sLicEd InTo LifE!

Do I Re start my blog?

The words dancing in my mind,

They knew my breath, they knew my stand.
Now dust collects where dreams once grew
But whispers call, “We’re not yet through.”

Old pages hum with ghostly rhyme,
Soft echoes from another time.
Do I dare wake what once was still,
And trust the spark to find me still?

The world moved on, yet here I stay
A poet paused, mid-thought, mid-way
The silence taught me how to hear
The heart that beats when none are near

So should I start again, you ask?
Perhaps the joy’s within the task
Not chasing crowds, nor fame, nor trend,
But meeting words, my oldest friend

A Crucial Day

Where can i start this post?

Life is very un expected.

Whats the cost?

Leaving behind everything loved

After 30 years of living a life king size with my parents, tonight is going to be a last one before i set my wings free.

As i remember 12 years ago moving into this room in our flat as an 18 year old guy with a lot of dreams and ambitions about life. May be life is awesome, because the last night in this room i somehow ended up sleeping alone on the floor just as i did on the first one.

Only thing is that, this thinking about life this time its an oblivion, full of insecurity, lot of expectations, and an unimaginable thought that i will forever not be the same am im now. I would miss being with my loved parents and my little brother. My loved home, my memories and everything.

Lucky me, im taking my wife along. Hope the life change for good.

Life, after 7 years

It's been 7 years since I posted for the last time

I was a teen, a grumpy head, an emotion less fool addicted to substances

I'm now juggling life with twists and turns with a lemon on my nose, trying to balance the work and family

Only thing that haven't left the life and surely won't leave are the tears of sadness that lasts for days and laughter of joy that lasts a mere minute

Life is hard my dear, life is hard..

Mask yourself and keep a smile,

because you can't cry out and this life will fly!

23, jan...

It was 6.30am, all I thought was to get out...

Nothing felt right to me... i was struck in a school ive never liked and I never liked from from there after... "IT RUINED MY LIFE"

As the time flew by 6.45, I finally took a 100 and started cycling towards the railway station.

As I pedelled, sweat showered my face like if it is real
Everything wasnt fine as I thought, it was heart breaking!
Life aint gonna be easy, but infront there was a goal
Parked my bicycle, I knew I never will be regretting!

"A ticket to hyderabad, please" as I asked, the woman in the seat felt quite amazed seeing a child buying such a long journey ticket!
"78 and the change!" As she was busy with her work!
As I waited for the train to arrive, hours passed and I sat on the bench till 1pm in the afternoon..

As I entered the train, I really started wanting to get back to home and cry as loud as possible... I never wanted to go to that shool again... but the thought of showing world, my success... though I never had a clarity on what im going to do from the very night itself...!

As I sat by a window, there were a family sitting opposite me and an old man beside me.. I had all y books in the school bag and im traveling to a place, 5 hours away! It felt really bad for me as everyone saw the bag which I never wanted them to. I was left with nothing by evenig and as the train reached the town, I started asking myself why did I even do that! I travelled somewhere in city bus and I was lost..

As the hunger fed my brain, it felt like vertigo... and as I paused for a moment, I was left with a rupee and infront was a coin box...

"Daddy?"

Isnt it an apt ending? Rather ending up in roads?
Why will it even happen to someone...!

#25ToLife
#BackBlogging

SpRinG! OnCe AgaIn

As the doom turned dawn
Everything seemed calm
But with a broken heart
Turned the history into an art

As the ink flew down the paper
The words became a choir
Like a painting, pristine and old
Memories flooded the entire board

And there entered a beauty sublime
Not yet again, the inside started to scream
Never again, kept and calm and broken
Yet never knew, it happened once again
Once, and promised it will never repeat the same

As they say "ship can sail without crew"
Niether the mind nor soul is true
Only the heart, As it took time to recover
Like the firmament above, its forever

For the one who care, waited so long
Time has come and here I sing a song

P.S :- To someone who finally exisit! :D
Dwell in the city of thrones my princess!
After a long time!

double trifle in the melanine which is aweful!

god gave us some lime, some rum, some strawberries, sweet sugar and vanilla. along with some borosil's melanine, we can make this dish quiver!

As, the de stalked strawberries release their juices along with the melted sugar under the gentle heat of a pan, take a bowl and whip some snow white cream along with some vanilla seeds
as the aroma begin, stir the cream with some yogurt.
now take out the limoncello dipped rum babas
As we put the juicy strawberries over the rum babas in the borosil's melamine, the cream be filled around along with custard and a dash of mint our mouth watering trifle will end perfectly in this rain!

that's it! do try this double trifle in the borosil's melanine which is aweful!

p.s :- post written for borosil indiblogger contest http://www.myborosil.com/

A waIt FoR lOve...

As she opened her book of love, petals of roses flew with the breeze outside.
Her eyes filled with emotions
Memories stormed her mind
Happiness tingled her instincts
Love spread the sweet fragrance
Hatred squeezed her wrist

As she turned the pages, she felt that affection... she gently touched every word... every letter
People she lost but not their words
Time she lost but not the memories
Love she lost but not the heart
Hate she left but not the impact

As the wind stopped blowing, she closed her treasure and stood still in the nature...

The clouds went dark, her eyes filled with tears

She opened her arms, she was hugged by the dry leaves

She turned around fast, she experienced vertigo
Fell on her knees, her nerves went breaking

It rained.... and no one could see her crying...

P.s :- Some stories are so awesome that we think about them
Some are so beautiful that we dream about them
Some are so related that we involve in them

p.c : google

FeAr...

Deep inside burried was a sorrow of mine
Not even the medicine couldnt treat it fine
Been to the finest doctors in town
But surgery was the only option they have known

25 days of hell they said in advance
Pleaded to everyone but there is not a chance
Seeing my parents cry for me was the scene now
Now i feel somethings cant be made with millions of dough

God why have you choosen me for this?
because i wanted to be in peace?
Take my soul rather than this month of hell
Im not ready for this. Better take me as well

Been three months already and still a month more?
My studies, my future all are broken down four..
And now another month of intense pain?
Trust me im more ready to lay lame

Tears come as I write these lines
Not in agony but in fear thats extended miles...

P.s : with pain power zillion
Needed some prayers :(

A cHanCe oNcE AgAiN!!!

Reclaimed the glory, my land
Once prosper enough to be a country
Yet withstood in the shameless terriory
Where money claimed to be the power not the people
Now that we got our territory back to rest
Lets rule! Lets build! Lets prosper our divine past
R.I.P the souls of our brothers who sacrificed
The day has come, we got our freedom back from the doomed

#Telangana
#EveryOtherTerritoryThatGotFreeToday

I truly respect the people of telangana for getting their own state...

To my love...

It's been wonderfulnthroughout my life. I have got everything that I liked most of them rebeled. But there lies one thing that I have never got. No one could even help me getting it....

For that most special lady out there...
Most beautiful one that dragged me the entire life...

Dear,
This blog belongs to you. This entire work... every single letter just mean you. You know? The day I was getting tattoed I literally made up my mind... I just not love but live for you. And eery single time the needle peirced, it was just you on my mind. Thats very weird to say even I had girl friends althrough this period, everyone knew that you were my first preference and they were next. I liked you that way. I respect you, and thats the reason why I even stayed away from you. Even now! I wanna give away all my courage to come before you. But I dont dare... because I want all my 10 years of wait to be ended in a beautiful saga and Im not in a position to accept the bitter truth. As you said, I will one day speak to your mom about us. Trust me! And I always even knew that you faked that you had someone. And you accepted it. I will come please TRUST me!

P.S :- I love you

#ThiIsTrue

A Dream....

As the night fell down misty and cold

I woke up as the time was running bold

In the dreams as I woke up, I was alive

But every dusk has a dawn, and thats not a lie

Quick like a second it vanished through the head

And I forgot where I lost myself in that heavenly shed

Here I wanna show that I forgot the dream completely... and nothing is there left to make poetic.... :)

Life...., :)

Yes, it's true that I have left my blog for quite a long period of time. It's something that is very addictive. I missed it.... and each and everyone of those kind and honest gentlemen and ladies reading it.

LIFE.... you know teaches us many... I literally mean MANY lessons. You just cant escape that shawshank redemption.

Smile, anger, tears, nauntiness, fear, lonliness, pleasant surroundings.... everything is shown to you by life!! Once just close your head and rewind every moment of your past....

YES!! Exactly! Bad always try to dominate good... your past bad even now chase you.... more than the good you have done.... I kight not be elder to teach you or say you all about this.... but, FORGET all those miserable things. Those things which haunt you... which deliberatley try to possess your mind by grabbing it from you.... which suck your energy and make you go low like codiene....

STOP!! Atleast now stop thinking about your bad and not even commiting more bad... this can make you the happiest hippie on the planet!! Make the best out of you in a productive way. Always keep it up for yourself and people around you. Always remember people around you TRUST you only till you make a mistake.... and once it's done, gods should save you!!

CONFESS!! Neither confess nor regret your mistakes! Just leave them. I dont think that there is a need for you to think about them or confess about them.... do you?!

#SorryForDisturbing
#TrailsOfSpeech

NeW yEaR.... #HaikuHighTimes

This has been a hard time for me... to surpress all yhe things that I have personally gone through in 2013...

Confessing 2013 would be #shit from my side...

Gave up, hooked up
Yes, winter's mist gifted
New year!!! :D

#Really bad haiku... :|

Wish you all a very happy new year... hope for positive vibes..

LiEbStEr... :D

It was around two weeks back that i got double packed single surprise from two fellow bloggers karanvir and divya shared their liebster blogger award with me. i was so happy reading both the posts and was inspired a lot from their experiences and their answers.

before i share my liebster blog award and give you the questions, i need to answer the questions that were given by the nominees

Answers for karanvir :

1. why blog?

Blog is the only place where i feel myself... i can have my own space where i can share whatever my inner voice speaks.

2. One craziest thing you did at school

Me and my friends used to listen songs with iPod without listening to classes sitting in middle benches and hiding our earphones under the collars

3. Scariest dream which haunts you everywhere

I have dream of a pretty girl which haunts me in my dreams every night. am scared that i wont get that girl. *sweet haunt*

4. If you get one wish that will be fulfilled by god, then what will you ask for?

    God!! let my off springs for generations settle peacefully with a good job and their willing place.

5. Your favorite food

     I love chicken cheese burgers!! i can eat them everyday and in every meal! well it might be so heavy! but i don't mind!!! i want a burger

6. Your expectation from Indian government

    I'm proud to be born in land where Gandhi walked, Nehru ruled, Sachin played, Rajini acted, C.V. Raman discovered, Swaminathan fed and most importantly where 1 billion people live!! PLEASE DON'T LET OUR PRESTIGE DOWN! that's the only thing am expecting.

7. Most important person in my life

    Mom! you're so important.

8. Three things you cant live without

    My blog, My camera, My guitar (though guitar is just for strumming)

9. Your favorite blog

    I love humor.. i read this blog Humor unplugged a must read.. hey this is my most favorite pastime i read many but i love this!!

10. Do you believe in ghosts and spirits?

      Yea!! i had an experience 3 years back! f*** them!

11. Do you think blogging can change anything?

      It depends, change is something that you find it for yourself. According to me, an individual can speak whatever he like on his blog! it's his own property!!

Answers for Divya

1. What is your favorite place?

Anjuna, Goa i will never change this in my life...

2. What would be that one wild thing you intend to do in your lifetime

Las vegas! "whatever happens in vegas, stays in Vegas" i dont need to explain that i guess... i want this trip to Vegas to be that one real "hangover" style wild trip

3. How do you define serenity? Illustrate with examples

    Serenity is not something that can be defined, the word serene itself spells so peacefully! i apologize to answer for this, i'm still a kid

4. If you were to ask one question to an alien, what would that be?

    Dude help me get a PhD in architectural journalism

5. Light shades or dark colors? reasons?

    Dark shades!! Dark is what real.. everything light ends up dark someday!

6. What is your dream job

    I wanna be an architectural journalist!! i love visiting places, taking photos of their tradition and architecture

7. Describe your favorite birthday experience

    I don't remember but the one for which i got my 1st bicycle.. 2nd std I guess

8. Given a chance what will you change about planet earth?

    I would invent something that could jam all the radio signals for 6 hours everyday!! it will protect millions of birds that are dying because of that and causing imbalance!! best example : sparrow

9. What would you do when you have absolutely free time?

    I love to write poems and letters for that haunting girl..

10. What is that you don't like in someone

      Why the fuck people don't like to be in peace?! man i will do the work that you have assigned!! don't f*** the mess up with me.

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Now moving on to the 2nd part of this, which i find myself to be a very tough one

This is an award given to new and upcoming bloggers who deserve to be out-shown in blogosphere as they are good at what they are blogging. It also creates a chance for introducing new bloggers

before i share my awards with pals, i would like to say some instructions to them

1. Post 11 facts about yourself

2. Answer the 11 questions the tagger has given you

3. Tag 11 more Bloggers (with no more than 200 followers; no tagging back) and make 11 questions for them

4. Tell the people you tagged that you did.

Now i would like to share my award with

http://readingbreed.blogspot.in/
http://godhanaini.blogspot.in/
http://preethadatta.blogspot.in/
http://rahul-shayaris.blogspot.in/
http://echoesofmywhispers.blogspot.in/
http://sufisbubble.blogspot.in/
http://thoughtinthoughtout.blogspot.in/
http://lostpuppy28.blogspot.in/
http://the-cheesy-engineer.blogspot.in/

Now the "ChEeSy" part of the award... my 11 questions

1. What is your opinion about yourself, compare it with your favorite fictional
character (cartoon)

2. What do you earn by blogging? (like casual not offending)

3. What is your favorite music genre? why?

4. School or college?

5. You think someone good must come to politics? If so why? aren't you good?

6. A confession. 100% truth and unknown :D

7. Your opinion on Indian culture

8. Worse thing about you

9. Your three unfulfilled dreams

10. Your favorite subject?

11. You happy with what you're studying?

Confession...

                                After some days, you might ask yourself


                                   Did he forget me?

         you know?


                          you are not an incident to forget... you're my life



p.s:- after all this wait of ten years have taught me to survive in a hope that you'll be there someday.

                                                                   waiting for that

ChWeEt HeArT!! Listen!!!

Flew like a leaf for the breeze of west
My mind blew into the winds of unknown worlds
As I closed my eyes I laid back to rest
Peace ran in me even in a billion revolts

Emulsified like a carmel your voice is
As it went I feel as if in ecstacy
Every single word, as it reverberated
Touched my heart not my ears felt loved

P.s : - just for my sweet heart...