A love letter

Dear love,
                When I first saw you, I was really mesmerized. I never really thought I will meet you. And you know? I need to say you...

           When you were in the shop buying eggs, my senses didnt work.. I wanted to stare at you in that amazement.. say "you're s****a right?". But you know right... im very shy. And yeah I'm..

I danced, I pinched, I laughed in amazement

I really mean.. I did it!! You know? My adrenaline rushed re... really... "just
a single word.. pccchhh" but,... I saw you!! Thats enough I thought.mevery day I came near that shop... but I never found again.. I really miss you. Even now. And I love you.. dont ask me why... because, baby angels dont need a speciality to like...

"You're born likeable"

The way you speak... the way you text... everything make not me.. but my heart smile. Every time you send a hey? I just stare.

Baby, yeah.. I was bad, I was cheat, I was harmful... but now.. no way. Like every one, even Im a normal guy now. I will not booze, neither smoke nor drug (even I never did also)

I dont know how to write a loveletter with love. Im writig it rather with an element called "truth" you know why? Because im not a flirt... and everything I write is a word from my inside.

All I Wanted to say is... I LOVE YOU...

paradigm of a paradise..

Flown into the abysmal vastness
In the ocean's boisterousness
Unrestrained exsitence enclosed
As Conferred with the nature Unexposed

everything florid and lively i see
Affectionate serene fauna surrounded me
paradigm of a paradise i seasoned
In astonishment simply Was i Stargazed

Clock ticked Anti clock
heart beat still beating
oculus gazed at sight
soul locked back without facing


                                               google images

 I love diving, exploring, flying, experiencing, jumping.. may be i have that problem of "adrenaline"

P.S :- A scholar's attempt
         

The choclate RoManCe...

Nestled like a carmel around the choclate
Under the sweet sheets of love and affection
Lying on the bed like a willow of cocoa
I kiss her lips that are carved to perfection

Her skin perfect like the color of mocha
Eyes like shining jade, as she look into mine
Her curves bent like the ship of aloha
Every moment of her, I feel like a saga

Petals of rose drop tears as they see her
Her lips, her cheeks, her sight seem like a mint
Cool as I breath in the freshness of her lavender
Sprayed across her body like a jannet

Her hair soft like the cream from the coco
Black like the darkness over the forest
Blow in strands they touch my face
As I stand infront of her, forgot the rest

Evey curve of her as I touch she cries
Like a breeze she moves acroos my arms
Cuffed her hands she melt like a butter
In the warmth she breathes the romance

P.s :- posted by chatty feom the dairies of #Jay

The Red currants :)

Oh! as my cherubic little plant bear me
Not alone but a bunch of sisters around I be
Red like the lips of your darling, I blossom
From the small bud that grow in autumn

As you see, I look small like a baby's eyes
As you eat, I melt like frozen ice
Making you feel every moment of mine
Like something you can never define


                                            Image : wikipedia


So, small and red I wait for you here
In the rain i drench for freshness you require
Before i get bitten by some worm
Make me yours, in your hands i feel warm

As you eat me for sweet I feel like an angel
I give you boons, you can make me a pretzel
health I give you, as I got many things in  me
don't throw my seed, rather plant and make it a tree

P.S :- Post by chatty... from the dairy of Jay

His promise, her wait... part#3

Hours passed, nothing they did but exchanging the sight. Suddenly, broke the silence... achyuth came near her...

"How are you?!" He asked, as she looked down

"No no.. nothing     sorry! Am fine" she replied in excitement.

"Huh?! Feel free" he said as he saw her expressions in amazement

"Achyuth, how are you?" She finally spoke breaking the silence.

"So far, better. What are you doing now?" He asked in excitement

"I joined in google a week ago. Delhi campus" she said with a smile.. as she expected more from him

"That's great.." he congratulated her with a smile.

"And you achyuth? Where have you been? Why are you like this?" She
poured all her questions without hiding anything

"Im good for nothing. Im giving some home tutions to kids" he said with a low but stiff voice

"Achyuth...? Sit down. Are you joking? What happened to you? You'ee such a bright student" she said as her heart suddenly pounded in tensed state.

"When I was in my twelfth grade, I lost my parents in an accident. They were both orphans. So I got left with nothing but a willing heart to work, so I decided to work" he said, as he controled his tears

"What?" She held his hand with red eyes.. trying to control him

"Life has given me my daily wage to live for myself. It made me selfish" he said as he was about to burst in tears

"Achyuth, I waited for you" she said... as she dared to look into his eyes

"No. Dont do it anymore. Think achyuth is dead" as he said,
*slap* *slap* sanjana slapped and cried saying "achyuth is alive"

Silence filled the air... they spoke nothing for a moment...

"Will you marry me?" Sanjana asked breaking the silence

"Sorry. I cant. Im not even in a position to afford myself. Marrying someone like you? Not even for an hour I cant be" his tears bursted out.

"I love you, sanjana. But I can never ever say you this. I dont have anything to show it to you. But a mouth to express. I cant make your dreams come true" he spoke in affliction

"Achyuth... say yes or no" "will you marry me?" She said as she broke into tears...

              He walked out... silently. No word... no answer...

They never met again... neither they never responded to anyone later.

Is it good what achyuth did?
Did he cheat sanjana?
You think achyuth broke his promise or life made him break?

What do you feel?

Not all love stories have a happy ending.

P.s : the wait ended...
        Love till you die till you love
#Jay'sDiary

Post by chatty on behalf of jay

His promise, her wait... part #2

As she typed the words, her head stormed with questions. But she finally wrote a small "3 liner" for him.

Achyuth,
              It's me sanjana, how are you? What are you doing? Where are you? Its been 6 years and where did you graduate?
Hope everything is fine with you, have a happy day ahead. And evrything is fine with and around me.

Awaiting your reply
Sanjana.

As she clicked "send" she saw an error... which broke her heart into a million peices.

         "The email user you are trying to connect does not exist"

But somewhere she forgot something. "school alumni day" the main reason why she came back from delhi saying them that she will join the next week.
As she waited for "day after tomorrow" to come, she forgot everything.

She got a small gift for him. And waited every single moment for him. Just for him.

seeing sanjana's weird behaviour, her parets were so confused and began to worry about her. But sanjana decided to say everything to her parents and went near her best friend.. her dad,

"Pappa?" As she sat beside her dad she said in a low voice
"Is there any thing wrong sanjana?" Asked her dad
"Dad, I need to say you a thing. About a guy" she replied
"A guy?" "Are you in love with a guy?" "Who is that?" Her dad poured questions on her
"Dad, this guy said he will marry me, before 6 years. And he wont talk till then. And I really am amazed that he didnt even speak till now from then" she replied
"Your future is in your hands, not mine. But take right decisions" her dad said.
As she hugged her dad, her dad took her into his arms and said "never be wrong and make us go low"
She replied "I never did pappa, and I wont I promise"

Day passed so slow... sanjana spent the whole night looking at the stars, listening to some good old music..

Finally the alumni day has come. And sanjana wore the blue dress. Blue was achyuth's favourite color which made her look like an angel.

As she walked slowly in her school corridor, her eyes filled with memories,
Her feet tapped the floor, her hands touched those old walls
As she took a deep breath, the old school memories started buzzing in her ears. Her uniform dress, her lunch spot, her assembly presence rolled a film infront of her eyes

As she met her old friends she was a kid back again.. but some where in her mind, achyuth achyuth achyuth said her inner voice.

"Achyuth?" One of sanjana's friend said in a low voice.

Suddenly sanjana turned back in excitement, love, happiness what not a mixed expression covered her face. And a blush on her pink cheeks.

A lean 6 foot fair guy with a down to earth clothing entered the place where all were sitting down.
"Hey guys, how are you all?" In a husky voice said the guy
"Achyuth, you changed.." "achyuth you looking great" "is it really you?"
As everyone commented on him... his ees stopped at someone.
Someone who was waiting for him.
Someone whom he wanted forever
Someone who he loved all the time.
But, he turned his face away... not in shy, but with tears, Grief and agony.

Why? Is achyuth already married?

p.s : next post next half ;)
       Posted on behalf of jay... its chatty

Its the 2nd part... here is the 1st

Appangal embadum, A song to Listen

3rd, August
2013

Some songs are good
Some are favourite
And some rock our hearts

And this song from "ustaad hotel" was one among the songs "that rock"

Appangal embadum ottakku chuttammayi
Ammayi chuttathu marumonukkayi

Search on google for its translation! "No!! You cant find a translation"

Ask your malayali friend for translation "his eyes wil turn wide and expression less"

But listen to song.... you wont leave it.

One good song that I will keep on my playlist forever.

A song that says about the "mother in law"!!
Her love towards "son in law"!!
Her "appam making business"!!

Even writing this I hav looped through that song for nearly 15 times. A real ear catching song!

P.s : posted by chatty.
        Even I loved the way the song was composed and the music.

Friendship, A tribute.

Fish without the water may survive
Rain without the rainbow may arrive
In the dark woods in the solace you be with me
Every time, every where around me
No possession, not even a diamond what so ever
Dont mean any thing, 'cz you are my friend forever

P.S: dated august 4th, 2013
       Dedicated to abhilash sharaf, chatty and all others

Post by chatty...
#TearBurstingMemories

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