything to the destiny I lay
With this broken heart now I pray
From now atleast il do what I say
Trust me my life il make you proud I say

A cause...

It was nearly 9.30am and I was just about to start to the college when suddenly I came to know its a strike...

I got a thought.. why do people strike!
For their selfish reasons.?
Are politicians a main cause for the strikes that happen mostly in country?
Whay do people gt by doing strikes?
Why should a common man suffer a lot for just one reason in society?

     Mainly in a country like India, where its impossible to maintain the law and order, these strikes make common man suffer even more. The politicians.. parties.. unions.. caste issues... religious issues.. every thing is a reason for a strike.
   On an average its been proven that less than 5% of the strikes were successful. And more than 90% of the strikes affect the stomach of a common man.
   Politics is a main reason that I think make most of the strikes. These so called "leaders" never "lead" but they became poisonous "lead" for the society. I dont want to critise the leaders. But what they do?

1. Provoke people
2. show them some money or alcohol or some other thing and pull them
3. "Manifesto" which is filled with nothing but things which are impossible!
3. Provoke them with their caste

And if they loose?
Come on... our politicians never had sportive spirit! They strt showing that the ruling party is wrong "always wrong"
If the opposite party gives some rationed provisions to the poor.. they start saying "quality less" rather why dont they help governement in supplying qualitied products?
Why dont they be with the governement and make rulig more safe, secure, useful, and helpful to allclasses of the society.?
No!! Our politicians want power, money and following..
They just can kill people for power, scam money for their off spring and following forntheir survival.

Change! Its just a common word in ourcounty. No one ever changes. Infact yea they change... if some one shows you more money... or gives you a beter thing.

I wanna say allnof you who readnjust one thing.
Change.. this time for god
Change.. our politicians for better society
Change.. our society for beter living
And change living the living just for you :)

I love my country... and hope you also does it.
I may not be able to go and change all... atleast am happy that I changed some of people around me. Start now.. for a better you.. for a better place for your kids.

Jay.

Its just you...

You're my eye
You're my vein
You're the one that flows in every part of mine
You're my heart
You're my pulse
You're the one who makes my foot go tick tok in rain
You're my hand
You're my breath
You're the only one that can see my pain
You're my nerve
You're my love
You're the one for whom I still remain

#ForYou

Be my fuel...

You lit my heart nd it ignited
Be the fuel for burning
Else it will turn to ashes

#HaikuForMyHeart

Haiku... for you...

For your love I wait...
Forever I remain alone on this planet
Just for you to say I love you

#HaikuForYou

Lost..



Boomed like a lightening of a thousand suns
touched for the 1st time your lips on mine
from the tip stimulating all my nerves
my eyes left closed feeling so insane

sweet was the moment i imagined
gone was the love i expected
memories were the things that kept hanging
on the wall of my heart that burning

abided in the deepest places of my soul
were only you and you but nothing at all
mistake if done could'av been forgiven
but left me and went away in this hell forbidden


                                                     



nothing but tears even they get over some day
but getting you back is impossible any day
 in our memories i take these 1200 micrograms
sleep well in the trance i lay in your dreams

dont know when will i regan myself back
will i or never is also a question mark
darkness over the day makes me feel more sad
that another day is lost thinking about you I feel bad

Searched were the places where you come and go
met were the people whom you talk and know
no use but a thing im happy is for
atleast you are happy like a diamond forever...



Forgive me.....

Broken is my heart into million pieces
Burnt is my body into billion ashes
Even then my soul keeps breathing
Juz for the dears forgiveness its waiting
#MusingMondays

When you say nothing at all

When you say nothing at all
I feel something is wrong
I feel like asking you to hold my hand
Feel my love
Let us vanish from this world of misery
And fly to the sky so vast
Just you and me

:D                                                 

No more words.. look into my eyes
Come on now dont waste time lets fly high
High up above in the air

P.s :- This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative for Indian Bloggers by BlogAdda

Bright yellow flowers... :D

From delhi with dream... to mandi with memories... a road trip :)

Deep down somewhere hidden in the memories of me lies a road trip that I dreamed of after completing my graduation...
But it happened to be more memorable than what I dreamed of...
                           It was nearly 10am. And I suddenly got a call from the volkswagen showroom saying that the passat I booked was expected to get delivered by 2pm in the afternoon. I was so excited and took my friends sanjay and tej along with me. To take my new german black monster onto the lush black roads of india.
                         As my parents live near himachal, we decided to surprise my parents directly taking it near them, as they never knew that their eldest son would buy a german car for them. My dad who works for the indian governement never owned a car but he always used to say.."my elder son will be so successful that he will be able to afford a car"
                       We 1st took the car to a near by church and got it blessed. Both of my friends were so happy for me as I was the 1st one to dare a buy worth 20lakh. They never asked me for a treat rather asked me for a road trip. We went to the petrol bunk and got my monster's stomach filled... and started for himachal.
                       Mandi was the place where my parents live which is nearly 500km away from delhi. It was nearly 5.30pm and we finally enterd the national highway 1 (NH1) from the bye pass crossing our old college which took back us to our memories and the car to the destination
                   We started discussing about the performance of the car and we changed turns in driving for the 1st experience. We once rolled back our college days when we used to dream of racing in ferrari's on the same road walked miles on our foot laughing, fighting, discussing.. what not everything friends can do on roads.
                   Me, sanjay and tej were best buddies since our childhood days and we grew up together in the same school same college but in different companies as of now. Remembered everything in our road trip our childhood memories they both slept and i was left alone thinking and driving on the highway till my car reached a place.. very special to me
                chandigarh... the city of pride.. which left me the memory of my 1st love 1st kiss and my 1st party. Stopped in sector 68 we had a nice shake from a local parlour... and got my beast refilled again till its stomach reached its brim again. As I passed through the easy phase of the journey now its time for me to even ride on the most difficult roads in the country. NATIONAL HIGHWAY 21
                It was nearly 50km passed from chandigarh and was already night we decided to have our dinner in between the way. While turning onto the road which leads to mandi suddenly came a truck racin towards my brand new car. The things went upside down. Every milli second I tried to steer it away from the truck was like a millenia for me. It raced like a train on a track without even changing its path... those 5 secs I was blank... closed my eyes and just steered it away from the disaster thats ahead of me.
             It passed away and I stopped my vehicle on the road parked it and came out... emotions were so strongly filled in my heart at that time that I yelled out loud into the valley thats beside us. Sanjay came out shouting "wtf!!" I was yelling like a mad man left in a jungle. Tej came calmed me down and we were back to journey again.
           As am not used to these roads driving tej took incharge of driving and we were speaking about our current situaions.. as for me now im in love with someone who is 7 years elder to me... and I revealed it to them during discussion. They were so shocked and speechless that they started to stare at me. I said "life is not about finding someone, but finding someone who can love you atmost" they were congratulating me as we completed our dinner and went on the final yet more pain taking roads of the country.
          I called up my dad at 1am in the night and asked if he could stay awake for a while speaking to me. As we moved slowly on the ghat roads of himachal we reached mandi... welcomed by the temple of bhiuli we stopped I front of our small yet cute home on the edge of the mountain so high... I asked dad to come out once on the phone.
        As he opened the door I hugged him and the tears rolled down my eyes. Dad asked what hapened. And I kept the keys in his hand and said dad this is for you. He was in complete dielama and happiness that he didnot even sleep for whole night. But sitting with us and laughing..
        The next day when mom woke up early in morning she was surprised to see our new family member and felt really happy... atleast in my life I fulfilled a dream of my dad as I never did what he wanted from me. And happines I saw in their eyes was something I call "priceless"
The memories that I remembered, the gift that I gifted my dad, the ride with my friends, the near miss with thetruck in between, the truth that I revealed to my friends, and the dream come true for me and my dad has made this trip most memorable. "The best road trip ever"
         The car might worth lakhs... which i earned sweating. But happiness you see in your parents when their dreams come true because of their son/daughter is PRICELESS
Dream and let it come true
Sweat and let it come for you
Run until it stops for you
Beat until its happy for you

p.s :- this post is written under the IndiBlogger contest of  Ambipur The Perfect Road Trip

A re birth....

Blew the wind so hard in my heart
Deep inside which is torn apart
Angony was what I left with
Showed the dreams there is nothing but death

Shattered were my dreams like a mirror so fragile
Washed were my plans like a flood to the nile
Robbed was the smile and the life so high
Dropped were the feelings and everything became a lie

Came you into my life then I feared
Loosing again  might hurt me dear
Slowly recoverd from that poisonous bite
So slow it was like a fight

Worth it were you and your love
Worth it were you and our care
No matter how I fear
Not my life but loosin you dear

Into the life Im back again
No more I felt that vigourous pain
Doom became bloom and fear as a flaw
Still yet again In this earth I grew

May be a re birth your heart gave me
May be a boon the god gave me
Yet I feel again as a lucky charm
Till I die.. for you here I'm

These words are dedicated to some one whom I imagined all through my life... just for her and not for any one more....

#StrugglingSunday

# live... dont survive.. #tgif

Come out of the river of life
Give your self some space
Go out see some new place
Let your heart relax and make it feel safe...

#TGIF  

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