A re birth....

Blew the wind so hard in my heart
Deep inside which is torn apart
Angony was what I left with
Showed the dreams there is nothing but death

Shattered were my dreams like a mirror so fragile
Washed were my plans like a flood to the nile
Robbed was the smile and the life so high
Dropped were the feelings and everything became a lie

Came you into my life then I feared
Loosing again  might hurt me dear
Slowly recoverd from that poisonous bite
So slow it was like a fight

Worth it were you and your love
Worth it were you and our care
No matter how I fear
Not my life but loosin you dear

Into the life Im back again
No more I felt that vigourous pain
Doom became bloom and fear as a flaw
Still yet again In this earth I grew

May be a re birth your heart gave me
May be a boon the god gave me
Yet I feel again as a lucky charm
Till I die.. for you here I'm

These words are dedicated to some one whom I imagined all through my life... just for her and not for any one more....

#StrugglingSunday

# live... dont survive.. #tgif

Come out of the river of life
Give your self some space
Go out see some new place
Let your heart relax and make it feel safe...

#TGIF  

MADHU MATHI………………(A suspense till the moment)






                     Listening to this name I still feel very sad.  I met this girl on Facebook. In the first meet itself I found that girl too interesting. And I said that girl the same thing that I’m interested in you.
   
                     I still don’t know why mark zukerberg started Facebook. Its too weird for you all but I took that girl very seriously. And on the first chat itself I said her that “madhu don’t mind me saying that I have a fb crush on you”
She replied me “haha….. thanx but keep it on fb only”
From that day onwards I literally  tried to talk to her everyday on fb. For no reason I used to wish her thrice a day trying to impress her. She was by my side for many days. In between suddenly entered another guy Ch****.
            

                      One day it was nearly 10pm in the night and as usually I’m on fb commenting with friends in our secret group. Suddenly ch**** asked me “do you like madhu” to change the topic I said “what else”. The topic became worse so,much worse that I cant control my tears… I was into tears when he said “I love madhu and even she likes me”.. I didn’t get any word to talk to him… I cried the whole night. I mailed her at 3am in the morning that

“madhu understand me please. I don’t think what chetan said is true. I believe in you. And guess why would I mail you at this time in the night for no reason. I need to talk to you I LOVE YOU. I cant live without you. And I think you can understand me. I wont sleep eat till you reply
If you really love ch**** then I’m out. If any problem I’ll help you guys. Trust me +919963***197 is my number. Call me if you have any problem
Miss you madhu
Awaiting your reply ******”

                     Then I cried and cried and cried for the rest of the day till 5pm in the evening of the next day. Then madhu replied me


****** what happened to you ;0 ?? I’m not in love with an one. Whatever ch**** said is false. And I’m sorry on behalf of him.please go and eat something please
Also once again give your number. Am sorrie if have done anything wrong with you
Miss you too
~madhu mathi~ “


Right at 6pm she called me up saying “eat something please I’m sorry”
I replied “whos dis?” (as I don’t know that its madhu)
She replied “stupid it’s me madhu”
We had a conversation for like 3hours from then….
After that the days passed and a day came which I was provoked again by ch****.
Then I texted her “ madhu I LOVE YOU and I don’t want to leave you in my life “
She replied me “ thank you for loving me ******. But really its not possible for me now as I don’t have feelings on any one right now”
I said “ok”

And then days passed again for nearly 2 weeks and a day came 
That day I asked her “will you marry me”
She said “well I don’t know”
I asked her what are the qualities you want in your dream boy !!
She said 11 secrets to me (night at 10:30pm)
And then she said I’ll say the rest next time
I said “please don’t say these to anyone”
She said “ok”
Guess what ??
It was her last text……………………….
Next day I tried to call her and I called her up exactly 54 times. She didn’t lift the call.

At that time ch**** texted me that “madhu gave her mobile to her dad”
he have no words……………….. (It’s nearly 6:30pm)
he cried in the church(it’s lent season). I got no words for anyone to say.
he waited the whole night for the text reply, mail, call.
And after some time I called her up and the phone started saying “the number is unavailable”
I cried the whole night thinking of her, her fun, her surround, her texts.
Whatever, even now I’m writing with my wet eyes

                                                                                                         -yours ******


LESSON - from this incident did he really understood that he should’nt take everything to heart… but no use in my case. he really love her and he can’t really leave her in the middle.
Guys please suggest me what should he do now ?
Do you think am he correct or wrong ?
Do you think Madhu will call me back ?
I sincerely think she won’t………….. but some day or the other she will…

should i leave... :/

Well.. guys it's been many months that i've written a post in this blog.

yea things change.. but in my life things change "drastically"!!

Fine ok... lets come to point.. listen i'm now in a situation to leave or to hang on!

My girl X have an ex-boy friend Y.

And here that Y is a friend of mine in college. when i say X to forget Y she says i cant!!

What should i do now? should i leave her? how to make her forget him?

hanging water...



Water on web...

It really shows how strong is the web designed... not only the web which you are surfing now!
even the spider web is a marvel! and the weight it can take is just awesome...

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JaGuArrrrr...!!


Jaguarrrrrrr..............!!

It's been months that i clicked a picture... and now i'm back to the profession.. : )
now my fever went to street photography..
will be uploading many soon... : )

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