Childhood...

As a kid, I played
Played on the streets I roamed
Roamed on the streets with friends
Friends were the people with whom I laughed
Laughed in the parks where I ran
Ran like with my feet so small
Small was the life as I rewind
Rewinded the tape which I loved
Loved were the cartoons which I saw
Saw my 1st crush as she smiled
Smiled like a princess then so pure
Pure was when once I lived
Lived my life with no tensions
Tension was the mark card from the school
School started when summer ended
Ended was my life as a kid as college started

Sometimes, I really miss the days when my pocket money used to be 2 rupees and I still didnt know what to buy in the canteen.. in my primary school. And by the end I used to buy for a rupee and gave the other to dad as he came to pick me up on his bike in the evening.

Childhood is very awesome, very pure, very precious and very small.

The destiny...

As I moved down the lane of virtue
Looking around searching for rescue
Not from the wounds or scars from the past
From the mankind In search of last resort

Crossed the country side, I still continue
Plains and valleys, in the mist and dew
Safe I feel now, as I eluded from fear
I can feel my heart light, as the winds roar

The road ended up dividing into two
Which one to choose, left with no clue
Is this the life?, I asked my soul
Closed my eyes, I move to the goal

Walked ahead dont know left or right
Miles and miles as the sun shine bright
Fruits and water quench my hunger and thirst
Rest in the dusk, in moon's twilight

Its.. her.!!!

She is awesome.. she is tempting her curves are seductive
Her voice... her lips... they make stop my heart pumping
Her bends and her curves... they are carved from the heavens
Her hair... so thick... black like the darkness
Her eyes... that shine... they are round like pearls
Her skin... so silky.. as I hold her I feel her softness
She sings... she dances... she is my princess
Her feet.. they go pink as they touch the surface
Her appeal... surreal... cant believe its all real...
Her vibe... her spark... it ignites smallest quark
She drools... she moves... that freeze my eyes in time..
Provoke... revoke... she is now a cherokee

A love letter

Dear love,
                When I first saw you, I was really mesmerized. I never really thought I will meet you. And you know? I need to say you...

           When you were in the shop buying eggs, my senses didnt work.. I wanted to stare at you in that amazement.. say "you're s****a right?". But you know right... im very shy. And yeah I'm..

I danced, I pinched, I laughed in amazement

I really mean.. I did it!! You know? My adrenaline rushed re... really... "just
a single word.. pccchhh" but,... I saw you!! Thats enough I thought.mevery day I came near that shop... but I never found again.. I really miss you. Even now. And I love you.. dont ask me why... because, baby angels dont need a speciality to like...

"You're born likeable"

The way you speak... the way you text... everything make not me.. but my heart smile. Every time you send a hey? I just stare.

Baby, yeah.. I was bad, I was cheat, I was harmful... but now.. no way. Like every one, even Im a normal guy now. I will not booze, neither smoke nor drug (even I never did also)

I dont know how to write a loveletter with love. Im writig it rather with an element called "truth" you know why? Because im not a flirt... and everything I write is a word from my inside.

All I Wanted to say is... I LOVE YOU...

paradigm of a paradise..

Flown into the abysmal vastness
In the ocean's boisterousness
Unrestrained exsitence enclosed
As Conferred with the nature Unexposed

everything florid and lively i see
Affectionate serene fauna surrounded me
paradigm of a paradise i seasoned
In astonishment simply Was i Stargazed

Clock ticked Anti clock
heart beat still beating
oculus gazed at sight
soul locked back without facing

                                               google images

 I love diving, exploring, flying, experiencing, jumping.. may be i have that problem of "adrenaline"

P.S :- A scholar's attempt
         

The choclate RoManCe...

Nestled like a carmel around the choclate
Under the sweet sheets of love and affection
Lying on the bed like a willow of cocoa
I kiss her lips that are carved to perfection

Her skin perfect like the color of mocha
Eyes like shining jade, as she look into mine
Her curves bent like the ship of aloha
Every moment of her, I feel like a saga

Petals of rose drop tears as they see her
Her lips, her cheeks, her sight seem like a mint
Cool as I breath in the freshness of her lavender
Sprayed across her body like a jannet

Her hair soft like the cream from the coco
Black like the darkness over the forest
Blow in strands they touch my face
As I stand infront of her, forgot the rest

Evey curve of her as I touch she cries
Like a breeze she moves acroos my arms
Cuffed her hands she melt like a butter
In the warmth she breathes the romance

P.s :- posted by chatty feom the dairies of #Jay

The Red currants :)

Oh! as my cherubic little plant bear me
Not alone but a bunch of sisters around I be
Red like the lips of your darling, I blossom
From the small bud that grow in autumn

As you see, I look small like a baby's eyes
As you eat, I melt like frozen ice
Making you feel every moment of mine
Like something you can never define

                                            Image : wikipedia


So, small and red I wait for you here
In the rain i drench for freshness you require
Before i get bitten by some worm
Make me yours, in your hands i feel warm

As you eat me for sweet I feel like an angel
I give you boons, you can make me a pretzel
health I give you, as I got many things in  me
don't throw my seed, rather plant and make it a tree

P.S :- Post by chatty... from the dairy of Jay

His promise, her wait... part#3

Hours passed, nothing they did but exchanging the sight. Suddenly, broke the silence... achyuth came near her...

"How are you?!" He asked, as she looked down

"No no.. nothing     sorry! Am fine" she replied in excitement.

"Huh?! Feel free" he said as he saw her expressions in amazement

"Achyuth, how are you?" She finally spoke breaking the silence.

"So far, better. What are you doing now?" He asked in excitement

"I joined in google a week ago. Delhi campus" she said with a smile.. as she expected more from him

"That's great.." he congratulated her with a smile.

"And you achyuth? Where have you been? Why are you like this?" She
poured all her questions without hiding anything

"Im good for nothing. Im giving some home tutions to kids" he said with a low but stiff voice

"Achyuth...? Sit down. Are you joking? What happened to you? You'ee such a bright student" she said as her heart suddenly pounded in tensed state.

"When I was in my twelfth grade, I lost my parents in an accident. They were both orphans. So I got left with nothing but a willing heart to work, so I decided to work" he said, as he controled his tears

"What?" She held his hand with red eyes.. trying to control him

"Life has given me my daily wage to live for myself. It made me selfish" he said as he was about to burst in tears

"Achyuth, I waited for you" she said... as she dared to look into his eyes

"No. Dont do it anymore. Think achyuth is dead" as he said,
*slap* *slap* sanjana slapped and cried saying "achyuth is alive"

Silence filled the air... they spoke nothing for a moment...

"Will you marry me?" Sanjana asked breaking the silence

"Sorry. I cant. Im not even in a position to afford myself. Marrying someone like you? Not even for an hour I cant be" his tears bursted out.

"I love you, sanjana. But I can never ever say you this. I dont have anything to show it to you. But a mouth to express. I cant make your dreams come true" he spoke in affliction

"Achyuth... say yes or no" "will you marry me?" She said as she broke into tears...

              He walked out... silently. No word... no answer...

They never met again... neither they never responded to anyone later.

Is it good what achyuth did?
Did he cheat sanjana?
You think achyuth broke his promise or life made him break?

What do you feel?

Not all love stories have a happy ending.

P.s : the wait ended...
        Love till you die till you love
#Jay'sDiary

Post by chatty on behalf of jay